*YESTERDAY* 27 Feb 2009
Went to school for only physical education. -.-"
And our so called class ended.
Did play awhile of basketball with the guys and Amanda, idiot Amanda, is causing me to run here and there. :x
Anyway, is a fun game. :D

Then here our whole day plan goes. :D
Went to Tiong Bahru Golden Village to watch Marley & me, with Amanda and Nana.
Okay, this show if appoint 10, i will rate at 8. :D
I really cried like hell in the cinema.
Cried till my voice sounds different. :x

Anyway, guys if you are free, please watch the show. :D
This show will enlighten you a lot in many many ways. Trust me.

Then off we go to Heeren, as Amanda need to do her x-ray. :D
FINALLY!
Then after that, we went to Cine leisure, watch movie again. :D
The boy in striped pyjamas.
Well, this show, i really took sometime before i understand the whole story. -.-"
But anyway, did manage to understand it. :D
Then off we go, each of us headed back home.

I'm so so so tired, but i did not manage to sleep in the train. :x

Then Nana and i were messaging, i asked her,"y u would say it as ur heart desire or dreams?._."

Replied: hmmms just expressing my thoughts only.
Asked: so to u is it a dream?
Replied: hmmms ii have no answers to my thoughts currently.
Asked: No, i tink i ask e wrong way, i mean to u, do u find it like a dream?nt as in u tink tis is a dream.
Replied: o.o? as in do ii treat my dreams like dreams.?
Asked: sort of like tat..
Replied: oooh nopes, its real. :]
Asked: hmm..do u really like me to pamper u?.__.
Replied: hmmms if youfind it tiring and so, do lemme know.
Asked: y u'll tink so tat i'll b tire by doin tis? I really don find it, at least till nw i noe i'm nt, Whether in e future will i feel tire, i hav no idea, no one knows e future. Wat i mean is tat, currently wat i'm doin, will it make u happy or e way how i pamper u, is how u wan?
Replied: hmms im comfortable with what's now, :D
Asked: Ohok. Cause i did think b4 whether sld i stop pamper u, cause i thought tat u'll feel is a burden rather den a comfort thing
Replied: why you will think of it as a burden.?o.o
Asked: i dunno, jux hav e feel tat u might find tis as a burden. Till i read ur itouch e 1st part, den i tink in my mind again, perhaps i'm wrong. But dunno y jux hav e feel.

Anyway, i have decided to.....

♥ 11:26 PM

*YESTERDAY*

Had a test of SQL.
The test was so so so so so SUPER HARD.!! .__.
A lot of people were asking the answer for the structure questions. -.-"
That includes me la. (". )
So pai seh.

Then the funniest part is that we still got second attempt to do the papers. HAHA.
Funny right? :x

Then after that, went out for lunch break then headed back to school again.
We were having some whatever discussion for the booth. =)
Then after that, i got videos to do again, need to film Stella's group.
Took almost 1 hour to film finish, okay, but at least their group are done.
Means all the group videos had finished already, hmm okay, except mine, i haven't really finish up the behind behind. -.-"

Then after that, went to City hall with Nana, were supposed to meet Fefe at 6pm, as usual, we reached toooooooo early le.
So we went to Raffles City to walk walk and see see.
Then around 5.30pm, Fefe reached. :D
And all of us went to toilet, then went back to the station again to meet Wan Ting. :D

And finally we arrived Conrad Hotel. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Then i took Nana's itouch and save a note inside.
I wrote,"will bring you 1 day to eat the ice cream at suntec there. must always stay happy"

I asked her after the seminar then read, and she really do so and i just act that i don't know, that she actually read it already. :x

Seminar lasted almost 3 hours.

