It's been such a long time since my last post. Going to enroll myself to Kaplan to study double major degree. So many things happened at one shot that i deactivate my facebook. Too many things going on...
Firstly, yes, winnie again. Damn myself. This matter has been dragging since last year till today. Yes till today. The other day, we were skype-ing, i asked her how you feel about me? She said that she love my company, i'm really sweet, i like you. So i said that, be my girlfriend then! She was like hmmm... Okie, we were kinda of flirting to each other. She was telling me, so you are not afraid i will fall for you? What if i fall for you etc?
So at night, we were msn-ing, i ask her, so should i be afraid or not? She said no need to be afraid, cannot stress you, later your heart burst. I'm like forget it.
And she started asking me questions like, why are you so upset? What have i done or did i say something to make you so upset?
I told her that it's been quite awhile because of you and i'm like that, but never mind, probably i will be fine soon. She kept asking me what happen to me, why do i have so many thoughts and emotions today? I said that probably it's my fault for appearing in your life, she said no, you should not feel that way. She said that she don't want me to get upset over her.
So i didn't reply her anymore. And the next day, i deactivate my facebook. Then in MSN & Skype, i didn't talk to her. So ya, trying not to. But who knows, she text me yesterday and today. Then just now she called me, talk on the phone for awhile.
I don't know how to say, but ya, i am trying hard hard hard not to fall into it anymore.
Anson Ong can do it! I believe!