went back to the hotel today for the farewell party.
i'm not gonna blog about the farewell party, whatever it is, everything will just remain in my heart. the thoughts and what i think about it.
6 months, neither short nor long, but it's more than enough to make new friends, etc.
they shared money to buy presents for Jonah, Fionna and myself.
it's so sweet of them.
something is just meant to be kept without saying it out.

this coming saturday, maybe going out with WZ, not sure yet, as she said that she's going to the cemetery but not sure the time yet, so i tell her to text me again once she done and to see whether are we meeting or not?
and she said okay dokes and also she added this, "i'm going to charge you entertainment fees" ( that's for you always laughing at me )
well, it's not that i keep laughing at her, it's just that at times, she really amused me! and she also know that she amused me that's why i laugh, okay?
this always happens when we do not know each other that well yet okay?
and i'm not the only one laughs at you, you are always laughing at me too. tsktsk
and when there silence between us, you are also laughing. lol.

anyway, if you really charging me, i'm more glad to accept it. :)

♥ 8:32 PM

Morning went to Fullerton with AMANDA P N G
idiot woman, asking me to wake up so early, but lucky early eh, when i messaged WZ are we still meeting for lunch, she's kinda screaming at me, why i'm up so early for?
LOL
and i just scared her saying that because you never text me what, how i know am i supposed to go out or not?
and WZ said that also no need so early to wake up ma, silly one, you can go back to sleep and see you later.
after finish the stuffs with amanda, went to city hall, tsktsktsk, waited for WZ 20minutes -.-

she was like running to here, according to what she said.
cause someone is late. tsktsktsk
went to eat the jap jap restaurant in the raffles city, shoduku ( hope i spell correctly )
and i'm so surprised that you actually never eat this before :/
LOL
you should be glad that i brought you to this place eat okay? HAHA :p
and you really enjoying it, ate almost $50+ just for 2 persons -.-"
we really talked a lot over the lunch, you're getting to know more about me vice versa too :)

after which, we continue with a movie
randomly thought after the lunch

- The Lovely Bones -
nice though, but it reminds me of something, the storyline of this movie is so similar to.
for me to know and for you to find out. you chose to watch this movie, due to the other one was unavailable. lol
but it's alright, we can watch that another day :)

and it's nice to start getting to know you more and you are telling more things to me, likewise i am doing so.
after the show, walked around Bugis, you said that i'm easily tickled, well, it's because you are the one who always amused me out of nowhere! lol
poking/hitting me with the papers, hitting me with your hands and when you see something you like, you are grabbing me, you look like a kid.
and both of us were damm funny when we saw something in the Bugis, it was just too cute la.

you really made my day super bright yesterday, thank you you!
your favourite quote, always say thank you you. lol
it's fun though :)

so are we meeting today again?
i think you would not want to meet up today, because you know that i'm going back to PPS for the farewell party, cause when yesterday before we go seperate ways, i asked you whether if wanna meet up today to watch the movie we miss, the 1st thing you said that i thought you going back to PPS around 3plus? how to meet?
and you did not reply my message when i messaged you, what a lazy bum you are :p
so i guess we won't be meeting today, well, saturday then :)

♥ 10:04 AM

27 March 2010

the back crew's actions seriously FREAKED ME OUT -.-
it's fun though.
we always have good times, despite the times where we will feel piss off etc.
thanks guys! really gave me the most unforgettable memory just right before i leave the place.

and my last day falls on the day which is the Earth Hour, coooool!
we really had a great time during work!
once again, A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS!

28 March 2010
finally managed to msn with you already
it seems ages you did not online. lol
yeah, we always can do dinner later this week, no worries :)
if you want everyday also can, as i'm free after my IA. lol :D
of course, the privilege will always go to you. lol
oh ya, just got to know when's your birthday after so long time. lol

went to Jas's 21st birthday party. lol
this year, most of my friends are turing 21 :/
so going to spend a lot of money :/
anyway, got to go to bed, too tired to continue blogging.

bye peeps.