After the seminar, we went back home.
We took the train..chu chu train.
Nana was typing something inside to her itouch, about how she spent her day.
And i was like half-asleep already.
Is so freaking tire la, of course will fall alseep in the train ma. -.-"

Anyway will blog till here, becasue basically this is how i spent my yesterday. :D

♥ 6:35 AM

*YESTERDAY* 25 Feb 2009

We were having Mr.Caveman's test. (p.s: i suddenly forgot how to spell his name. -.-")
His test was still okay okay, lucky i did manage know how to do. -.-"
I got study a bit a bit. ( really a little bit )

Then have lunch break, then filmed awhile again, then see see Mr.Paul, then we ended our lesson.
Then Amanda, Celeste, Nana & me went to IMM to walk walk and see see.
Half-way, Celeste went back home to change her shoes, and only left 3 of us.
We went to Mac and slack and eat a bit.

SLACK SLACK SLACK
Till 4plus, went back to station and meet Celeste.
Amanda trained home.
Then, Celeste, Nana & me took train down to Outram Park.
Nana & me was on the way to Clarke Quay, because we had our FBMA event.
OH MY GOD! We reached super super early. HAHA
So Fefe asked us to go have our dinner 1st, so we walk to the Central and see see got what food.
Bought Burger King for Nana, her dinner.
Lucky we ordered take away, cause Fefe called me and said that we will join the group 1; thus we walked back to station again. -.-"

Then here we go to the Pub, to know how is the beer being made.
Then we have free sample of 3 glasses, Nana a bit bit high high, i guess, but she is bored too.
Then 7 of us shared to order the big tub and shared the beer, after that, everyone leave.
Only left Nana & me.

We slowly walked & walked, at first wanna walk till Starbucks, but we seem to be lost. -.-"
So we just sat somewhere around near the Raffles Link there, i keep making Nana, tickle her, etc.
Then 10plus, we went off.

When reached home, Nana called me, but i called her back as my hand phone no batt already. -.-"
She asked me,"why do you keep making me?"
I just said,"i don't know."
Then she said,"since you don't know, then stop making me."
Then i asked her back,"if i make you, you wil feel uncomfort or unhappy i will stop."
Then she said."I'm a neutral fellow."
Then i said again,"ok, take it I'm not asking you, take it that I'm informing you that i will stop."
Then she said again,"you so bad, make me till like that then now you are informing me that you will stop."
Then i said,"then what you expect me to do? Continue to do? or what?"
Thus i said that i will continue to make her.

♥ 12:17 AM

Today school ended early, 12.30pm. If i remember correctly. -.-"
Anyway, it really ended early for a weekday during school. :D

Went to Somerset to do something with Amanda, well, we walked and walked and walked.
We took a bus down to town, and i fell asleep. I fell asleep on Amanda's shoulder. -.-" PS
And she just keep laughing at me, because of some stupid reasons. :x

Anyway, headed down to the place we went, then we went to Cineleisure. :D
To catch a show.
"He's not that into you"
OH MY GOD!!
Is a sweet, nice and romance show. :D :D :D

Amanda and i just can't stop laughing and talking about the movie while we were watching.
Damn nice.!!! (.")(".)

While waiting the movie to starts, Nana's message came in.
She said school gonna end at 5pm, and what is the reason?
Because she lost her money and Celeste also lost her money; thus Mr.Paul make them stay till 5pm. But Mr.Paul did not really let them stay till 5pm.

She was super super down, and starts thinking about human nature.
Well, she reminds me the past.

I really felt disgusted about human beings, when I'm about to accept the reality of them, this kind of thing happened. -.-"
In the past, i really hate the ugliness of human nature, though i belong one of them. .__.

Yesterday, I'm msn-ing with Annette, i told her a lot a lot of things, and she also tell me a lot of her things.
I told her about why human beings are so selfish?
They want both so badly that they do not want to give up neither.

I mean, this includes me too.
Who doesn't want everything in this world? Is just being greedy.
Annette told me that this is life, have to learn how to be like this or like that.
Then i told her that, i rather I'm the one who get hurt rather then the one hurts others.
But is a cycle to me, getting hurt over and over again.

Then she said that, if you've been getting hurt over and over again, means i never learn my lessons. I told her i did learn from my previous mistakes, but the question will just automatically strike into my brain,"will you choose to get hurt or hurt others?"
Obviously, i will choose to be the one i get hurt.
I'm not a kind of person hurting people. :x

So i choose to be hurt over and over again. haiz.
END HERE.

