I was busy saving pictures from my email, as i need to compile everything into a movie or maybe a slide show when I'm going to graduate in 2010. Need to compile every single picture together and show it to our whole class when we are having our graduation party. Oh my god, i need to do a good job on this. =)

Next week, Monday, I'm going to be the head waitress, i need to think of the menu stuffs, etc.
I'm just going to have headaches on it anyway.=(

Today school was boring, morning 8am, we have our presentation, and 11am, we have our life skills lesson. After that, we have our lunch break, after lunch break, went back for presentation again. Okay, i can say that is SUPER BORING!!! Going to fall asleep as the others were explaining their presentation. And the most funniest thing is that, Fionna and me were writing on a piece of paper,(another way of talking), and Celeste and Amanda, who are behind us, were doing the same thing like us.
Fionna said that I'm sweet, HAHAHAHAHAHA, I'm always sweet at anytime & anywhere. LOL
I'm just trying to compliment myself. =)
I'm tired, gonna blog to here
Anyway, will update soon again

♥ 9:22 PM

Back to blogging again, today school had ended very early.=) So happy, cause i can go home earlier and rest earlier and watch VCD that Celeste lent me today, named Face, a Korean movie.(HORROR)
Watch it yourself and you will know what i mean, if you are a timid person, i think you will not want to watch this movie.

My hp's batt was flat when i reached home, totally flat, know what? This is a lesson to learn, bring your charger out next time so when your hp is out of batt, you can charge at anywhere so long there is socket near you. LOL
I wanted to bring my charger out today and bring it to school and charge, but i totally forgotten the moment i stepped out of my house. LOL

I shall listen to Celeste's advice, buy a portable charger. I shall consider this idea, if not, next time my hp out of batt again, Ms.Zhang will come and find me, and she will confirm ask me, "what happen to your hp again?" Anyway, my hp also gone case, i can just say this is useless hp already.
Gonna blog till here, will update again

♥ 9:43 PM

Today school was damn boring and stupid, 1st of all, early in the morning around 7.30am, someone message me, and who is this person? Let me introduce to you guys, She is Amanda Png from my class, she was the one who message me such at a early time!!! Oh my god, i was still sleeping at that point of time okay? She messaged to tell me that our class CA, need two person to reach school by 9am, as there are VIPs. And i was like telling her,"can you get those people who live much more nearer to clementi?" She said she can't find anyone already, and i was like arghhhhhhhh.. What to do? So i still have to go down by 9am by myself and including her. We were even much more earlier then Group 2 students.

And in the end, what we did was sitting down in the pantry room doing nothing, but of course, as usual Amanda and myself were talking craps, and soon Eric also reached the place. But still, we have nothing to do anyway.

Around 10.30am, Amanda and i went back to training restaurant to have our so-called assembly, Mr.Koh, was the one who do the talking, and he was talking about our career and other stuffs which i didn't manage to hear clearly as i was busy talking to Amanda & XW. Anyway, i almost fall asleep when he does the talking, but luckily for the next 2weeks, he won't be in town, so for the next 2weeks, we do not need to listen the so-called assembly. =)

Today end school quite early, around 12plus, Amanda and i left the school. Went to CCK with Eric,Jacky,Xiaoming to meet a certain person for certain thing.

I'm deeply remorseful for what i had did, I'm really really really SORRY, I know i really owe you and i lied to you, but in the future i won't to this anymore, this is my 1st time i felt myself so guilty lying to you. I'm really really really really very SORRY.

By the way, I'm not saying "sorry" to my gf, recently, my gf is just getting sweeter, nicer and cuter. But anyway, she's now the prettiest and the cutest in my eyes. Just simply love her more and more as the days pass. =) SWEET SWEET LOVE

♥ 11:06 PM

I actually blog on SUNDAY..!! isn't it so weird to see my blog updated on sun? I do find it weird that i could actually blog on sun, and I'm happily resting at home. I haven't recover ever since from the Formula 1(F1), and from my school..?HUH??!! school??!! ya, from my school too, just because of the worldskill competition.

