y e feelings came back..?it came back suddenly..!!i realli hate 'xian zai' de me..im veri stress to handle all these things..ya i'm young n y sld i handle..?adults think i sld nt handle anything coz im still studyin..concern my own studies can already but isn't u adults r findin troubles 4 me..?im realli cant stand it anymore..im realli veri tired..!!msg to one of my best frzs..although i noe tat she wont reply coz she is busy but at least i noe she's there 4 me..n at e veri least i noe tat someone shares my problems with me..u all only know how to stress me...i am damn fed up with all these kind og matters/problem..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wat to do..??my friends..if u all able to read or 'you xin' read my blog u will ask me..but can i ask anyone of u giv a care to read??no one does it at all..even u need when u noe im in trouble but did u bother to giv me a msg or cal me..?which matter i din solve it 4 u or help u..?[FOR TWO PARTICULAR PERSON TO READ]whenever u sad or gt into trouble did i run away from u..?NO i did not ok..?now im bothered with problems but u all don giv a damn..izzit when u all r in troubles u all come find me..when is my turn u all run away..?im realli cant stand it anymore..y do u all made me feel like tis..?when i wanna say u all interrupt..when u all say did i ever stop u all..?no right..?u all onli noe how to say im a person tat don wanna talk abt this kinds of things..but if u're realli my TRUE FRIEND u will force me untill i giv in..but did u all ever did tat..?ya mayb u will say ur character is nt like tat..do nt like to force ppl..but is ur own friend u don even do tat wat's e pt to b frzs..?ya i may b veri hateful to u all sometimes bcoz i force u all..but think another way i juz wanna let u say out so u wont feel so stress..at least u noe u can pour ur sorrows out to ur own close frzs..forget it la..since u all juz don bother abt me den y still wanna b frzs wif me..?pity me or juz wan me to help u when u in trouble..?ok..i will stop bother abt u all nw n 4eva..juz b hi-bye frzs ok..?

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i noe i had nt been updatin my blog..busy wif my life nw..each n every sec..im realli veri veri veri nt FREE!!!!so cant blame me 4 nt updatin my blog..haha..ok..let me tink..my last blog i tink sld b mths ago..like 1 n half mth..?tink last blog was 16 feb..so nt even 1 mth..ok la..haha..ever since e last blog till nw..lots of things happened in my life..BIG BIG THINGS...friends..of course.. 1stly..friends..i care 4 them..i care every each of them..but in e end..?haiz..sad la..dunno how to say..especially i care alot 4 her..but she don giv a damn to me...ok la don tok abt tis anymore..will update if there is any changes between me n her..haha..wat changes huh..???nw i hav goin to gym..wif jasmine..run 4 8mins brisk walk 4 12mins..same 4 cycle too..go to khatib e stadium there..den nw noe how to go clubbin n pub..wahahahahahaha...18yrs old le ok..?can go in already.. unlike my frzs..mths later den can go in..laugh at them lor..wat to do..?miss my pasir ris friends...all of them are childhood friends..grew up together de..like chi yin long zhen..lydia meijuan n cuijing..gt them to noe since pri sch..pri 3 for lydia n pri 4 for meijuan n cuijing..still contactin them till nw..dunno 10yrs later will we b still together..mayb can hav primary sch friends gatherin..haha..wao..ten yrs down e road dunno wat we will become..no one knows e future.but so long we still keep in contact we will know wat we will be in e future.... love them lots..take care..

♥ 10:47 PM