♥ 9:56 PM

Hmm, today was a rather fulfil day huh?
Morning, i went to idental to have my x-ray and my plastic casts.
Oh oh, on march 4 going back for another consultation. :D

Then Nana messaged came in.
We message and message and message till i saw her in school when I'm on my way to school.
Then we stopped message till my service gonna end her message came in.


Then back to school for service. -.-"
Damn chaotic. o.o"
Because of some stupid reasons. -.-
Nothing much to talk about this service.
Anyway, i had a fun day man.
Amanda and me super super funny.

Hmm, I'm wondering sometimes by doing this am i in the wrong or am i right by doing it this way?
She said," i think you should just don't care about it."
I said," do you want me to treat her like how i treat another?"
She said," of course not la."
I said," den?"
* SILENT *

This was how we ended out conversation without any answer or conclusion. -.-"

Anyway, i might be going to Eric's place and work. :x

Haiz, my mind is really in a whirled. :x
My headaches are back again.

That's all for today.

♥ 9:13 PM

想别的
可是在你眼中察觉什么一闪而过
怎么像是寂寞
于是我会更沉默
没说的
全世界差点都弄懂了那是什么
而我尴尬笑着走开
只能够装做不懂
怎么能拆穿你的不同
oh偏偏
这地球这么小这么挤这么瘦
太阳刻意晒得那么凶
为什么你出现在他出现以后
你怎么连话都说不清楚
那温柔的tone我听得清楚
我站在他的身边
你站在我的面前
怎么这样心里会难过
你怎么连话都说不清楚
那温柔的痛我记得清楚
他站在我的面前
你经过我的身边
忽然之间心里又难过
为什么

NICE SONG

♥ 9:26 PM

*NEWS*
SHOWS THAT I'M GOING TO WATCH :D :D :D
[x] Suspect X - Feb 26
[x] The boy in the striped pyjamas - Feb 26
[x] My Bloody Valentine 3D - Feb 26
[x] Marley & me - Feb 26
[x] Kung fu Chefs - Feb 26
[x] Panda Diaries - Feb 26
[x] Confessions of a shopaholic - Feb 26

[x] Paul Blart: Mall cop - Mar 5
[x] Departures- Mar 5
[x] Push- Mar 5

[x] Coming soon - Mar 12 (Thai horror movie) :x
[x] Race to witch mountain - Mar 13
[x] Angels & Demons - Mar 14

[x] Up - June 4

NOW SHOWING [ gonna catch it all soon ] :D :D :D
[x] Let the right one in
[x] New in town
[x] Underworld
[x] Valkyrie

These are all the movies that i want to watch.
A LOT RIGHT???!!!
HAHA
But what to do? I'm still gonna watch it okay?
Though it will burn a BIG BIG HOLE IN MY POCKET!! T_T
The shows that i just wrote above, IS SUPER SUPER SUPER NICE!!
If you guys are like me, a MOVIE FREAK, just go watch what i wrote in here.
Trust me, is nice nice nice. :D

Hmm, suddenly thought of the days where Jas, Chanel & me will always watch midnight shows, because both of them always work in GV at that point of time.
And i always get free tickets from them, because they worked in GV, every month GV will give them complimentary tickets.
Guys, 1 day we go watch midnight shows huh..?KKZ??
HAHA.
Really miss the days how we always watch movies, sing k and most important is the days where we never go to school but we were out ourselves to study. :D
Shall meet up 1 day soon huh? HAHA

Hmm, i think i'm sick, head heavy heavy, a bit of flu liao. -.-"
Maybe due to yesterday I'm under the rain.. ('.' )
That's why i'm a bit bit sick now. :x

Tomorrow I'm going for X-ray. :x
Nothing much about that la. =)

I'm tire tire tire.
Going back to work again, sian.
Either going to Hard Rock to work, or Eric's place to work.
See which place pay higher i jump to there. :x

Eric said that i'm too practical, obviously la, i'm a very practical person. :x
Who doesn't want to work at a place that give you higher pay?
But of course you also need to show results to the person who hire you la.
I'm going back to work le.
Hmm, give me 1 month to think okay?
Let me use work to numb myself for 1 month, 1 month later if it still remains the same, then i will continue, if no, then that's too bad, both of us will just continue be friends.
If you can't accept it, i also have nothing to say and nothing to do.

