i'm now blogging for friday and saturday.

[ friday ]
went to school as usual, then finished school at 12plus, went to westmall watched movie with Fang and Amanda
Monsters VS Aliens
damm funny
laughed like hell. haha
[ edits ]
we did not watch MVSA
we watched Terminator -.-"
then after the movie, we headed down to vivo city
gonna work at Sentosa, with jacky, eric and gerald
HAHA
the whole operation is very very simple
but very very tiring
finished work at 11plus, no last train or bus, so cab-ed home. -.-
got home at 1am
slept at 3am plus plus

[ saturday ]
woke up bright early, 9am
gonna go to Conrad hotel for my event, gonna help out for the association
oh my god, i'm so so tired after the whole event.
i was the photographer for them
i took tons and tons of pictures. =)

and i got to know many many people, like Sopheary, Rui Sin, Justin, Kenneth.
many many people i got to know at there
and and i got myself a new wife, Shu Jun
hmm, how she became my wife, is a very complicated story
i got to know her when i joined this event, then is during the last year Christmas Party, we managed to talk a little
then this year, got the workshop event, i finally managed to talk more with her
LOL
then till yesterday, i went for the event we talked talked, when someone asked me who i am, i said,"i'm anson"
then she suddenly tell the others," don't bully her hor, she's my darling, we are together since the workshop ar"
so now she's my wife liao. -.-
lol
but she's a fun and easy going person.

anyway, i'm gonna go to my friend's wedding later on
so shall blog till here then

anyway, i'm gonna be super super busy during the june holiday.
sigh
no time for myself -.-"
anyway, i really love my current busy life.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

♥ 12:42 PM

i'm not in a good mood today neither.
bad mood like hell, though at least is better than yesterday, but still is a BAD DAY
i'm really really gonna go INSANE, seriously i mean INSANE.
soon to be.
i just email to her, she msn me back. -.-
well, i guess only you know how to get my mood back.
but is just that i will still feel very touchy.
haiz
sigh
seriously, i don't know who am i now.

♥ 11:36 PM

FUCK UP mood, due to.
sigh.

i'm really really very down.
but i won't seek die.
i'm not as stupid as in the past.

If you're mad with someone and nobody's there to fix the situation...
You fix it. Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend.. And if u don't fix it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you're in love with somebody, but that person doesn't know...
tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you. And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late.

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you...
tell her/him. Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today, tomorrow can be too late..

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it...
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends who you appreciate.. .
Tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them....
Do it. Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today, and then tomorrow can be too late.


Everything is just too late.
What's the point of saying "Sorry" over and over again when you keep repeating the mistake?
sigh.
seriously, i don't think there is a need to say sorry to me, as i find that you are not sincere at all.
so might as well, don't talk to me.
because i do not want to talk to you already.
you are a hypocrite.

my heart breaks.
a broken heart is like a broken mirror
even manage to mend, there will still have cracks on it
so let it be
will it recover, is still a question for myself
i'm utterly hurt by you, i'm utterly disappointed with you
my heart utterly utterly utterly utterly breaks.

to think it would be you who hurt me
i had never think of it
you know how hurts to let me know the truth is you
i need time to digest this reality

whatever you had tried to salvage this situation, i can tell you, is no use.
this hurt will just gonna stay with me forever
there's a saying :" let's share everything, be it good or bad"

well, i guess you would never think you are the one.
because you don't even know who i am saying now
i'm saying in here, because i feel i want to let you know how hurt i am.

seriously, i had never think that will be you who gonna hurt me the most.
i'm really utterly disappointed with you, or rather myself, maybe as your friend, i'm still not good enough for you.

♥ 9:49 PM

Today is totally FUCK UP day.

Yesterday received a message, saying that our class will have to attend a talk in the morning 10am.
Okay, never mind, we are super use to it with last minute things as our sir always do that.
But everyone still came at 10am.

In the end, there isn't any talk.
The time had changed to 3.30pm.
I'm kinda of piss of already.