Is so long already yet i haven't recover, i think i know the reason, because after F1, i did not really manage to rest well, and my school starts, before my school starts, i still have to go back to school for helping out the dry-run, and the days i could actually rest is only 1 or 2days, which is obviously that this is not enough at all.

Hopefully i could recover ASAP.=)

School's restaurant is going official open on this coming Tuesday,28 Oct 08. Group 2 will be doing the service 1st, and Group 1 is going to do the service on Friday.
I had told Mr.Paul that i would invite F1 runners and Pat they all to come to our school's restaurant, he said okay, and we might doing a theme for them, hmm, mayb F1 theme? OH MY GOD!! I don't think they would want to see F1 even after the whole event had ended, because i myself wouldn't want to see it, i think if Pat they all see it, their heads will be very pain, HAHAHAHAHA.

Guys out there, if i suddenly say I'm back to single again, don't be surprise, if I'm back to single, I'm gonna hunt CMCY already, she knows it, she knows what i mean.=)

But I'm really thankful to her anyway, makes me think alot of stuffs, THANK YOU CMCY.. happy?I'm thanking you in my blog, seldom see me doing like this right?? Are you very TOUCH? I don't think so, HAHAHAHAHAHA..

I'm cutting my hair tomorrow, okay, i know you guys want to say what again, "CUTTING YOUR HAIR AGAIN??!!" & "SO SHORT STILL WANT TO CUT, CUT WHAT AGAIN??!!"
I just can't stand my hair grow so fast, i had cut so short already, but it seems that is still growing very fast. And even though i had cut my hair so short, even it grows long, it won't makes much difference, but i can feel the difference, i will feel my head so heavy and i will feel very heaty in my hair.
So conclusion, i have to cut my hair every 2 weeks. Or maybe i should say i should trim it only.
Whatever, it doesn't make any difference.(To me only)

This few days, i have been thinking alot of stuffs, especially on Saturday night.
Christ thanks me for letting her think something that she never think before, truthfully, i would think of the question is also because of my own personal things.
Nobody has ever ask me this question till i start working for F1, the 1st person to ask me this kind of question is Aileen, or rather i would say is Jas want to know. Aileen said something to me when we are walking to MRT station after we had ended our work, during that time, there are only Jett, Aileen, Amanda and myself were talking about this. Aileen said something that Amanda and Jett agreed with her, but i don't find myself totally agree with what she said, maybe at that point of time, i did not really say everything out, that's why Aileen would say something that everyone normally would say it.
But think carefully, i thought of this question before even Aileen asked me.
7 years ago, i thought of this question carefully and seriously, 7 years down the road, i asked myself again,"is this really what i want?"My answer was still the same, "yes"
Even though what Aileen said might be true also,but there are still some difference when i feel it.
What really make me realised this is right after my father passed away after the 2yrs.
C.Y know what I'm thinking and she know all about me, whenever i talk to her this topic,(i doubt she know which topic I'm referring now)
I still can remember clearly what Jas said in the night when both of us were sitting outside the office late in the night with Huizhen as 3 of us were working the night shift and 3 of us were smoking when we were talking about this. When she said that out, surprising i feel the same as her, but i did not tell her that i have this same feeling with her, thanks to Jas, i also realised that even though i have been asking myself the question, but at the same time, I'm actually also running away from it, but because of her, i knew that i could not run away from it anymore, because eventually, I'm the one who gonna decide what I'm gonna be. Not others, not my friends and not my family too.
I always said that I'm contradicting my words, it's the truth, because at sometimes even i myself doesn't know what i want. But from now onwards i will not be like this anymore, because now, i know what i want, even though i know that everyone will object my decision. Trust me, no one knows what will happen in the future, so just respect and accept what is my decision. I'm for what i been, I'm not for what you all want me to be.