Blog till here liao, at night then update again. :x

♥ 5:10 PM

YESTERDAY :D

A long day for me.
Met Nana at Holland V.
We were supposed to take more videos, but as the weather wasn't very good so we did not do anything at all. It kept raining on and off. -.-"

We had our lunch at the hawker centre, she got fried oyster and i got carrot cake.
Her fried oysters, the oysters were BIG BIG & MANY MANY!!
Hmm, can actually said that she ate quite lot huh?
Cause i kept feeding her my carrot cake too, HAHA. :x

Then we saw these couple, i don't know whether they are really a couple ma, but anyway, i will just named them as couple, since is a guy with a lady ma.
OH OH OH, the lady is super super pretty. :D :D :D
OH MY GOD, I REALLY CAN'T TAKE MY EYES OFF HER.
OPPS, sounds like I'm a pervert huh? LOLs
Nana also could not stop looking at the guy, the guy's features were nice and sharp, quite good-looking.
I did not notice the guy till Nana told me.
Cause i were looking at the lady 1st. -.-"

They went off 1st before us.
So after they went off, we left the place too.
Okay, is super super funny. WHY?
Because we went to COLD ROCK to have our ICE-CREAM!!
We walked under the rain, and we were partly drenched. :x
But when we sat in, few minutes later the rain STOP! :x :x :x
Nana said that,"we should wait for the rain to stop."
HAHA. Who knows the rain will stop so fast huh?

Ordered our ICE-CREAM and played monopoly and taboo.
While we were ordering our ICE-CREAM, Nana was so so so PLAYFUL, she had a deep red scar on her right hand. -.-"
And how she got the scar, because she wanna take away my handphone, and the hook just scratch her. -.-"
This is the results of being so PLAYFUL.
RESTRAIN YOURSELF NEXT TIME. =p

Then we proceed to the next stop, COLD STORAGE.
I wanted to bring her to the "secret place" but in the end, i did not bring her go, because this is to respect and to keep my words whatever i had said. :D
So when we reached COLD STORAGE, we walked walked see see.
Just about to leave the place, i saw this machine, that teaches how to cook this and that.
So we printed out TONS OF PAPERS!!! LOLSLOLS (.") (".)
We were quite PAI-SEH huh, both of us kept printing the papers out. HAHA.

I suddenly remembered i left my ez-link card in COLD ROCK, so we went back to get it back again. -.-"

Then went to 7-11, wanna get breezer, as it was toooooo expensive, Nana changed her mind, she got JOLLY SANDY & BBQ MASHPOTATOS.
These both belong to her, NOT MINE HUH. :x
She's a GULTTON. =x

Then we slowly walked back to the station, went to Tiong Bahru to watch movie.
We watched K-20, Legend of the mask. :D :D :D
I thought it would be a boring show, but it was NOT.
A SUPER SUPER NICE ACTION MOVIE, it's worth to watch over and over again. :D

While we were buying the tickets, the lady asked us, "the time is 5.45pm, is it okay?"
I was quite stunned huh, cause i did not realise the time is NOW, IMMEDIATELY.!!
My 1st time of watching the movie that immediately has to go into the treatre. -.-"
But lucky the show haven't starts at all. :D

The show was so so so so EXCELLENT AND BRAVO!!
WEE WEE, wortht to watch it again and again. =)

p.s:I'm going to watch again. SHH~~~~

Then we had our dinner at MOS BURGER, got out food and handphone strap.
I got Nana, the teriyaki chicken-kun. CUTE CUTE :DD
Before we sit, the food actually came.
FAST HUH?!
GOOD SERVICE, HAHA.

Then after that we trained home.
I was messaging with Amanda, Wawa & Nana.
Nana thought I'm not okay, she said that she just feel that way.
No worries kiddo, with you around, there are always laughter.