Because today i need not come to school at all, due to the NAFA test, i do not need to take NAFA, so practically i do not need to attend the school.
Because of this bloody talk, i went to school.
But in the end, the time was changed.
Practically everyone were unhappy with it.
But what to do?
They still have to stay in school waiting for the time tick tock till it turns 1pm.

At 1st, i wanna wait till 3.30pm since i have nothing to do at home.
In school i also can't do anything as i do not have laptop etc, to do project.

But but my mood was totally so so FUCK UP, i chose to leave the school.
I met C.Y at Westmall, sent her to school and now i'm at home.
I'm so tired.

The talk, i will just give a miss.

♥ 1:34 PM

Okay, school today was total down boring. -.-
I went to class at 9plus and my class ended at 10plus.
Damm **** right?
I went to school seems very fun hor?
Anyway, we were given new project again. :x

Went home, do this and that then 3plus went out again.
Met Emily at YCK.
HAHA.
I'm a bit bit late.
1st time she waited for me ar, LOL

Went to book BTT. sigh.
Then took bus to yishun, walked walked and buy things.
Then back-ed home. =)

Ate my dinner, watched television.

By right, tomorrow there is no school for me only, because i do not need to take NAFA.
By left, i have to go school, because i have to attend a talk.
Conclusion: I only go school for the talk then go back home.

sigh.

P.S: why do you make me hate you? seriously, if i can choose, i won't choose to hate you.
P.S: how to <3 unselfishly?
P.S: my <3, my valentine

you should really think, it's ain't my fault to see this matter turn out in this way.

P.S: my mood is super super down, it's been days already, it's tiring to smile in front when u don't feel like doing so. [ fake smile ] :]

♥ 11:46 PM

[ SUNDAY ]
Woke up at 8am.
Went down to buy breakfast for my family and buy rice.
10kgs ok?
Okay, is light ar. :x

My family always get me to carry the heavy stuffs. -.-"
So sad. T_T
But it's okay.
They are weaklings. :x
All woman okay?
No guy ma.

This includes me. But practically I'm a guy.
LOL
You know what i mean. -.-"

Then went out at 10am. OH MY GOD.
10am hor.
Went to City hall meet my friends, but they are late. -.-"
Waited for them almost half an hour.
Lucky we managed to catch the show.

PHEW ~~
Tire hor, kinda of rushing to buy the tickets, etc. -.-
Then watched the movie, laughed like hell. HAHA

Then after the show, we went to Marina Barrage.
Before that, we went to have our lunch, Popeye.
Kinda of long never eat, ever since F1 ended.

So funny, during F1, we've been eating that as our meals. -.-
Eat till i scare.
And manage to eat during Sunday.

After that, we made our way to Marina Barrage.
At 1st, we wanted to walk to there.
It is walkable lor. HAHA.
Everyone thought cannot. -.-

[ Halfway restart laptop, as i had just download the new MSN version :D ]

Back to blogging again.
But in the end we chose to take MRT to there, due to the bloody HOT WEATHER. :x

Train-ed down to Marina Bay and took the shuttle bus down to there.

Conclusion for the trip
- Don't ever go there when it's in the AFTERNOON. ( you'll regret it. )
- Bring along with a water bottle ( very useful )
- Do bring some snacks if you're a glutton ( it's very useful after walking )
- Do wear shorts and a super thin t-shirt.
- Do not wear skirt, due to the strong wind.

Currently i can only thought of these, anymore to add on, i will add in again. HAHA

Then after that, we went to Bugis.
I fall asleep in the bus and in the train.
This had really show how tired i am. :x

We went to Haji Lane 1st.
Oh my god, the shops along the lane, practically sell a lot of old school stuffs.
Bags are cool, clothing are cool and and EVERYTHING ARE COOL la..!!!!!