♥ 11:42 AM

Now blogging during my free time, if not later I'm going out i will not be able to blog for the next few days, unless I'm able to use laptop or what. =)

Today ends sch around 3pm, cool right? This is the 1st time that my service ended so early, so happy, and i went to watch High School Musical 3 at Tiong Bahru Plaza, the hulu hulu place, hahahahaha.. This time i watch with Amanda, Eric & Celeste, in the theatre, the people are so little, today is the 1st day launched in Spore, yet there isn't much people inside the theatre!!! This is the 1st time i watched a movie that is famous in Spore, yet there is so little people. Maybe the place is really really very very hulu hulu place, hahahahahaha...

The movie is COOL & DRAMATIC!!!!!!!! Cool is because of all the dance and the people acted inside, i just simply love them. Dramatic is because some parts in the movie, are really really very funny, really very dramatic, I'm not able to explain in here, you guys out there go and watch it and you will know what i mean. =)

The movie ended around 6.50pm, almost to 7pm, making me so tired and surprising, this time
when I'm watching movie that i never sleep inside. HAHAHAHAHAHA...

Okay, I'm gonna go off already, will update when I'm free over the weekend. Bye guys.

♥ 10:06 PM

School was super BORING today as usual, I'm gonna fall asleep when Mr.Paul was talking, anyway, whenever he talks, everyone would fall asleep, i think he is trying to hypnotize everyone of us. LOL.. Because he always talk very very slow, like a tortise?or a snail? I think is both anyway, cause both are very slow.

After his lesson, we had Mr.Rajeev's lesson, his lesson was quite okay okay, not as boring as Mr.Paul. He taught us today how to use the cashier, all i remember is that we have to press this and that buttons. LOL..Overall, i do not really understand the cashier, for me, i will feel this is quite complicated, cause i have never use this kind of cashier before. So now, i should learn how to use it. (I'm quite clueless with this CASHIER)

Then after his lesson, we had to wait for Mr.Paul again, because we have our so-called Care Session. But we did not do anything during the Care Session, what we did was, having a small Birthday Celebration. For the fellow classmates who were borned in the Sept & Oct. And i actually ate the cake. It was quite okay, but it is full of chocolate. Girls' beloved darling. But to me, not really is mine beloved. ShiWei, Amanda, Fionna & me were sharing the cake as we do not have enough plates.

After the celebration, finally, WE ARE RELEASED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the moment that everyone were waiting for. As usual, my gang hang out at Jurong Point before we went home. We went there to catch a movie, Max Payne. This is an action movie, the storyline is good, the actor & actress, handsome and pretty. HAHAHAHAHA.
It ended around 4plus, and after that we went home. And now, since I'm free, i came in to blog again. If not, later in the night I'm not free to come in to blog or MSN, i will be busy talking on the phone with my gf. =)

Tomorrow will be another long day for me, or rather is my gang.
Will be doing service in our school's restaurant as the Principle and some other Sirs are coming to Amber for lunch. Means we have to be the slaves, and the funniest part is that my gang did not volunteer for the service on Friday, my Sir had actually shouted my name and he asked me, "how your gang wanna do the service tomorrow??" And i was like HUH!!!?? I did not mention anything that my gang want to do the service, and since he asked me, obviously he wants my gang to do the service, isn't it?
So i had no choice but to say Yes to his request. And my gang was very shocked when i told them that tomorrow we have to do the service, everyone were like complaining here and there, and they even said that they do not know who i am. And i swear i did not volunteer for this service, but when during the Care Session, he doubled-confirm with those volunteers, he said my name out again, this sounds very wrong, because it seems like whenever he need help, i will always volunteer myself out, but this time i did not volunteer, but i presume everyone will think that is i volunteer myself out again, anyway, it's okay that they think in this way, because my Sir just love my name, so i might consider to change my name. LOL.. Cause my Sir like to always call my name, and whenever he calls me, nothing is good, except the F1. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
So tomorrow just pray hard that the service will end soon.
Anyway, blog till here. Nothing much to write.
Stay Happy, guys out there.