Amanda and i were messaging some funny funny & weird weird topic.
YOU WOMAN, i said already, for you to find out and for me to know. :x
Not the other way round okay? LOLSLOLS

Okay, shall end here then.
Nothing much already. =)

♥ 8:09 AM

Now blogging before I'm going out, and why i so so so EARLY go out, is because of VIDEOS again!!!!
SIAN LA.
VIDEOS VIDEOS & VIDEOS AGAIN.

end here

♥ 10:31 AM

Now listening songs & talking on phone with Nana, today school was boring. -.-"
VIDEOS VIDEOS VIDEOS!!!!
I'M SERIOUSLY SICK AND TIRE OF VIDEOS

Today, went to Sumo House and eat
I kept quiet, cause i have a sudden feel that i don't know Nana well.
Well, i shall not talk much here.

Will end here le.

♥ 10:11 PM

School today was damn damn BORING, videos videos videos study then videos again, DAMM IT!!
I'm gonna be a computer freak la. -.-"
Last time, I'm a computer idiot, now I'm a computer genius huh? Okay la, not genius yet. Soon to be. :D

Today, Pat, Jett, Gene and Goose came to our school.
Goose accompany Pat to our school.
Well, i shall not say much about this matter.
Anyway, talked to Jett a lot when we are on our way to Central.
I simply so so love her, she's cool. :D

Pat they all also said will message me once the F1 dates and salary is confirm. HAHA
I really miss the F1 days. =)

Then after school, brought Nana to Lot 1 to have dinner.
But she did not eat much, because she said her mum had cooked dinner already.

The whole day, she was very quiet and look glum, i asked her,"what happened?" She just kept quiet.
So i did not probe anymore.
But she did say that it's so boring and she's hungry.
Well, anyway, i won't say or ask anything.

Played with her & talked to her, today she also suddenly asked me," oh ya, yesterday you said that we will talk things out, so you will tell me anything right?"
Then i said,"ya, but is just that i don't know how to say it out."
Then she said,"never mind, just it out luhhs."
Then i said,"okay, i will."

Yesterday, i was on the phone with her
I asked her,"do you want me to stay with you when you're down or emo?'
She said,"yes"
Then i asked her again,"or do you want me to stay with you at all times?"
She kept quiet, then said," like how you would always be there for ahlian & twinny."
But i said,"i won't be able to stay with them forever, i will leave them 1 day, and i told them before."
Then she kept quiet again.
Then i said,"don't care about them, i mean only you, do you want me to stay by your side at all times?"
Then she kept quiet again, then i asked her,"so how?"
She asked me back again,"if i say yes, would i look selfish?"
Then i said,"no, what makes you think so?"
She kept quiet again.
Then i asked,"so is yes or no?"
She said,"yes"
Then i asked,"why you want it?"
She said,"cause you are the person i could always turn to."
Then i said,"if you say so, why that day when you kept quiet when i ask you what happened?"
She said,"because i know that if i said, i will break down and just cry."
And i said,"if you say I'm the one you can turn to, you should know you can cry in front of me."
She said,"ya i know, but i will be hard very to stop crying, and generally, someone crys, everyone will crowd over the person and say good words."
Then i said,"i won't say anything, or maybe i will only say,it's okay, just cry or don't cry."
I will wait for the person to cry finish then talk to the person again.
Anyway, the whole conversation we were talking about, we had a conclusion, is that, anything we will just talk things out.

♥ 9:08 PM

I just posted the lyrics, and now I'm blogging for my own post. :D

Well, school today was BORING, except the part that i went for the NYAA meeting.

Today 17-02-2009, 10:29:42am received

♥ 8:36 PM

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing
You would come back through my door, ooh
Why did you have to go? You could've let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl, you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand, ooh
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But i know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me i ran out of time
If it takes the rest of life

Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do, I'll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me?)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away, everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back?
Girl, I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
No, why can't you look at me? You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby, why can't we just, just start over again?
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

So baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, i will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do, I'll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But i know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby, i will wait for you
Baby, i will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

Baby, i will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you

I'll be waiting...