Then after that, went to the new bugis mall.
Ermms, actually i forgot what's the mall's name. -.-"

I saw the specs' shop, damm damm cool.
I will go there and make a new pair of specs.
I love the new one i saw.
But not i choose de, my friend chose for me, but it's really very suits me a lot. =)

Then we walked to Plaza Sing, had our dinner there and headed back home.
Well, i reached home around 11.30pm.
So practically, i was out for the whole day, at least 12-15hours.
Cool hor?
But i'm dead beat the moment i reached home. -.-"

♥ 9:22 PM

Wanna blog, but too tire to blog.
shall end here.
tomorrow blog about Sunday then.
byebye

♥ 12:09 AM

[ TODAY ]
Early in the morning, Maisy woke me up.
But luckily she did so, because i almost overslept.
This means i almost late for my event.
Lucky I'm not.

PHEW~~~~
We went for the event after everyone reached.
Well, now i know coffee even better than last time, and i love coffee even more. :D

After the event, around 12.30pm plus plus, Shu Jun asked whether wanna lunch together, but due to we have other things on, we chose not to have lunch with her. -.-"
PSPS
There is always a next time. :D

Maisy, Nana and i went to MS.
Had Long John, hmm, actually only Maisy ate.
After Maisy left, Nana and i went to GV, bought the tickets, Monsters VS Aliens.
Went to Xin Wang for our lunch.
Nana said the food is not nice at all, well i think she will not go back there to eat anymore.

After that, went to Suntec walk walk awhile.
Then back to MS, watched our movie.
LOL
The movie is so so FUNNY.
I laughed like hell. -.-"
Practically everyone were laughing like hell.
After the show, headed back home.
I'm so so so TIRE
Tomorrow I'm going to MS again. -.-"

Meeting my sweeties. :D
So so qi tai tomorrow.
We will have fun tomorrow.!

P.S: i gave you the cup, does it consider a surprise? It seems you're not.

P.S: e last 3rd msg i sent u, i mean it, because i do not want to hear it anymore.

♥ 10:11 PM

[ Friday ]

Morning went to see doctor, then came back home.
Watch television. -.-"
I'm so so sick, and i actually forget eat my medicine when I'm home-d. -.-
Then i slept till 4.30pm, Ming Hui called me to wake up, because I'm supposed to meet her and Emily for dinner, and this girl is so so FUNNY, asked her to call me half an hour earlier before her class ends, in the end she called me straight only right after her class.
Lucky I'm fast, within 20mins i reached CWP.

Phew~~
I'm not late hor.
Instead of me, Ming Hui and Emily were late. -.-"
LOL
I waited for them.
After they came, we went for our dinner.
And the most funniest part is that CWP's 5th floor car park whatever caught fire. -.-"
And everyone of us were made to leave the place.
Luckily, our dinner we had finish eating.
HAHA.
We went to Civic's behind to slack and talk talk.
And guess what?
We actually spent 3hours to talk. -.-"
And and I'm really really wanna say THANK YOU.
I simply love you girls.
I know you guys only 4years plus plus, and we are really really not close at all, but yesterday we said so so many things.
Though you grils may not be able to help me, but still i wanna thanks you girls lending your ears to me. :D :D :D :D :D
Just remember I'm always here for you both too. :D

After the talking session, headed back home and sleep.

♥ 9:19 PM

Things should not have turn out in this way.
But it seems you do not cherish the chance.
I have nothing to say.
I'm just too speechless when i look at you.

Currently I'm on MC.
Seriously SICK NOW.
This morning when my mum woke me up, my legs are just too wobbly. -.-"
Almost fall when I'm walking out of my room. :x
Lucky i did not fell. If not, my face would be like -.-""""""

Then went down to see doctor, and the doctor gave me cough syrup, flu medicine, fever pills and the lotion that i need to put it on my eyelid.
My views now a bit blur blur. -.-"
Maybe it's time i need to have a good rest now.
Gonna do project now, so blog till here.

P.S: It has been awhile i did not receive your email and i did not send you emails anymore too.

♥ 2:22 PM

Okay, now is over 12am. So it's Friday already.
But what i wanna blog is about Thursday.

I simply hate this guy LOTS LOTS LOTS.
His name is DAVID LIM DA WEI.
I can only say is that just kill yourself okay?
At the most i will buy the flower and go see you the last time.
Are you a guy or not?
You make a big fuss of it, in the end you just tell Paul do not interfere.
FUCK Q LA.

