today is a tirin day..tire tire tire..............................................................
sch ends early n frzs came to my house n slack....we did lots of stuffs..they noe my house too well liao so when reach my house i straight went to hav a bath...coz i'm realli damn tire...........
den after tt, we watched vcd..LOL..is a horror/ghost..?na...is nt realli veri scare de..but henry's reaction makes all of us laugh like hell....LOL..is realli damn funny when lookin at his reaction... den we play cards..a veri funny game..haha...i was asleep when i was waitin 4 fionna n amanda dunno do wat..but less den 5mins i was suddenly awake coz someone cal me..but i dunno who..LOL...den to b true, igt a shock..luckily i din fall to e floor ma..if nt i paiseh dao...LOL..
den we hav our dinner at my house downstair e food court...lots of funny stuffs we said..laughed till me n stella knocked to each other...LOL...
coz of henry again....tink my gf will update more on her blog rather den i blog in here...LOL..
tml gt service in sch again...sian again but is fun..i hope so..den after tat gonna go PS..if i'm nt wrong, i tink i'm gonna meet my frz at PS or admiralty station liao...
Sat gonna meet my sis in e mornin, afternoon gonna meet huimin n naren, nite might b meetin chanel they all to watch midnight show..
Sun gonna meet my sis again..LOL...den afternoon gonna hav a western food..wee wee....i'm gonna to COOK...wahahahaha...den go out again....jialat alr..i've been goin out..nw i can half-slp as i'm walkin...LOL...realli damn tire..nw i nid more more time to slp...den i oso nid more more $$$ too coz nid go out ma, n nid to do lots of stuffs...............
Mon, SIAN...!!!!!!!!!!!!!no off day..coz we nid to go back to learn carvin..=( tht of mon nt gg anywhere but to rest n hav a moment of peace but unfortunately, I HAV SCH...!!!!!!
I'm glad tat my mind is nw in a veri peaceful "mood", is it correct to phrase it like tat..?i tink so.. coz i'm bz bz bz bz bz till i don tink of other matters, so e moment i lie on my bed i will straight fall asleep..but e pro is, i dunno how long i've nv lie on my bed liao..coz always been goin out n is like when i reach hm, i bath n slp on sofa, coz i noe if i slp on bed, i will overslp. but nw i've promoted till, even i slp on sofa, i will oso overslp, despite e livin room is quite noisy...??coz of my neighbour....
always nt enough slp..almost slp 2-3hrs everyday man...
i tht of runnin away as in, switch off my hp, pull out my house phone n let everyone stop contact me..6mths..?1mth..?but come to think again, runnin away cant solve e problem at all, it will onli stop a few mths but nt e rest of my life..
i nid someone nw, someone who noe abt e matter onli...i do nt nid r/s time-being as i hav lots of frzs nw..i noe i've been neglectin someone, so sorri, my dear..din mean it..coz i'm bz with my stuffs too...n my siao hp is oso like..~~~~~~~~~~~~~i'm nw usin my another number le.. damn it..lots of ppl noe e number nw...e number were meant for onli 2ppl nw like almost 10ppl noe alr..n another 8ppl r, 2ppl frm yishun n 6ppl frm my sch..LOL.......
let me end here le ba..tink tis blog is long enough 4 me to stop blog in 4 a wk le ba...?tat's it

♥ 10:46 PM

~※→因為愛你.所以放手還你自由←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以不再讓你困擾←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以寧願自己難過←※~
~※→因為愛你.所以我逼自己離開←※~

如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊?
如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼?
是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開?
是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?

This was a part of my email that my frz sent me..i find it that this few sentences are very true.
Would u leave the person if u truely love her/him, if u know that she/he had found a better person then u?For me, I would leave e person, cause i know he/she had found a person who is better then me and e person can treat he/she even more better then me, so why should i still tie this person to myself?Is not fair to he/she and to the person who is tryin to woo him/her.
Even though i choose to do it in this way, he/she might ask y i'm doing like tat?He/she might think i don't love he/she anymore, but isn't the truth at all. Even though, he/she might like me but not e person who is wooin he/she, but still i will back out. Cause i believe that e feelings can be developed, so even now u don't like her/him, as time passes, e feelings will develop unknowingly..So conclusion, I will still back out no matter what.