P.S: I'm still thinking should I tell you about the thingy?
Should I? Perhaps I should.

♥ 11:42 PM

.stepping into another stage of my life.

Internship ended. I will say it in this way, as i'm on leave till the end of the month.
Today, work end late, around 4pm? i think.
We were having our briefing, Mark was telling everyone, don't forget that someone's last day is tomorrow. LOL
And Dev was telling me already, tomorrow i have to be very careful, Mark still say, i will close my eyes tomorrow, whatever it is, go to the back of the house :/
LOL

okay, i'm so going ot prepare a set of clothes tomorrow.
Just in case, but i already told Dev, don't play too big, as i'm going out after that :)
i'm crossing my fingers and praying real hard ;)

Monday, farewell lunch.
On top of that, i'm also going to do my clearance, so i'm going to the hotel earlier just to do the clearance :)
Actually, my locker's has nothing already, except shoebag and make up pouch.
LOL

I did the clearing damm fast eh?
haha!
I think so too.
Saw Trip today, talk for awhile
Met up with Kate the day before yesterday, did a little catch up as she knows that i'm leaving soon too

okay, shall get my life back to the right track. LOL
sounds so funny that i put it in this way
right track as in, i'm going to do the things i want to do now
amanda, you know what i mean :)

♥ 5:53 PM

my head is fucking pain!
brainstorm for my final project for this module.
fiefie keep asking me not to stress myself out, but i can't :(

i need help for my project.
guess gonna ask SF if i'm seeing her in the hotel, if not, msn also can.

i desperately NEED HELP

S.O.S

mark told me on the 29th there is a farewell lunch.
should i go? lol
cause i'm on leave till 31st march.
lol

but mark say i have to go, cause need to do my clearance.
okay, do my clearance earlier better eh. :)

♥ 11:38 PM

-490-

sometimes, you just need to do something to show your actions/appreciations.
but there are times, whereby people choose not to do anything, to show that you are grateful for it etc.
but why are there people don't appreciate for it or thankful for it?
and taking everything for granted?

people always hang this sentence on the mouth,"don't take things for granted, be grateful for everything"
is there anyone really able to do it?

sometimes i felt lost, not lost as in i lost my way what i'm doing or whatever.
i felt lost seeing human beings for what are they.
life is like a vicious cycle?
is it?
it depends on how people define it.

the other day, there is a guest ask me," do you like the place you are working now?"
instead answering him, i asked him back a question," how do you define like?"

i told him that i like what i'm doing now, but not the place.
and i'm so glad i met him just before the day he's going off.
nice meeting you, Bruce. :)

everyone know i'm leaving the place soon, and everyone were telling me this same sentence everyday whenever they see me,"anson i know you are going to miss us right?"

i don't deny i really made a lot of friends during my internship, we had ups and downs together, we had an outing whenever we could make it, we had funs during work.

but frankly speaking, who won't feel sad when you know you have to leave the place?
well, i can say i'm not sad at all. Instead feeling a little of saddness, how i wish i could even finish my internship right now, i really mean it. NOW.
when i know my last day is reaching, i felt relieved, not because i know i had successfully fufilled the attachment i'm supposed to, but because i know i'm leaving the place already.

to make me continue stay on to a place, it's hard,if i were to in PPS, it won't be in F&B department anymore. but if i don't want to stay in any departments in PPS, is also only 1 reason. because of. ( for me to know and for you to find out )

i really hope to continue whatever we are now.
can i? or rather, can we?
it's a question mark.
it's not all about love only.

okay, have to head to my bed now, it's time to get some sleep.
hope you are sleeping well too.
good night to everyone. :)

♥ 9:10 PM

final module project, going to due on this saturday :(
trust me, it's too stress.
1 month = 1 module
total 8 modules = 8 months
it's tough though.