♥ 6:34 PM

School for today was SUPER BORING. Theory, theory and more theory are coming up soon. OMG, how am i suppose going to digest the theories..?Theory is the most scariest part for me..!!
Anyway, i shall try my best to digest it.

School ends around 3plus today, Sir was quite good to us today, by letting us off early, rather at 5pm. Went to St.Regis hotel to collect my pay as Amanda told me few days ago that, if I'm not going to collect the pay ASAP, they won't give my pay to me because they need to do some whatever data in the computer or what. OMG, isn't sound so funny?They won't give my pay to me, I'm gonna slap them, anyway, this is what we always say in class, outside & everywhere, wherever my gang hang around at. HAHAHAHA...!!!

So ShiWei & Amanda accompany me all the way down to Orchard, i seriously think that both of them can't be quiet at all, not even a minute. They are always quarrelling everywhere and every time. In the bus towards Orchard, I'm already going to fall asleep, both of them still can talk & talk & fighting with each other (mouth quarreling). I think the others saw them, will also find these two people weird & funny. They are friends but they can quarrel till they are gonna slap each other, but in the end, they did not slap (no good show to see).

And after gotten my pay, we went to Lucky Plaza to have our dinner, we ate Malay Food. There is one Malay restaurant(sort of Indonesian type), the food serve at there are super super NICE. I had recommend to Fionna & Amanda. Today, ShiWei also had tried the food, oh ya i haven't ask her is it nice?LOL

Then after that, we slowly walked back to MRT station and took the train towards Marina Bay, this is to ensure that we hav a place to sit, but we chose to sit on the 2 seaters. Amanda and ShiWei sat together, and i sat opposite them. VIP sit, because I'm able to see them fighting and hitting each other. I took pictures of them, will update in my blog. HAHAHAHA. In order to let Amanda to see the pictures in here.

Anyway, they are just both funny girls, and they are not able to be seperated, so guys,
LET'S ASK THEM TO GET MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So they will be together forever and they can quarrel for the rest of their life all they want. HAHAHAHAHAHA...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, just gonna stop at here already.

♥ 8:23 PM

I'm quite busy today, ermm, went to Spore Flyer to work for F1, still got some cleaning up need to do, but today is quite okay okay, coz is not really very tiring, is juz sittin down there and wait for e hotel's people to come and return e napkins and face towels.

Then after that, we had to re-pack everything into boxes again...@_@ and our back are all super ache, coz we need to bend down then get up again..is a routine man.

Today there are Jay,David,Haizal,Eric and me. There are a few more guys but i don't know what their names as they just joined us after the F1 had ended. But one thing for sure is that, they really don't know how to work man, compared to us, they are just slacking at there, they did do their jobs, but is just that they are always slacking even though they are working, do u get it? Means though they are doing their jobs, but they are taking their own sweet time to do it, when we are working at the same time, our side had done quite alot of the stuffs, but they are still doing the 1st or 2nd box only, isn't this is very ridicules??

Then around 2plus, Eric and me had went to Marina Square to meet Gerald,XiaoMing & Jacky, coz Jacky need to pass something to Eric. Or rather say, is pass to us..LOL..haha

Then we went back to the site again, and start doing our work..(-_-)
After work, around 5plus, Amanda come and find us and we had our dinner together with Haizal. Lots of funny funny things we said when we are eating, we were talking during the race days, Amanda was talking on the walkie-talkie, and whenever Haizal was looking for Amanda, she would always said,"I'm with Alfred". Then when Haizal was looking for Alfred, he would always said,"I'm with Amanda at Pit Entry". HAHAHA..isnt it funny?