Today in sch, amanda, henry n me, we were talkin abt love..coz we were waitin 4 fionna to finish sch..How do u define love?How do u noe tat tis is ur true love?How do u noe tat tis person love u more then u love him/her?Isn't love is a very complicated matter?Though it's only involve two ppl, but when u really think into details abt love, all sorts of questions will just pop up in front of u..But still, love is unable to use words to describe..

♥ 11:46 PM

finally back to blog liao..tink almost a wk nv blog le..been bz with stuffs..as usual..but 1 thing for sure, i noe i had reached my limit le..when i'm walkin hm, i'm realli fallin asleep n walk hm..n me gong gong still can knock onto e wall..BANG..n it wakes me up man..LOL..
Start wrkin at St.Regis last wkend..quite fun but it is oso veri tirin..here pain tere pain..LOL.. nt onli me, but my frzs too..n e most funniest thing is tat, someone steal my frz's top..LOL..damn suai man..suai till e shirt oso can lost..wa lao..i realli juz cant figure out, how cy's shirt was lost.... simply juz cant figure out e ans man...den sun when to wrk again, hand was super pain n ache.. simply juz cant lift up...coz hands r realli veri ache..but sun we wrk r veri fun n much much more easier den sat de..too bad onli me, amanda n eric wrk nia..still though, it's fun too..may is fun, yvonne oso..sazali too..LOL..sun's weddin was veri veri veri veri SWEET.. e couple is veri sweet too..=) e bride is veri pretty..e groom is a doc..=)overall, i can sae e weddin is veri sweet..=)
tis few days, i've been drinkin bubble tea without pearl..frm sun till today, i'm still drinkin.. suddenly hav e feel e drink..=D
tis few days, if i'm wrong, i'm even more busier..due to...........(bu nen shuo de mi mi)LOL..
another matter wanna write in here, suddenly tht of something, i realised wat wenwen sae is e truth..e gal had been lyin all tis while, nt to b sae she is lyin,might as well sae she is cheatin n lyin to me onli..ONLY ME..!!!y i did nt listen to wenwen in e 1st place..?she's rite..i sld take wenwen's words 4 real..yet i choose to side her instead wenwen..but luckily i had seen through her colours veri fast..but e onli thing i feel, i had this feelin tat i was been betrayed by her..it is veri painful when someone betray u..but tis is part of life..when can i leave e "betray period..??" when i'm 20, 21 or 25????????
I'm veri tired alr. My physically n emotionally r veri tired alr..i hav realli reach my limit alr. Trust me, i might collaspe at any moment & i mean it.Before i realli fall, i juz wan2 noe e truth. I'm makin myself so tire coz i wan2 4get e ans, but e pro in e 1st place, i dunno wat is e real ans. Is it the ans is e truth or is a pack of lies..?I will never know, n i duwan to noe, though i noe it will b a burden of mine in my heart.
To all, above i'm nt writin abt R/S is juz a normal frzship of mine. But too bad, she's nt my frz anymore. So juz take it i'm writin abt a stranger. That's it.

♥ 10:22 PM

back to bloggin again..=) finally..after a few days of~~~~~~~~~ sat had amazin race..wao so cool man..we started off frm sentosa, den to suntec city, den to far east square, den to botanic garden, den to shavilla hotel n e last station we r back to sentosa again..=) is FUN!!!!!!!bcoz we hav papa conrad in our grp..he is a funny guy..haha..he makes us laugh alot..=D
i tink tis is all our 1st time runnin in vivo city n suntec city..haha..is so funny..e people r nice, e food is nice too..=) our grp won e 4th place..n we hav 4 tickets to TigerLive..wee wee..alex will b comin with us too..wao..we will hav more outins in e future..=) with papa conrad too..haha..fenolin too..she's a funny gal too...
den after e amazin race, me n fionna went to PS..we both went there chit chat n walk ard..there is japanese food festival...ard 10plus den leave PS..reach hm ard 11plus..but din slp early..coz after tt i was on phone again..so i realli din slp much..den sun went out to meet stella n liting.. OMG..liting sure can eat alot..haha..we went to watch Hancock..the movie is damn nice..so so so nice.....1 word to describe NICE...funny things happen in e cinima coz liting sae funny stuffs tat me n stella keep laughin..ard 8plus reach hm...den ard 9plus i was on hp again..ok tis few days i've to admit tat i realli hog onto my hp, msg n talkin on phone..e time i hog onto my hp is even much more den in e past...
christmas presents i had prepared some of it liao...for my class de i prepared liao..nw i've to prepare yishun frzs de, den follow by my pr frzs n e last is my family..
gg out later again, meet stella n liting again...=) tml gt test..OMG..i haven read yet..LOL...tml den read le ba..