This is a nice song, i put it as my blog song.
Anyway, finally found a song i love it, and it is so unexpected, cause this is an English song.

♥ 8:01 PM

Well, today school was super super FUNNY, because of the stupid TEST!
*NEWS*
Test confirm FAIL
Because i never study.
DAMN DAMN "HARD"
Amanda and i, really don't know how to do. -.-"
Because both of us never study.
And both of us kept laughing when we were doing the paper. :x

Then after the test, i went off to my medical appointment. :x
Before i went off, i ask Fionna,"accompany me walk out"
And both of us slowly walk to MPH, i gave her V. Day presents. :D
Okay, a stupid method to give present huh?
My 1st time i used an excuse like ~~ :x

Well, anyway, i manage to give her la. =p
Then the most most stupid you know is what??!
I actually left my ear piece in Celeste's bag. -.-"
Then i walked back to the restaurant with Fionna again, stupid right?
Walk up and down. -.-

Then take back the ear piece, i walked out again.
Okay, today i exercised a lot huh, i got listen the doctor's advice huh. :D

Then as I'm walking to station, Fionna message me, said that she was taken aback that i gave her V. Day presents because she did not expect she will receive any this V. Day presents.
Well, anyway, I'm surprise too, such a nice girl yet did not receive anything, regardless whether she has a boyfriend or not.
Anyway, i will give her present every V. Day, because she deserves it. She's really a nice girl.
Even if I'm attach to someone, i will still give her. :D

Okay, today my check up is BAD!
The doctor told me that my last scanning was January 2008.
OH MY GOD, i thought it was in March. -.-"
Anyway, got the medicine and have to finish the course, but then I'm just gonna take a few days la. =p

Tomorrow got NYAA meeting, regarding about the Batam trip. :D
So happy, i asked Mdm before, how are we gonna be divided to the room, and she said 2 to 1 room.
LOL. Who with who sia?
Me & Fionna?
Me & Sue?
Or Sue & Fionna?
Then I'm sleeping with another girl?
OPPS, not sleep with the girl, i mean sleep in the same room with another girl. =p
HAHA, if I'm gonna sleep with another girl, i think it will be super super funny.
I'm so good in entertaining, of course la, i sure will entertain the girl who sleeps the same room with me de ma, provided the girl that is gonna share room with me is not Fionna or Sue, if not i everyday in school entertain them already, go Batam still need to entertain meh?
LOL
Anyway, blog till here.
Not free already. =)

♥ 9:46 PM

I realised that i did not mention how i spend my V day right?
Ya i think so.
I woke up early in the morning to prepare my stuffs, then went to Causeway Point to get some stuffs that i need, then headed home again to do some stuffs again then went out again.
Okay, something called "secret"
Well, i guess only 1 person know what secret huh, cause i also know her secret too.
Okay, it's just a thing I'm not suppose to say it out, she said to me.
Is a secret within you and me huh, you know i know how the V Day was spend.

I seriously need to do something about it now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow school, SIAN. Early in the morning is test already. -.-"
Then off i go, after test, I'm not gonna do service. :D
Then off off off i go very very far to do something. =x

okay, that's all for today.

♥ 10:52 PM

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
It's true that we don't know what we've got what we've been missing untill we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've missing untill it arrives.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back!!
Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that make your heart smile.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real !!!
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
Always put yourself in others' shoes.
If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person too.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can apppreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
The brightest future will always based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

This is how I'm feeling right now.
A phase that I'm going through.

♥ 6:12 PM

Okay, today service was..?
No service. HAHA
Cause kitchen was closed so we did nothing but set up restaurant.
David was the head, well, i think he did a great job.
He really manage to get all of us to move around, is a good sign.
And i can said he's really good.