but i know i can do it, especially when my friends are supporting me :)
thanks dears!
and to my new classmates too!

time files fast, i already starts school going to a month in 3 more days, 7 months to go
i believe i'm able to do it, and i have to do it.

saw justin today in the library, haha! he's studying UNLV in S'pore Degree course eh, while mine is Diploma. Ask him about Degree course, how much etc.
Gonna continue to Degree after my Diploma.
oh gosh, time is always not enough for me :(

as after my course, i have to work 6 months in any local hotels as a full timer, as you know, government paid for my course 90% of the school fees, so i have to contribute back in some ways eh. lol

after which, continue to Degree.
the other day, jonathan was messaging me, asking me whether do i want to go back ITE as TSO.
well, i can consider, why not? it's a good job anyway.
pay good, 5 days work, and 8 hours only. lol

i will think again :)

today met up with Steve after work, lol
it's damm random eh, suddenly he messaged me. lol
asking me where am i?
i was like, i'm in the NLB lor, why?
and he replied, wanna lunch together?
i'm like ok lor, come out now! i got class at 7pm eh. haha!
he was like, on la, i come out now.
LOL
damm random right?
haha!
around 5pm, he reached, went to the food court to eat, we were like walking round and round thinking what to eat -.-
so ended up in the food court. lol

and then, went to Raffles Creamery!!! i'm so lovin' it!
even Steve agree with me! this is so much better than Cold Rock!
wahahaha! Raflles Creamery ROCKS!
LOL
it tastes so much better than Cold Rock, and the price is much more lower! :D

then after which, he accompanied me to NLB, my classmate is his colleague! haha!
so i asked Steve to call him, see where is he, and finally Steve saw him, they catch up a little, and off we go for our class :)
singapore's hotel ine, is just too small, everywhere i go, almost i know everyone. lol
i simply love hotel line that much
Steve also. lol
can't say he love like hell, but he know what i mean
cause he will stay in this line kinda of long, he know what i mean. lol
we were talking about this while we were having our ice cream :)

gonna meet u with the clan again, this saturday!
wahahaha!
i'm so lovin' you guys that much! :D
counting to May 15 now now now~~~!

♥ 11:34 PM

sorry sorry sorry :(
today something happened in the hotel
kinda of making me upset, thanks to amanda, one sms to her, and she came over to marina square to look for me after my work.
and we ended watching The Book of Eli.
nice show.
i slept a little though. haha!
thanks dear :)
what a pal you are

another thing is, i'm counting down to my last day already, my last day i will be working night shift :/
after seeing Lee's incident, i'm having a feeling that i might be the 2nd Lee, after seeing Hilwa's cunning smile when she's asking me, "eh your last day is gonna be working with me eh "
*with a cheeky smile on her face*
not only her, Fatin, Salehan and many more i'm gonna work with for the last night shift i'm going to work.
ahem ahem. lol

hopefully, that day they are not going to play very big with me, cause after my work, zalzal they all going to fetch me, and here we go!!
OUR POST GRAD 2!
yeah babeh! that's the way! :)

you guys are so LOVEABLE AND AWESOME!
always make my day super super bright!
don't forget our POST GRAD 3!!! yeah!
i'm so lovin' it! haha!
my days are getting happier babeh!

today, i was talking to the new trainee outside PIE, idiot salehan keep teasing me
and winnie was there, IDIOT SALEHAN!
winnie kept quiet all the way!
1st time she never fight with Salehan and 1st time never talk to me at all :(
thanks to my dearest salehan.

we are friends, i mean me and the new trainee la
we have common friend of course we know each other what
idiot salehan make it sounds like we are hanky panky
we are super super pure friends dude!
and the funniest part is, when i shout the trainee's name, she run!
i mean it, she's running with her HIGH HEELS!
she ran eh!
even faster than me -.-
and the best part is i don't even know why she's running away from me when i'm only calling her name -.-

and i told her something happened yesterday while i'm on my way back home, yeah, both of us just can't stop laughing, it's just so FUNNY la.
it's so not going to happen again man!
both of us also live damm near! lol

okay, blog till here then, gonna do my stuffs already
bye peeps!