♥ 1:34 PM

damn tired...today is e 1st day, tat grp 1 wrk in e trainin restaurant, overall, can sae passable ba.. nth big happen..except e spillage..but it still ok after tt..n after e wrk in e trainin restaurant, we hav GROOMING LESSON...OMG..is my BIGGEST NIGHTMARE i've ever had....when e lady sae,"who wanna try out 1st?" everyone were pointin at me man..i was like~~~~~~~ wat to do..?in e end still hav to put, in scv line u die die still hav to put..den e lady help me put lor..when she put we both were talkin..haha..she's onli 20..n some funny stuffs happen when we were talkin.. luckily we both talk veri softly, if nt e others heard it sure oso like..LOL....

went to watch The Dark Knight ytd at jurong point with my classmates..is a nice movie..actions movie ma..will catch my eyes lor..LOL...din expect e movie lasted 4 so long..almost 2hr 45mins..is quite long...den after tt, we went to Toy'r'us play play..play games see toys..haha.. den after tt went to food court to eat, after e dinner we did something silly n disgustin stuff, n i'm another 1 who is silly to taste it..LOL...fionna wanna taste it, but too bad, we stopped her..haha.. den after tt i dunno wat i do liao, coz my mind is close liao..tis few days, i've been forgettin wat i'm gonna do n where i'm gg till my frzs contact me, i tink due to my lack of slp tat's y i'm like tt.. will i faint soon..?think so..where is my limit till..?dunno..mayb when i faint den i will noe.. gtg will update again..

♥ 12:59 AM

2nd wk of sch liao, so slow...i tht is like 1mth liao... gg to hav my holiday again..hmm, ard 2mths later..sld b ard sept hav holiday till oct 15..=) wee wee...gonna b even busier durin tis holiday.. den aug gt weddin dinner, sept oso..aug..big mth..cy's birthday reachin..nw july big big mth, sister birthday...LOL...every mth gt ppl's birthday..i tink my mind gettin slower n slower as nt enough slp ma..
today after sch stay in sch till 4plus den went to IMM, with eric,amanda n fionna..eat mos burger...den walk ard tere...hang ard till 6plus den leave e place..ard 8 den reach hm..super shag..nw blog 1st if nt nxt few days i'm gonna even busier..will keep gg out in e nite..damn it.. sch starts till nw i'm still gg out...o.O jia lat....jia lat liao...gonna chiong chiong wrk liao...cy oso chiong, i oso chiong..both of us gan chiong spider liao..LOL..tink a few mths nv meet up liao..nw both of us chiong chiong wrk, hmm, i shall see where my limit can up till..haha..if sat n sun nv wrk will oso run to another side wrk...haha..means i'm gonna hold 2jobs 4 e time-being..at least nw something 4 sure, to keep me busy n busy n even busier i will b more happy, coz my mind will think abt wrk,study n NYAA' s stuffs..wont think of another(1 particular) matter..=) so time-being i'm happy tat my time is packed or~~~~ wateva..dunno wat to sae too

wawa has been msgin me too..LOL...i like run away frm everyone n nw everyone is like findin me like hell...bombard my hp n my emails...wat e....LOL...den my classmates oso findin me, sec n ite de..but all nv reply..LOL...i read a email tat chanel sent me, hmm..inside all r veri true tat will
happen in reality...find it quite useful so i kept it in my inbox..=)

oh ya, gt to noe a frz who has e same name with me, ANSON..haha..e onli difference is tat he's a guy while i'm nt a guy..LOL..haha..

anson said,"hey nv go online?"
anson replied,"bz ma, sch starts liao.."
anson said,"but still muz go online de ma.."
anson replied," ah ya, see gt time den online lor.."
anson said,"ok lor..=)"
anson asked,"so wat's up today?"
anson replied," nope, as usual bz with~~~~~~~"
anson said,"oh, camp is fun n tirin isnt it..?"
anson replied,"ya lor though quite borin too.."
write till here 1st ba..guess who is who..LOL..like riddle rite..?haha...