He's gonna be the head again on Monday, sad to say, i will not be able to help out, cause i got something on after i take the SQL test. 28 pax on Monday, i can only say,"guys, work hard!!"
JIA YOU

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day, I'm here to wish everyone a early Happy Valentine Day.
May you spend your time with your loved one.
Only 1 huh, not ones. -.-"
Ermm, hmms...me huh? I don't know is it my love?
I doubt so.? :x

Oh ya, I'm done with everything. ( presents )
Fast huh?
I think so?
I have been doing for the past few weeks, including today, but today is the last day that i finally finish up my present.
I hope the person will like it. :D

Tomorrow will be a long day for me huh?
I need to go to Causeway Point to collect my shoes before i can go out.
FINALLY!!! My shoes is here. :D
I have been complaining to Amanda that why the Auntie still haven't call me, and she just continue laughing at me. DAMN IT!! What a evil woman she is, you woman.

she's down and emo today, but she said she's fine, since she did not want to say much, i did not probe anymore.
If she did not want to say, no matter how I'm gonna ask she will just keep quiet. I guess i can keep quiet too, cause i said once, if she did not say anything no matter how i ask her, i will also keep quiet. I guess i still don't know her well. :x

Anyway, what's done is done.
Nothing can change it.
Nobody can change it.
I hope you will really understand what i said.
I hope that you will know what you really want.
I hope you will know this is not an easy path.
And lastly, i hope you meant what you say, cause you can't afford to make any mistakes anymore.

♥ 9:57 PM

Well well well, school today was okay, at least not BORING like the past few days.
First lesson was Mr. Rajeev's. His lesson today quite okay, but sort of boring, but at least we understand the lesson.

Then we had our break, 1 hour plus plus, we saw a magician walking around the school, performing magic, and he came to our table, there were Gerald, Eric, David, Jacky, Celeste, Amanda and me.
AMAZING!! The magic was not bad.
There are a few parts we really do not understand how did he did it. =x
But the magic's whole purpose was to ask people quit smoking. Not a bad idea, quite creative.

Then after that, we had Mr. Paul's class.
Today at least is not so so boring.
Overall, the class is okay.
Class ended early. 4pm


Then, we went to IMM. [ Celeste, Amanda & me ]
We went to Daiso to get some stuffs, everyone of us got the things that we want. :D
Then we had some snacks at ther Hong Kong Cafe outside Daiso, well, is not snack.
I got myself a dessert, Celeste got herself a drink and Amanda got herself bread toast.
Then after eating, off we go.
Walk back to station.
Then trained home.
And now blogging. :D

Tomorrow David will be the head. Quite look forward how he is gonna be.
Hope he will perform well, cause this is the first time that he be the head. JIA YOU.

Off i go now, will update again. :D

♥ 6:56 PM

Today is a super super long long long day for me. Report school at 8.45am, -.- zzZZz
Damn early right? I think so, guess what i dreamt last night, i actually dreamt that i slap a person. Well, the person is just a person who wears mask everyday. =x

Then after school, need to do some videos, well, everyone are camera-shy, HAHA.
A lot people saw my video cam, everyone seem like running away.
But we were lucky, we managed to record a few. That's better then nothing.

Then after that, Nana followed me back home and put down my stuffs and off we go, to AMK Hub.
I brought her to Fish & Co to have our dinner. =)
But she choose that to eat, at first i said Subway, then when we reached Subway, guess what?
TONS OF PEOPLE WERE THERE.
So we missed that.
Then i said,"Fish & Co or MOS burger"
She said,"i will choose the 1st one"
So off we go to Fish & Co.
And we sat very very inside. Well, a very private place huh? I guess? HAHA
Then we ordered, soon the food came.
Then we ate, ate and ate, and i keep feed Nana french fries and my fish & chips.
And she said,"if i know why i grow fat, is all because of you"
And i just keep laughing away and continue feeding her, and she also continue eating. HAHA
And she got dessert too, a chocolate cake, well, in the end, kiddo nana named this cake into something funny funny, well is not a very good name. =x
We talked a lot a lot, some "clean" topic huh, i think..?

[ I hope it will end very fast, then another matter is gonna be is in Mar, i hope he meant what he said. ]

I'm gonna go back work as promoter, i'm so bored with my life now, how i wish i totally no need to work, i find it super super boring. Study, work, study then work again. Is a cycle.
Boring cycle. =.=

So i decided to work back as promoter, as and when i like i will work, the time also very flexible. =x
In other words, I'm lazy la, i don't want my work time so fix.