Come on la, if you wanna play with me, you think i don't dare?
I'm not like you, who does not take the responsibilities up after what you have done.
You don't even have the courtesy to tell me face to face.
Cut short to say, just say you are not a GUY okay?

You have the money to play MJ and eat good food.
So where the FUCKING MONEY YOU GOT FROM?
Even if the money that is for MJ or food, is your friends' or whatever, do you have the shame to let them pay for you?
HELLO, YOU ARE A GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everywhere are jobs available, do you dare to say Jacky or Gerald never introduce to you?
Even they did not do so, why won't you find yourself a job instead staying at home doing nothing or rather should i say you are out with your friends?

Come on la, are you think I'm really that stupid?
I'm not.
I did see for the 1st few weeks what you did.
But behind, you are just trying to run away from it till your family know about this.

And HELLO, please be very clear with this, you are in the wrong in the very very 1st place, i do not dare to say I'm correct, but at least i have the courage to admit everything.
What about you?
When the trouble arise, you will just find Paul and tell him everything, come on la, how old are you?
I know Paul is trying to help you, but frankly speaking, what can he do?
He can do nothing at all.
Me, yourself, Jacky, Eric and Amanda jolly well know that he can't do anything.
Will he borrow you money? NO!
So what's the point telling him all these?
HELLO, you tell him, obviously you want his help.
And I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF WITH YOU, because you practically tell him everything.

You jolly well know that SS, the most important thing is TRUST.
But you did not keep to it.
So you are not a guy.
Not only myself said so, you jolly well know who are the others that said this sentence.

Since you dare to drag me into this matter, I will tell you, I'm not afraid at all.
Do you think my family don't know about this matter?
I think you are wrong, practically i had told my family all about these, so you won't have a chance to twist anything from now on.!

And one BIG BIG round, you told Paul that you will settle outside with Jacky.
Now I'm really sure that you really have no guts.
If you wanna find, do you still have to wait till now?
Today you can find him trouble already, he is standing right in front of you.
Can't you see.?
A BIG BIG JACKY, WHO CAN TALK AND PLAY AROUND IS STANDING IN FRONT OF YOU.!
If you want to find trouble, just go find okay?
Don't say want to find then never go find.

And if you want to find me, I will be glad to tell you, I'm here.
Just find la, I'm just too lazy to find you, if you dare to find me, i swear i will get it back to you.
Take my words for real.
I always mean what i say.
I do not wish to repeat my sentence.
If you push me to the corner, i swear you will be the first person to see what i am like in the past.

I had changed, from a bad bad child to a good child.
But if you were to turn me into the past, you will sure get it from me.

That's all i wanna say in here.

okay, i cried when Paul was talking to me in the morning, when i walked back to the classroom, everyone were like," what happen to Anson?"
Practically everyone were asking the same question.
2nd time Paul talked to me, i walked back to the classroom, i threw a glass of bottle.
I wanted to hit the window, i wanted to break everything in the classroom, but i can't do it, because i know that i have to pay for the damages if i do so. -.-"

So i stopped myself, after throwing the bottle.
My hands was trembling so so MUCH, because i knew that I'm seriously very very ANGRY.
I almost wanted to hit Eric, but i know it's not his fault, i seriously have the urge to do it. But lucky i stopped myself in time. -.-"
I know he can feel that I'm really angry this time.

Seriously, i think no one had saw me before like how i am in the class today ( thursday )
Perhaps a few of my close friends.
After everything, i told Nana what happened.

After that, we went to Marina Square to watch movie.
Night at the museum 2.
OH my god, it's AWESOME!!!
It's worth to watch it over and over again.
Because it's a movie that will make you laugh like hell.
And I'm really appreciate that you accompanied me when I'm down.
Just want to say " Thank You"
Though you said it's fine if i choose to say or not to say, but frankly speaking, i do not want to choose.
If you want to know, i will let you know, because i don't hide things from anyone that includes you.
But still want to say I'm really very appreciate it. =)
After movie, i went to Dover.
For my CCA
Okay, next week onwards, I have to go back already, every Tuesday & Thursday, because August, there is inter-ITE match.
Reached home super late.
Told Chris everything while I'm eating.
Then train-ed home.