♥ 11:22 PM

ard 10days nv blog liao...bz with sch n other stuffs..sch starts ard 1wk liao..but i'm gettin busier with my badminton n NYAA. Lots n lots of activities will be comin up..=)
tues went 4 e badminton trainin, ard 10plus den leave dover...n e warm-up is run up n down e stairs 5 rounds..OMG..den wed i dunno wat did i do so don care abt wed...haha=) den thurs no sch....calss outing ard orchard..went to see e hotels, grp by grp went in to e hotel..n mine grp went in to e Marriott Hotel..gt free gifts..haha...manage to see their kitchen n etc...den after tt went to suntec's convention halls..n we were dispersed frm there..n our click went to marina square to hav our lunch..xw n celeste went off after lunch..while e rest went to play pool n arcade..eric,fionna,yokechoo n krinz meet us after their movie..continue play pool n arcade.. krinz n yokechoo leave after they stay 4 awhile..den we continue play our games n liting come find us..den hang ard 30min den we leave arcade..n we went seperate ways..stella n liting, me,eric,fionna,amanda n henry, sue,steve,rizal,taufi....all went seperate ways...=) out grp went to Gloria's jeans to rest n chit chat..we had ice chocolate, hot chocolate n white chocolate, oreo-cheese n blueberry cake..wee wee...nice nice..haha..chit chat alot of stuffs too..but i 4gt wat we were talkin..e onli thing i rmb is tat we were talkin takin green or red line to go hm..LOL..in e end everyone took green line go hm..n i'm e last 1 to reach hm.......LOL..coz of amanda again... den fri, as usual gt sch..den gt e F1 interview in sch so some of us wear uniform..den after tt, still gt badminton trainin..but b4 e badminton, some of us still at e MPH outside cookies..n we were chit chattin...chit chat till 3pm den go in play..b4 go in n play, me n amanda fold e table n carry it back to 2nd floor..both of us laugh like hell man when puttin back e table..den go back to MPH n play badminton..play match..play till 5pm n we left e place..damnn super tired n shag,,i'm gonna go back to sch on mon..tis wkend will b bz with some matters..sian......

Quote to share:
-"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but remember... it's never too late!"
"Anyone can start today and make a new ending."
" The greatest gift you can give another is the purity of your attention."

♥ 12:07 PM

super shag man...4eva nt enough slp..LOL...today gonna stay at hm 4 e whole day to rest..but at nite i'm goin out again...=x
ytd went to arvin's house play mahjong..at 1st sae wan go badminton, in e end all go play mahjong..LOL...play till everyone oso close eyes..frm 1plus play till 7plus....damn long... den after tt went to serangoon garden to eat..b4 tt, we were gg to fetch xw at serangoon mrt station..n e pro is we cant find e station..LOL..n we were trapped in e bungalow maze..LOL...n when we finally come out, we turn n turn ard, but still we cant find e station..in e end we found e Koven station, so stella cal her n ask her take mrt to koven...LOL..find e mrt station so hard wor..den manage to fetch her le, den we dunno how to go back to serangoon garden.. den we turn rd n rd n finally we manage to find e place liao....den eat alot too..1st time drink super big cup of sugarcane juice...damn big cup...but still i can drink finish..haha..LOL...ard 11plus gg to 12 den reach hm if i'm nt wrong..

Nw at hm watchin tv, suddenly thought of tis when i'm watchin it, "how to express ur lov to e person u lov/like?" or "within e love range can i still treat u veri good,care 4 u & stay beside u when u're down?"i thought of tis as i'm watchin e show n they were talkin abt tis topic..i find it quite true, if u're 1 of them, wat will u do..??

btw, pierce my ear liao..gonna go pierce later again..haha..so angry..amk $6, cwp $3 nia... n e ear stud is much more nicer den amk de...so angry...............ermmmmmmmm..........

last question to ask : "do u or u're nt?everyone don understand u, includin me"

♥ 12:50 PM