I find it very funny, even Amanda was laughing herself when we were talking about this topic.
Anyway, i will blog to here, because, i halfway blog till here, i suddenly forget what to write coz i'm talking on the phone. Anyway, i'm a person who cannot multi-task, so that's it.

♥ 9:32 PM

today my group go to sch..stupid waste of time, b'coz we onli went to tere for onli 1hr+ n we leave liao..isnt it waste of my time..?or rather everyones' time..?
So in e end, we decided to head to West Mall n watch movie.. "Connected" OK, i shall sae tat tis movie is exactly e same of the English version..to me, both version is e same, but i prefer e English version more.

And e most funniest thing is tat i forgot wat is e English version movie called. Haha..isnt it funny?And then i ask Amanda,"wat is e English version name?" And she was like.......~~~"i also forgot the name" and we juz kept laughing.

Then after the movie, all of us went home.

I think yesterday i scare 1 person away, i don't know whether should i laugh or cry..?Cause i really don't wanna lose her as my frz, hmm, i did asked her about whether will she run away from me after i tell her everything, but she said won't. I hope she won't be avoidin me after all i had said it out. O r maybe i had made a wrong decision to tell her everything. Will try to talk to her more n more n wont make her feel so awkward..=)

♥ 8:58 PM

today is sun...!!!!at home restin nw, damn tire..!!due to e worldskills competition, i had been runnin up & down due to e sirs keep forgettin tis n tat, n i'm e one runnin here n tere, amanda they all tht i'm runnin for marathon...LOL...run till my leg is pain pain pain..i tink everyone's legs r all pain coz e runners r standin frm e start of e competition till e end..e contestants oso tell us,"we all veri tired, but we see u all, u all look more tire den us" anw, i e truth ma.. took a few pics on sat as it is e last day of e competition, will update in frzster, gt 1 on e pic kailin is super cute, can see e pic in my acc, haha, anw, she's cute, everyone agree with me de lor..haha..

nw worldskills had ended, e results will b out in 23 oct..so anxious to noe e results..=) e contestants after e worldskills, most of them goin 4 attachment liao..so fast isnt it?after their attachment, they will graduate le..wee wee..time files fast..=)

freakin tire man..everyone were complainin tat they r tire, legs pain..ytd, we were talkin, everyone sae tat they cant stand it liao, n they slp at 9plus till e xt day mornin..as for me, haha.. i actually slp at 7pm till e nxt day 5.30am...shiok man..wahahahahaha...dunno how long i hav nt slp like tis long le lor...haha..
anw, blog till here le ba..will update again..

♥ 1:25 PM

today sch ends early, but is gonna b like hell 4 thurs,fri n sat..!!like 8am to 8pm if i'm nt wrong.. OMG..!!Wkend n i'm gonna go back to sch, is like arhhhhhh....!!!isn't it? Manage to slp more 4 tis few days, but still i feel tat is nt enough at all, i tink i nid a long long time to recharge myself.. haha...

ytd, amanda, henry n fionna come my house, n is like super funny..LOL..coz tis ah pek keep singin song wateva my tv is showin, me n amanda juz cant help stop laughin...mama-san is like gg to slp liao..-_-zzZZ haha...we were bz doin things n talkin n eatin..haha...n my dog is like veri fat so mama-san help him jian fei by playin with him n let him run here n tere to fetch e ball.. haha...

my mum gonna go malaysia today liao..till sat den come back..hopefully she will get snacks back..n is more more snacks..haha..

my life nw is gettin better n happier each day, simply juz lov my life nw..
ytd, in msn, i talk to alot ppl, till i kip delay my replies to some ppl..LOL..haha..nvm de la..msn wont run away de ma..=)
i juz lov my busy life nw, allow me to do wat i wan, but sometimes, i juz do e things i wan2 do anyway.
Anyway, life is juz like a show, do wat u wan, noe wat u wan, n u will achieve wat u wan.
Think ur goals carefully n u will eventually noe wat u wan in ur life.
And nw, i noe wat i wan. So i wont hesitate anymore.
So guys out there, pursue wat u wan, don waste anymore time, coz time is precious
Time is gone forever once it pass. Even though no matter how many times u say that u're young and is able to catch back the time, but think carefully, u won't be catch it back..
Think carefully n u will noe wat i mean.
That's all for today..haha..my mood is juz super high..LOL..

