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don't rely on me.
i'm your soul.



A.O.Z.Y does not belong to here
no one can understand me, so don't bother to understand me then.
I'm utterly dead, and won't be revive.
no one is here to save.

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HP


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Saturday, May 19, 2007

mood damn fcukin bad....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!damn it..told cy,xq & x y i so bad mood..or mayb i sld sae y my mood had changed n nt like e past..n it will nt back to past anymore..will keep remain in tis ATTITUDE...nth will change me anymore..nth happen at all..juz stop everything..don talk to me is e best..i will b grateful


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Monday, May 7, 2007

realli..........................**** ****.....................!!!!!!!!!get wat i mean..i tink dunno rite..?sat nite tok to lydia on e phone..we r like old women man..keep talkin abt e past..like how we grew up e sch we attended e old days we were playin...how we had changed till nw...tok quite alot of e past den mention abt mrs leow n ppl who we noe but nw lost contact...den we keep talkin ard 4 3hrs..wa seh..so long sia..like we realli old le...i said to her,"nw tis age we sayin our pri sch life..den when we in twenties we will b talkin abt sec sch life...den when wrkin we talk abt poly life den when we realli old, we will b talkin our whole lifetime..."isnt it sound funny?ya i tink so..but isnt it veri gd..?coz i hav a frz who will talk to me abt e past...but tis is a time where we r relaxin den hav a chat..den tok tok..but ppl cant live in e past..rite..?ya i tnk so..coz everyone r sayin it lor..wahahaha...some ppl r movin forward while others mayb still at e same place..they din move or they don wan?we dunno.. everything seems to b destined alr..is it rite..?or fate is in our hands n we can do wat we wan to achieve?is it truth?i dunno..mayb when someone had tried le den tell me ba...goin off le..continue again..good nite to everyone..sweet dreams sleep tight....


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Friday, May 4, 2007

damn bored...nw listenin to canto songs...den shun pian blog lor...y tis few days i keep blog huh..?actually i oso dunno...mayb tis few days in bad mood..?ya i tink so...head pain here pain there pain..wa lao..where gt a person so many pain de huh..?luckily my heart nt "pain"..lol...noe wat i mean?tis few days been thinkin alot of things.i tink too much le tats y my head so pain..nw typin words my finger more pain..dunno how i get e cut..?mayb by paper ba if im nt wrong..
wat sld i sae..?i nw had became a veri quiet gal..like..don tok n......my mouth seem to hav a zip on it..i dunno y..juz don feel like talkin..i duno wat to write..mayb i use my phone as my diary tats y i hav nth to write here..or mayb bcoz i noe she/he will b readin it so i tend nt to write more..mayb..? my phone had been use as my diary..no one knows except me..but nw i write in here everyone will know liao..but nvm..coz u all dunno where i save e msgs...i want to paste a song of lyrics but seems to cannot b...nvm le lor..if anyone ever hear Eason Chan "ai qing zhuan yi" tat is e lyrics i wanna paste in here..but since cannot den no choice..juz go n listen e song ba..is a veri nice..write to here le ba..dunno wat to write..take care everyone...good nite..


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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

sian....!!!!!!last sun i tried to blog but error juz pop out frm nowhere...??so today i blog again..tis few wks i will b damn busy....today mood quite bad..!!damn bad...fcukin bad!!haiz..a sayin "a small mistake can cause eternal regret" izzit true...?i dunno..can anyone tell me how to help others n of course myself too....wat to do..?i don hav extra brain/time to think anymore..im nt like u so free..had a hair cut ytd..quite short..how short...?can onli sae realli veri short..like no more can cut anymore...haha..nw my PSP had uploaded alot of songs le...nw i hav MP3, PSP & my Hp N70..wat more can i ask?is more den enough le..but im gonna change my hp..my hp realli cannot make it alr..but i cant trade in my hp..coz my hp had been modified..so no one will wan it..might as well juz keep it lor...tink i will get E65..i had checked up e phone features..is quite a gd phone..quite slim too..mayb get tis phone will nt change le..unless e phone spoilt or wat ba..nw gt PSP no need phone 4 play games le..can play PSP...friday goin gym liao..so long nv go gym..tink gt 1wk or 2wk le ba..muz go..so can faster silm down..write to here le..will continue again...byebye..
Good Night everyone..& of course..GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TOO...!!!!


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