Fall asleep while I'm in the train.
Super tire after crying the whole day.
And this year, this month, May 21, is the 1st time i cried.
I swear this will be my 1st and last time of crying for 2009.

I'm not going to school on FRIDAY, which is today.
My eyes is swollen, not due to over-crying, but i think is over wearing of contact lenses. -.-"
So tomorrow I'm gonna have a good rest to take care of my eyes, if not Saturday, I cannot go out. =(

Event on Saturday. =)
Blog till here then.

And to the guys who read my blog, i will appreciate it if you will just keep to yourself after reading my blog, please do not spread around about it. Thank you.
You may ask me questions but please do not spread around.

♥ 1:36 AM

Okay, I'm back to blogging again.
Well well well, I'm super super fed up with the projects already.
I'm just gonna kill by projects. :x

Today - SERVICE DAY.
Damm fuck up. I seriously mean it, is SUPER SUPER FUCK UP.
Because i broke 1 tea cup and many things cropped up in between.
Group 2 came in and eat.
I do not have any hatred with them, but but they are just simply ridicules.
Because they asked for so many butters, and chilli sauce, which really makes Amanda and i were so fuck up with it. [ exclude B2 ar. =) ]
Then Eric was up selling the Amber Kisses, which adds total of 20 glasses of it.
Making Amanda and i were so busy making the drinks out, then the next problem was, the high ball glass was not enough at all.
Damm fuck up right????!!!!!

Then after school, we waited for Tata and went to have our ice cream.
Half price, not bad lor. -.-"
Then walked around CWP, saw a number of things, wanted to buy but no money, though I'm working now.
LOL.

Oh ya, June part of F1, I'm working for it, anyone want to join?
Just drop me a SMS.
Amanda is gonna be with me, OH MY GOD, both of us will be sticking with one another till the day i go for my camp. ( 4days )
And the camp will be more fun. =)
And and i will get to know, OPPS, shhh~~~~~~~
It's a TOP SECRET.
Hope the camp will be very fun and memorable. :D

Then followed after my camp, if I'm not wrong, might be a possibility that i will continue work the June part F1. :D :D :D :D :D

Hopefully it will, it means there will be more money coming in. :D

Then school will be starting real real soon.
AWMAN. -.-"

My time is passing faster and faster. -.<

♥ 9:39 PM

I'm so so TIRE now.
Today, started off with our fund raising, damm damm tire.
Because practically everyone were late, except Amanda, Maisy and myself.
Jack and Eric came a bit later then us.

Then we do all the set up, the rest came.
In between, something happened, which caused many of us so so UNHAPPY.
Well, i don't get it why you want to ask this question," do you prefer to hang out more with Anson or us?"
Okay, i know my name is so so SPECIAL, but you do not need to repeat so so many times?
Even she likes to hang out with me, what's wrong with it?
Even Amanda also ask you, does it matter?

Then what the point of asking when from the start you are already not happy with her?
Does it really matters that hanging out with us or rather with you guys?
It does not matter anymore.
Perhaps both side have wrong, but it does not mean that you have a right to use my name.

Maybe there are times whereby even myself, is not good, as in, i'm also a person with a bad attitude and bad temper.
Which practically everyone finds me ~~~
I think only a few know what i mean.
But I'm like that, so what's wrong with it?
Well, even you don't like her to hang out with us, so what?
We make another way round if we don't like her to hang out with you, what will you think?
But i think you don't know how to think as what we are thinking right now.

♥ 9:18 PM

Okay, Amanda said she's blur after what i said.
LOL
Tomorrow i'll explain to you then, ok?
HAHA

Did i mention that i receive a offline message from Wawa?
Who the hell dare to bully her huh?
I also don't know wor.
I don't even know what's the girl name. -.-"

Now I'm blogging and printing some stuffs out, but my printer got problems again. -.-"
Print halfway, something cropped up, and now i cannot print.
IDIOT right?

I think i have to switch off my lappy and switch on again. SIAN

NT.
The end.

