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don't rely on me.
i'm your soul.



A.O.Z.Y does not belong to here
no one can understand me, so don't bother to understand me then.
I'm utterly dead, and won't be revive.
no one is here to save.

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

freakin sick nw...damn it....damn damn damn SICK..... nw havin holiday liao but = no holiday coz my schedule is PACK PACK PACK....i hav nth to sae

12 Sept: goin to watch movie
13 Sept: Off to Scarlet Hotel
14 Sept: Off to army museum & celebrate Mooncake Festival
15 Sept: Off to sch hav Hygiene Test
16-30 Sept: Work work work...F1 race event (i'm gonna see e same person for e 2wks..OMG)
1-3 Oct: Off to Chalet [Anytime rape/molest by ppl..or i might get into a R/S..haha..LOL..=)]
4 Oct: Off to hav a feast, early celebration for xw
5 Oct: Off to gatherin again = gonna burn a hole in my pocket
6-9 Oct: 2 of e days, will b goin to sentosa n shoppin
10 Oct: Off to East Coast Park, hav class gatherin (Current class)
11 & 12 Oct: Off to meet my frzs & cut hair

13 OCTOBER-------------------> START SCHOOL
so see..???HOLIDAY = NO HOLIDAY
anytime i will faint man..esp durin e chalet man...i'm gg to die liao...but tis chalet will b damn fun
don b surprise after e chalet i sae i gt into a R/S coz u guys will nv noe wat will happen..haha..
simply realli await e day to come man...so happy...
i bet e chalet will b veri fun n tere will b lots of laughters..=)
though after e chalet i will b even more shag, but den i more n more love my badminton frzs so no matter wat, i will always b with them wheneva tere is a gatherin or outin, but truthfully to sae is bcoz of 1 person, i die die oso always nid to go 4 e badminton..but den sorri wor, i cant go e trainin durin my holidays, coz i'm wrkin ma...but den nvm, u guys can come find me after wrk to hav dinner tgt if i'm nt meetin anyone on e day..juz get me a msg or cal..hehe..
but den, if i'm nt wrong, durin e wrkin days, after my wrk, i either always go yishun, toa payoh or PS liao...LOL.....if nt i straight go hm, den come out again..so huh, tis time round my holidays i can onli sae 1 word which is DIE..n nw i'm sick, haven see doc yet, still can tahan till e F1 race event over ba...hopefully..=) but den truthfully, i dunno when i'm free to go see doc..n 1 thing is e doc is super super super far far away frm me so = no need to see oso can de la..LOL..i'm so lazy duwan go so far..LOL... gonna MIA liao le..will blog again when i'm free...bye guys


10:56 PM


Monday, September 8, 2008

Moshimo negai ga kanau nara
Toiki wo shiroi bara ni kaete
Aenai hi ni wa heyajuu ni kazarimashou
Anata wo omoinagara

Darling, I want you aitakute
Tokimeku koi ni kakedashi sou na no
Maigo no you ni tachisukumu
Watashi wo sugu ni todoketakute

Daiyaru mawashite te wo tometa
I'm just woman
Fall in love

If my wishes can be true
Will you change my sighs
To roses, whiter roses
Decorate them for you
Thinkin' 'bout you every night
And find out where I am
I am not
Livin' in your heart

Darling, I need you dou shite mo
Kuchi ni dasenai negai ga aru no yo
Doyou no yoru to nichiyou no
Anata ga itsumo hoshii kara

Daiyaru mawashite te wo tometa
I'm just woman
Fall in love
Darling, you love me ima sugu ni A
nata no koe ga kikitaku naru no yo
Riyote de hoho wo osaete mo
Tohou ni kureru yoru ga kirai

Daiyaru mawashite te wo tometa
I'm just a woman
Fall in love

I love this song alot..is a japanese song, sang by Olivia..=)


Don't you remember
When you were here
Without a thinking
We were caught in fire
I've got a love song
But where it goes
Three loving hearts are
Pullin' apart of one
Can't stop you, can't hold you, can't wait no more.

I always wonder what u're thinkin, do u noe tat wateva u do n u says, will always be inside my mind. I wont forget wat u had said or wat u had did. Not only i wont forget, i always rmb in my heart too.
I noe is hard to explain things in words, as words doesnt mean everything, n i noe tat words r nt able to express myself in a proper way/proper manner.
But i want u to noe tat, u r like me, nt a perfect person, but u attracts me in every ways.
But do u hav e same thinkin as mine, i dunno. I wont ask u too. Is hard for me to guess wat u're thinkin, i tink u hav a hard time too, to think wat i'm thinkin.
But my mind is always tellin me nt to do tis n tat, but wheneva i see u, i'm nt able to control myself. Purely sae tat i'm more n more dotin on u.
As days pass, e more i miss u n e more i wan2 see u, but time n place always dont allow us to do so.
Juz rmb, i will always be here for u. My actions will show wat i mean. I Love U


8:26 PM


Saturday, September 6, 2008

manage to blog today b4 i go to wrk..gonna study awhile b4 i go out too..mon hav test liao..test test test, later i test myself to death man...LOL...=S
juz manage to check my email, n saw 1 email tat my frz send me a peom, i find it meaningful so i'm here to copy n paste it in my blog, u guys can read it.

This is the poem:

Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on him
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'he died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.

If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

i realised tat tis poem is veri meaningful...

ytd went to Seoul Garden with a bunch of my sec sch frzs..so long nv see them liao..sort of celebrating emily's belated birthday..emily,minghui,ziya,eric,alvin,bjorn n weihao..but weihao is slightly later den join us..eat damn alot ytd man...took quite alot of grp pics, n others pics too..=)

me n minghui keep talk n talk n talk..talk till we both keep laughin, talk alot of stuffs..=) n she was there laughin n laughin..i was like..~~~ lol....den after e dinner, everyone leave den onli left me,emily n minghui..we 3ppl keep talk n talk...den i acc them take bus together back hm...

gonna go study awhile b4 i go wrk..so i blog til here le ba...gt time den blog again..=) byebye



8:49 AM


Friday, September 5, 2008

juz read an article, sayin tat drinkin too much of red bull is bad for health, e report was published in US papers. Even a can of it, is oso bad for health..& OMG..i actually drink 2-3 cans in a day.. LOL...n esp last wk, i drank almost gg to 8cans in a day..OMG.....i tink those who read e article in e Straits Times, will noe y is bad for health..=)

oh ya, finally manage to blog again..=) coz nw free, so i'm here update my blog.. finally my badminton tournament had ended..wee wee..slightly better nw as in like nt as tire as tt time, but den i'm still veri shag..n veri tire...=S LOL..hehe..
past few days i dunno wat i do, i onli noe nw in sch, e new trend is playin Portable 2..everyone is like veri obessed in e game..esp me, ytd on e way to my frz's house play BB, i was playin n i was crossin e road n i was almost knocked down by a car..LOL...today oso, but nt almost coz i din even cross e road yet..=) hehe..
gonna b even busier durin my holidays, will update again when i'm free..=)
i'm freakin bz nw, tat caused me to lose my concentration to blog..LOL..
but den i'm still veri happy wheneva i tink of e matter..=)
I lao hu u
LOL


12:15 AM