studying time~

♥ 8:32 PM

- saturday -
had a super great day!
with fiefie, dean, sue, zalzal, eric, amanda and fareed.
lol.
supposingly, we wanna go to zooooooo
due to the weather, we changed our plan
dinner eh, at seoul garden.

it was so funny eh! we were eating and eating and eating.
lol. nice though!
haha!
johan was working, too bad, unable to eat with us, another day then :)

after the dinner, we were walking around here and there, took tons of pictures, with dean's Nikon camera, mine and fiefie's Fujifilm camera!
wahahahahaha!
dean's camera was so funny lah!
only the ones on saturday will know what i mean. lol

that sat is our post graduation 1
haha!
post graduation 2 is coming real soooon!
i'm lovin' it!
awwman! i simply love you guys alot, whenever i'm upset with work, they will accompany me
millions thanks babes and dudes!

you guys really made my day!
when i'm upset, you guys will make my day from upset to happy
when i'm down, you guys will make my day from down to high

thanks guys!
and amanda P N G, stop calling my full name la!
everyone is calling my full name in the hotel :(
sadd-ed
lol
thanks to her, she started it 1st by calling my full name.
and now almost everyone is calling my full name in the hotel
even the new trainee :/

♥ 1:01 AM

May 15 to 18. i'm lovin' it.
you guys love it too. :D

♥ 12:10 AM

went out with the usual gang again, eric, steve and amanda, oh ya, fang joined in too. lol
like almost 6 months i never see her already eh? i think?

anyway, all of us were having great times!
it's fun though.
it's an awesome night we ever had. :)
zoo, here i come!!! LOL
and next week it's gonna be another awesome night for us, guys!

got to go to bed now eh, shall update when i'm able to then.
byebye peeps!

♥ 12:49 AM

nice to meet you before i finish my Internship :)
kinda of surprised to know that you actually stays in Yishun but we do not know each other eh
and i'm most surprised that you actually studying in a school that i might be going in 2 years time, maybe i'm not going to SHMS, but UNLV.
but that makes us the same in anyway, because we both just love hotel line.
passion is still the bottomline, people with no passion in hotel line, can just get away from me. thanks.
amanda and i had the same thinking whenever both of us were talking about this topic :)

anyway, i'm finishing my Internship in less than a week's time :)
and you, just started your Internship. haha!
but we can always stay in contact since both of us live so near. lol.

nice to meet you, once again. :)

back to work.
okay, things are happening in Global Kitchen again.
history is repeating itself.
i really can't wait to leave that place, and i'm so glad that i'm only left like a week's time or even lesser.
if i were to stay in PPS, that depends eh.
well, anyway, i already have my own plans after my Internship.

currently, i'm taking the course, UNLV in S'pore.
it's good though.
but the stress i'm facing now, it's just so..
i should really thanks amanda a million times for accompanying me ever since i started my course, well, i will accompany you when it's your turn. lol.
and most importantly, we are a pair, you know what i mean. lol.

after this course, gonna work in S'pore for 6 months, and after the 6 months, it's time to decide SHMS or UNLV.
i have to work in S'pore for 6 months though, after that, i'm going to further my studies again, degree followed by master degree.
time is always not enough for me, cause i'm always rushing for time, everything can wait, but studies cannot wait, if you make the wrong choice in this, you will regret for life.
i'm glad that i'm not regretting, because i really love hotel line that much.

after all the studies, i'm gonna go back to working life eh.
now only Internship, already no life, meet up with my classmates, the usual people - dean, fifi, eric, steve, amanda and sue, already so hard, despite we are working damm near.
can you imagine if i were to meet up with my paris ris friends and my yishun friends?
it's like going to kill me man! lol.
to me, now working and studies is very important.