♥ 3:09 PM

today sch juz starts, OMG we hav nth to do lor..LOL..go there slack slack..but den gonna b bz on thurs,fri n sat coz our sch is holdin e worldskills competition..so is like, gonna bz like hell, tis is wat our sir sae anyway..anyway, don care la tis will end at e end of tis wk.

i think i hav MIA 4 a long long time liao...i din really spend my holiday n nw my sch starts liao..LOL...durin tis holiday happened alot of stuffs..nw though i'm bloggin but i dunno wat to write, or mayb i sld sae i dunno how to start with...coz nw my mind is hangina another matter so i dunno wat to write, or mayb i sld sae later halfway blog i anyhow type liao..LOL..

sch starts mean there is no more time 4 me again..lol..sometimes when i try to spend time with BB but i juz cant do it, coz my time is pack..but when BB is complainin to me, sayin i spend more time with frzs rather on BB, i was like..~~~wat to do?But i can onli sae sorri. When i tried to explain to u, but it seems to b veri hard 4 u to understand me.

Durin my holidays, i din spend much time with u is bcoz i'm wrkin for Formula 1.(F1) And how bz tis job, i hav told u, n i sae tat i wun b able to spend much time with u, n u sae is ok. But u din expect tat tis job i'm wrkin is really takin up my time tat i cant even meet up with u sometimes though we talk on hp or sms but i noe u feel tat is nt enough 4 u.
How tirin i am u oso noe, even though how tire i am, i still do make time 4 u, even though i noe tat my energy is dryin up.
And nw u r still complainin to me again, but wat i can do nw is to let u hav e trust on me tat i will really do make time 4 u..
So let put it in tis way, when u feel comfortable with me again, i will wait 4 u. Cause i really do love u. I had tried everything juz to get u back but it seems tat u r afraid tat i wont hav time with u, i noe u wan me to spend time with u wheneva u're free n u wan2 see me wheneva u can, but it's e truth tat i'm tight up with my sch n some others stuffs...If time allows me to spend every min & sec with u, i will do so. But it seems nw is nt possible.
Trust me, i will let u noe tat u can put ur trust on me.

♥ 10:25 PM

nw finally manage to blog le..been bz with my life since sch holiday starts, F1 is a major event in Spore..wee wee, n i'm wrkin for F1..get to know alot of ppl man...n one of them is even my sec sch frz's frz..lol...haha..so qiao rite..???juz cut my hair today..super super short..short till..LOL.. dunno how to sae..dunno wat hairstyle can cut la..so short till dunno wat to cut..LOL..

busy with wrkin till i always neglect someone...i'm so sorri..but tere wont b nxt time le..since nw F1 ended le..=)

durin F1, i frm mornin till nxt day mornin..wa seh..veri chiong rite..?LOL..haha..at 1st i wrk is bcoz e pay is high, but as time pass, e ppl i noe durin F1, they r fun n we get along well..so don really bother abt e pay high or nt high, but is it wrk fun or nt fun..haha..this is wat we think e same when we r talkin among us, durin e "slackin time" haha....

Durin F1 period, we wrk everyday, no off day n leave..veri siao rite..?wrk till i damn shag..everyday wrk n wrk, though e wrk is veri tedious n tirin, but i love it, coz e ppl i noe.. though i oso will nag sae here pain tere pain, n is super tire, nt enough slp, but den is worth it, coz i noe alot of ppl who get along with me, or rather i sld sae, everyone get along veri well..

they r all fun-lovin ppl..=)

♥ 10:05 PM