finally did something to my blog different le..last time always cy help me do..nw i do myself..but to me, is nt gd enough yet..will do more changes when i've more time..=)
today is e 1st day of Ghost Festival......~~~~let's welcome e others to here..=))
today in sch we hav our service..e lecturers sure noe how to take their time man...we wait n wait n wait till ard 2plus they den leave..wat e FCUK man..mood was super bad today..everyone can see it..did tried to hold my temper down alr..i din mean it to show my temper or my mood out, but i'm juz simply PISSED OFF WITH SOMEONE IN MY CLASS, NOT ONLY ME BUT THE OTHERS TOO...FCUK THE PERSON OFF MAN..is so obvious...
today in e mornin, i was alr quite pissed off wat Rachel had told me..
The person i'm sayin in here is so OBVIOUS alr..i wont write the name in here, coz to me, he's a stranger alr & NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO BE MY FRIEND ANYMORE.
P.S: He doesn't even deserve to be a stranger of mineWhen i gt to noe him, he was a gd n kind guy. But nw to me, he's nt anymore. DAMN IT, MY EYES ARE REALLY BLIND BLIND BLIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Should have slap myself man..MAKING MYSELF LIKE AN IDIOT
When he gt cheated by Emi, i side him no matter wat, yet nw..~~~ i hav no comments on him man. I cant even think of any words to describe him. The thinkin of him, makes my blood boil..!!
He's e 2nd guy who can really trigger me. But i'm glad my temper nw, i can control, if nt something will happen.
The 1st guy who really trigger me, had tasted my fists. The guy is a FCUKING GUY.
U guys may sae i'm cold-blooded or wateva u guys can come up with, i admit. I'm this kind of person. I can really treat a person as a stranger if i noe he/she doesnt deserve to b my frz.
And e person wont even b my Hi-Bye frz
I don like to be wishy-washy person. People who noe me 4 a veri veri long time like 5yrs n above, they noe me well. They noe i'm a person who shows out all my emotions if i'm angry or happy. I'm nt a person who is good in actin,
P.S: i'm nt born to be a actor or to be a liarI hav to admit tat, if i'm angry, i can onli sae sorry to my frzs surroundin me, coz i will oso juz vent my fustrations on them, i will try to make some changes in tis..to stop ventin onto my frzs. I din wan to turn out in tis way, but is juz veri hard to control my temper esp when i'm veri angry. So e nxt person who always talk to me will kena by me, tat's y wheneva i'm angry, i will always sae "don talk to me,i'm in a bad mood" tis is juz to prevent myself to vent my frustrations on them, they did nth wrong, but they r unlucky coz they talk to me when i'm in a bad mood.. Cy noes me well, she noe how bad my temper was in e past, but nw i swear i've really really tone down. Cy always sae don care don care la...ask me cool down, but to me, THIS GUY IS ANOTHER PERSON WHO IS SO FCUKING I'VE EVER SEEN.I believe my mood will continuously be bad..but i will try to control it, i doesnt wan anything to happen in sch..my frzs had see my biggest changes nw..b4 ITE, they noe wat kind of person i am, wat kind of capable things i will do, ever since i stepped into ITE, i had changed alot, alot of things i hav change, even i myself don believe it,if u wanna turn me back like in e past, i can do it, anytime, anyplace. At e most, i juz quit sch, is nt as if i nv done tis b4, when i'm in sec sch, i sae quit n i mean it, is when chanel n jas they all keep talk to me n changed my mind, n i stayed.
If nw i quit, i don see a need y sld i stay?though study is sae gd 4 ur future, pls la...craps onli..
if i quit, nobody will b able to find me. And i mean it. Take my words. I'm serious
Like what i said earlier, Cy noes me inside out..she will read my mind n noe wat i will do
let's end here, i don wanna talk abt it anymore. It will onli makes me more angry