i'm so sorry to those people who i never reply the SMSes you guys send me, because to me now, i've grown up, to me, handphone is just a tool for me to contact people when it's necessary, or rather make important calls and reply only if it's important.
now handphone to me, it's not my life anymore.

in the past, i kinda cannot live without my handphone, now, i'm really so amazed by myself, i can live without it. lol. thanks to someone who taught me this.

and i'm still thinking the same thing the other i told you.
perhaps i will stay. ( not refering to PPS )
and i hope that day the conversation we were sms-ing about, it will helps you.
see ya sooon!

and wish me luck in my BTT.
i so going to get my license by this year, i promised myself.
school starts, working place settled, now it's time for my license.
everything is going smoothly in the way that i'm planning.
i'm lovin' it.

think carefully before you do anything.
do not do anything that makes you regret.
do not do things rushly.
slow and steadily will get you back onto the right track.
like what i'm doing now.
i'm already slowly and steadily planning my future

♥ 6:07 PM

Total: 4days MC
okay, i'm just gonna wait one fine day, just one person to tell me something, and i know that's it.
not much people know what i'm refering to.

4days MC, trust me, no one want to MC for so many days.
this is my whole life that i'm MC for so long.

there was once that i'm away from school for 1week, yeah, 1week.
only a few know the reason behind of it, it's not i'm sick or what.
not gonna mention this anymore.

hopefully i'm able to recover when i'm back to work on sunday.
when i called back to the restaurant, mark still can asked me who i am.
lol.
just to show that my voice really changed -.-
that no one can recongize anymore.

thanks for the concern, people.
okay, i'm still not dead yet, i don't know why everyone are calling me and asked me am i okay? what happen to you, etc.
and amanda png was like you're so alright lor, not sick at all.
wth.

can't wait for 20th march~!
here i come~~~!
after my attachment, the 1st thing i'm going to do is to getaway.
bloody hell, everyone are clearing the AL and getaway NOW, i really mean it!
they are doing it now
arghh~~
never mind, soon it's my turn.
:D
i'm lovin it.

♥ 5:30 PM

Last working day in Pan Pacific Singapore will be 26th March 2010.
If everything goes smoothly as what i plan, need to clear my AL :)
Surprising i have 4 AL to clear, not only myself, but my team leaders too.
Especially Suresh, every time he sees me, his heart pain. LOL
As he thought i only had 2 AL to clear instead 4 AL.
But too bad, Mark went to ask Winnie how many AL i have, and total, i have 4 days :D
So happy~!
So instead working till 31st March 2010, last working day will be 26th March 2010.

And right after that, i have to put in my full energy in my course i'm taking now.
unable to focus working and studying at the same time now.
it's tedious though, but hopefully i'm able to learn how to cope between studies and working.

Thanks guys for the encouragement!
For studies and my work.

Now i've moved on in my life, the other day when i was having my FBMA's Meeting, Egena said this to me," oh so now you have move on to take diploma?"
I was like," ya, and how did you know?"

Because the meeting i was late a little due to my school, and everyone know that i'm back to school now. As they were talking about this in the room and they were asking why i'm late etc.

The other day, i was chilling out with Lisa, we were talking about quarter crisis in life.
What is quarter crisis? Does anyone knows?
I don't know whether surrounding me, my friends know about this, but for me, i know what does this mean exactly.

I won't and forbid QUARTER CRISIS to enter in my life!
I know what i want in my life, i know what's my goals and i know what to do.
So i won't allow quarter crisis to enter my life.

Trust me, no one wants quarter crisis to happen in own self.

After my diploma course, the next step what i'm going to do, i'm also clear.

Fresh, Clear & Well Seasoned Perspectives.
This is how i'm going to tell myself.

♥ 10:25 AM