I'm so so in love with thieves NOW.
Know what i mean?
I doubt so, then that's too too BAD. HAHA

♥ 10:49 PM

Read January 2 post.
I post it is just because i know that this is gonna be with me till i died
But this does not mean you can ask me the question over and over again

♥ 11:00 AM

It's Sunday.
I'm blogging before work.
I did not online on Saturday.
I'm so so tired.
Friday too.
Got home around 12plus.
Almost gonna faint.
I was in town attend a meeting for my camp in June.
The so-called meeting was FUN.
I got to know a number of new friends.
And this girl was so interested in me.
I'm freak out. -.-""

But her name is nice. =)
And practically everyone thought I'm a guy. -.-""""""""""""""
That's fine with me. =)

After the meeting, went to Starbucks got something something for Nana.
We went to National Museum to slack slack awhile before we headed back home.
And and Starbucks is selling something that is super super NICE.
S$16plus plus only. =)
Will get that for myself REAL SOON.
Or is there anyone wanna buy for me? I don't mind. :D :D :D :D :D

Monday gonna be a LONG DAY.
And Tuesday 99.9% i will get MC.
I'm seriously feeling sick now.
No mood to smile, no mood to talk.

I guess I'm gonna be back to.............
No one know except C.Y ba.
My old friend.

I know you read my previous posts whatever i had wrote.
But it's like months ago.
And yet you are still asking me the question again and again.
I'm seriously sick and tired of it.
Just get out of here okay?
I have say my words out.

I wrote it out in here because i knew that this is one of the thing to remember though it hurts alot.
But it does not mean anything now.

♥ 10:25 AM

It's 2.23am.
And i'm still here.
just managed to finish coffee break project.
super tired now
no mood to update what is going on for the past few days

anyway, just wanna ask you the same question again, is everything ok over there?
take care of yourself.
when i online just now, i did not see you, maybe you are busy.
or you are not feeling well?
cause another when we were msn-ing, you were not alright.
hope you are okay.

i'm tire.
i will blog till here.

♥ 2:24 AM

Okay, I'm here to blog again, since i have nothing to do.
Currently at Jurong Point's Starbucks doing project without Nana, as she's not feeling well.
But I'm blogging now as I'm installing the mircosoft words 2007, so i have to wait.

Later I'm gonna do my resume, job description and MPC project. -.-"""
PROJECTS!!
Plus Banquet Event Order (BEO). Mr paul de. sian.
gonna do lots of projects.

And and gonna send an email to her before i go off. =)

♥ 3:38 PM

Okay, now I'm msn-ing with Wawa. ^^V
So happy.
Finally talk to her le.
And kinda of long. ^^V
OMG, I'm so so HIGH now, because finally!!!!!

And i promised her that i will send an email to her, update her what is happening at my side during the time she is not with me.
I will do so, and she also say that she will reply me. ^^V

This is really brain-cracking question.
I will seriously think hard.
But present i will still give it to her.

Actually i got so many many questions to ask, but think again, i will not ask, because it will be so weird if i ask.
Even though i do not have any feeling now, but still i wish that i will be able to treat you as good as in the past.
Is it hard to do so?
I don't know.
But i will try.

♥ 10:34 PM

Today is Sunday, is the 7th day that you are not with me.
Though it is just purely of 7 days, but I'm still feeling so weird that you are not here.

Over the weekend, I'm working, hoping that I'm able to let go the feeling of you, as in you are not with me, but it seems so hard.
Did not able to get over it.
I don't know why.
Just when i wanna to stop thinking of you, not been with me, the thoughts will just flow in by itself, no matter how hard i tried not to think about it.
Anyway, I'm getting more and more used to it, you are not with me, though i still feeling weird.

Tomorrow will be a long day for me.
I hope that the MPC Project will be able to finish up soon.
I mean real real soon.

♥ 10:21 PM

Today the 3th day, the moment i online, i saw you.
We chatted awhile, did not talk much, maybe you are busy
Are you still use to the place over there?
I think you are getting more and more use to it le ba.