I need to go back work ASAP, cause I'm going to HK during August.
Well, a big big hole gonna burn in my pocket.

*NEWS*
I'm gonna work for F1 again this year. :D
I'm gonna put braces this year. :D
I'm gonna to obtain my plans. :D
I'm gonna change a lot in myself. :D
I'm gonna have to make a decision. ( within a month, i think) ~.~
I had given up already. =x

*BAD NEWS*
I'm gonna have my check up on Monday. -.-"
I'm gonna do X-ray on Thursday. -.-"
LOL, is not bad news la.
Just normal routine i have to follow. =x

Anyway, will blog till here. Tire already

♥ 9:55 PM

Shouldn't i doubt you before you have doubts for me? Well, i think you just think for yourself, even though you had said you did not. But do you really mean it when you siad it out or just a sentence just pop up from your mouth?
But i think you will never ever guess actually you had done it already, i had a sudden hurt in my heart, the worse last scene that i ever want to see or i want to feel. But you had hurt me deep deep X countless times DEEPLY.
Well, i guess that you do not even realised it till i mention to you huh.?
But isn't pointless to continue since you were once before, okay, maybe you were never once before.
My dear, you once told me to talk things out to you even though you had hurt me once, i tried to do it, though we were still friends, i still believe that even though is not a couple, we still can be friends.
But it seem so hard.

♥ 10:28 PM

I guess everyone are busy to update their blog, well except me..?HAHA, i think so.
Anyway, school today was rather boring, service = no service.
Today stewarding were Amanda and myself, HAHA. Kinda of weird right? We actually want to be that, because you know when the service is really getting more and more boring, might as well be stewarding and you are able to chit chat inside, listen songs and the most is you are able to eat, because the food collar will bring some breads to you. HAHA
Amanda and i, there are always forever topics we can talk, we talk everything under the sun, i guess.
Well, i guess everything meant to be ba, life is always unfair. Amanda told me that i should not continue, well, i know she meant well, and i know what she mean. Anyway, i had plans already, well, so even Amanda did not told me so, i will still go ahead with my plan. So no worries.

There are times where people will mislead others, no matter is good or bad, but is it correct to do so? To some people, they might think is okay so long nothing happens to that person or what.
But to me, seriously i have no comment, so long the person did not hurt me and i did not hurt anyone.
Anyway, blog till here.

♥ 7:43 PM

Just got home not long after having my dinner outside, at Sembawang. WEE WEE, the food there did not change at all, so lucky. HAHA
It means the food still taste very good & very very nice.
Ate alot today, i think tomorrow breakfast & lunch can just skip. HAHA. Okay, I'm just kidding la, i won't skip.
Today had a super super long but relax day, i think so.

Tomorrow i will be having a long day, this one do not even need to think also can. HAHA.
Anyway, blog till here, quite tire already.
Anyway, i still do not know how to invite people to my blog, so time-being, no one will be able to see my blog. HAHA. That's too bad.

♥ 10:16 PM

I guess i haven't been updating my post in this blog, but in another.
Another one that i have created longer then this one. I think so.
Been busy for the past few days, got parents' day, practical test and WGS test.

Then yesterday, went to town to do our project, we need to interview strangers!!! LOL
We only manage to interview 1 stranger, then another one is my friend la, yingshan aka chanel.
Manage to talk to her awhile, as she is also busy with her shop. =)


Then we trained down to Vivo.
We went to slack at outside where we are able to see the the sea, but it is a very bad place we sat la. HAHA
Then went to National Geographic, without Celeste as she need to work, took tons of pictures.
Then went to NUM, Amanda and i saw the bag we super super love it, because it is really a cool bag.
Then Amanda went home, while Fionna and i went to Holland V.
We ate Thai Express then followed by the dessert, Cold Rock. =)
We were there till 10pm, kinda of late for her, because by the time she reach home, wil be very late, nearly to 12 if I'm not wrong.
Oh ya, there's a stalker!! LOL
Have a great day yesterday, hope you guys enjoy it too.

♥ 11:17 AM