Today school was really really SUCKS!
I'm really really very ANGRY today.
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!
Shall not talk about it, will just spoilt my mood.

After school, saw tata and sam, funny things happened along the way as we were walking out.
Pushing and laughters were along with us. LOL
I push tata, amanda push me. -.-"
Funny hor? :x

Then after that, went to YMCA with Nana and Henry, need to hand in the forms for the camp de.
Then ate, then Nana went home while Henry and me went to Woodlands CheckPoint Sheng Siong, bought all the stuffs we need for tomorrow fund-raising.
Hope tomorrow will turn out well. =)
Tomorrow gonna attend a course. AWMAN!!! >.-
I'm tired le ar.

♥ 10:37 PM

Today is just the 2nd day, you are not with me.
Okay, I'm still feeling so weird without you beside me. =(

Just went to MSN, saw the message you left this morning.
Saying that you have settled down, the first two days have nothing to do, so can relax awhile.
Hope you will be able to get use to it over there.

I'm doing my project now, using project to numb myself so i won't feel so weird without having you.
I'm seriously feeling so so WEIRD.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizs.

♥ 9:28 PM

Today is just the 1st day you're not with me.
I'm feeling so so weird.
Weird that you're not with me, whenever I'm up or down.
I'm feeling so so so WEIRD.
Morning i sent you a message, hoping that you will reply, but you did not.
Perhaps you did not bring your h.phone overseas, as you will not need it, since you're getting a card over there.
Till it is 8.20am, your time-flight.
You are in the plane, preparing to go over there.Just hope that you are safe over there, and don't forget what you promised me.
I will blog everyday till you're back here.

♥ 10:31 PM

[ Friday ]
Whole day at Sentosa.
Celebrated my mum's birthday.
Went to Singapore 4D magix. COOL!
My mum, 1st & 2nd sis all got scared by the thingy ar.
HAHA.
I laughed like hell. ( ok i'm bad la.)
But it's really very funny to see them got frightened ar. :x

Then followed by, IMAGES OF SINGAPORE.
Damm cool.
It does not have much changes from the previous time i went with my friends.
Took tons of pictures too.
Will try to upload in my facebook. =)

[ SATURDAY ]
Went to meet Amanda, tata and sam at CCK.
Settled our meals at MAC, tata & sam never eat ar.
But Amanda and i also cannot eat peacefully, because we were watching a live boardcast show.
Making us cannot eat peacefully. :x
I think only she know what i mean ar.
Then we proceed to our ZOO~
Went to meet up with Henry, bought the tickets and into the ZOO.
Meet up with Eric and Jacky inside, well, i guess Amanda really have a HEART ATTACK ar.
HAHA
She got frightened like HELL, when i told her to take off the specs and i have to cover her eyes.
HAHA
She said she was super TENSE!
Even Jacky was laughing away, and Henry, tata & sam also leave her outside, except me (I'm such a GOOD FRIEND)

But she is still very SCARE!
And cursing & swearing at ME ME ME!
WHAT THE HELL
So i told her i'm not gonna sell you away la.
WA LAO
But she really got the surprise ar. =)
Anyway, amanda, don't forget all the expensive de, i cannot buy le lor. LOL

You know what i mean.
SHHHH~~~

Then we walked around the ZOO!
It's so so FUN, we took almost 200 pictures!!!!
Cool right?
HAHA
And funny funny pose. SHHH~~~

This is what she said, i'm like planning something bad to her.LOL
But it's fun okay,?
HAHA
Got to know tata and sam.
As in we are really friends now ar,
LOL
We also talked alot, we have common topic ar. =)
lol
Till what Eric said, tata was pissed off with it ar. Well, i guess everyone who are the same with us will the same way as we do. =)

But anyway, it's over, just be more careful with your words next time. =)
Even though we know you did not do it purposely.

Then we went to AMK hub, settled our dinner at there.
And and something funny happened along the way.
But but but I'm very innocent de ar.
LOL
Cause it's the truth that in a relationship, we need 4 rings.
Whoever read my blog, know what i mean. =)
Okay, settled here at the moment
=)
will update again

♥ 1:39 AM