should i?should i?
oh gosh~~ =(
i'm clueless....
hope i will get this soon

shall blog about my work again
yesterday was kinda of boring day for me
station A, there were total of 5 people including myself -.-"
making me doing nothing at all, but delegates the people what to do etc =x
1st time, i really do not need to do so many things

will be back again to continue

♥ 12:53 PM

i'm so so insane now
thanks to C.Y
meeting up with C.Y, we can expect the unexpected -.-
oh ya, Darly Sng, did not recongise me at all!
LOL
that's so sad ok?
and the moment when he realised that's me, he just said a sentence to me which is,"oh my god, you changed a lot already."
LOL
indeed, i changed a lot already
hope it's a good thing that i changed.

i almost meet up with C.Y everyday, as both of us are working under the same company and our shift also the same, so we are able to meet up as and when we want.
and the moment we meet up, we practically don't talk about our work.
working in this line, and if there are people who are like me and C.Y, will know the reason why we would not want to talk about our work.

we went to walk around, eat and do a little shopping as Christmas's around the corner :D
and we ended up drinking in some random bar?
LOL
and we talked a lot throughout the whole drinking session
and the waitress who served us is so pretty, C.Y agreed with me =)
guess she's a mixed blood ar

but still i did not get drunk, but C.Y, hmm ermm..a little high ar -.-"
but anyway, soon we will have another drinking session as there is a borthday party that both of us need to attend together.
gonna blog till here then, will update more tomorrow about my work today
tomorrow is my off day~~

♥ 9:56 PM

i am so tired now -,-
damm freaking tired
managed to buy a shirt today, tanya was with me when i bought it, it's so funny
i tried one and let her see, then she said that it's look weird, perhaps she never see the way how i dress in shirt before
but i did not buy that, in the end i bought another one
LOL
anyway, i still like it la
shall blog till here then
freaking tired now

♥ 11:01 PM

okay, i shall talk more about my work now
since it's been a long time i update about my work =/
LOL

now I'm currently listening to my favourite song ^~^V
so happy~~~~

Paul came down and see us last week, Thursday. =/
he said that he won't be coming down but he came, and i really got a shock -.-"
lol
that day when he came down, i got so many things to tell him, but it's kinda of inconvenient as Winnie was with him at that point of time

so did not manage to talk to him a lot

as for Friday till Sunday, my job was so very bad!
i really mean it, it's so not my week for me man!
even Jonah also said it to me -.-"
='(
Favian and Dave, our team leaders left already
reasons: to be kept
quite a lot of us do not want them to leave at all
but we can't interfere so just smile and carry on our work then
lucky salehan is always there, the guy who always make everyone of us to laugh!

Monday, went to work as usual.
I'm at station A again.
I'm back to station again ^^
it's kinda of sick and tired of it if i really have to do hostess every time
at station, i can talk to the guests
the satisfaction that i can get is only when they remember my name, and always greet me in my name and i do greet them in their names too.

in this line, the only way to feel that you are a real service person is when they remember you at all times =)
but anyway, monday's mood was spoilt!
damm it, it's the 3rd time that my mood was spoilt early in the morning
salehan kept asking me what happened
so i told him during my break, he agreed with me
LOL
halfway, i went to find Winnie, talk about work's thingy
due to not enough time, so we changed it after work, then i go find her

(p.s: somehow i don't know why my english suddenly become so weird when i form into sentence, so do bare with my singlish -.-")

so after work, i went to find her, we talked for 1 hour.
well, i can said that we do click well, she asked me a lot of questions in the room, not only about my work, but my personal life too
surprisingly, i tell her something that i seldom mention to people o.o
since she asked me something, so i do answer her back, it's being polite to reply what someone asks you
and she's very surprised that I'm very close to Paul, she's giving me a unbelievable look
LOL
and this Paul Singh, actually tell her something that he asked me not to tell her
what the hell right?
no wonder she knows so much about me and keep asking me things.
she asked me,"you are very close to Paul huh?"
i said,"ya, I'm very close to him, he know my stuffs a lot, and he helped me a lot"
she said,"oh ok."
i guess not only her feels a shock way, the face she gave me is really O.O"
LOL
and she said that she want to try my own creation of cocktail
and she said that she got my number?!
so shocking, she's a stalker
she said that she will call me because of the cocktail
LOL
okay, i shall wait for her call then =)

♥ 7:44 PM

午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对著蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂

晚风轻敲著海沙 浪堆积起无暇
我跟纯真在比傻 爱上你放不下

这风景如画 （开满凤凰凤凰花）
院子里花洒 （浇灌著那种情话）
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描著你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来绝不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀

将思念压成花 有你的记忆乾燥成瓶中沙
像沙漏般想著你滴滴达达
擦美美的趾甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这麼优雅

不论多大风沙 路多分岔
我一样找到你呀
管它风怎麼刮 管雨又怎麼下
越痛我就越来（越潇洒）
不摘不属於自（己的花）
喔爱闪著泪光为你我可以当傻瓜

这风景如画 （开满凤凰凤凰花）
院子里花洒 （浇灌著那种情话）
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗 因为大声说爱你而沙哑
用手中流沙轻描著你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来绝不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿 因为我爱你呀

this song is super nice ^~^V
hehehehe
after 1 hour of the talked, it's so nice and gives me a warm feeling.

♥ 11:54 AM

you lied once, i told myself that you did not lie on purpose
you lied twice i told myself that you are trying to not to hurt me
you lied me the 3rd time, i knew that you ain't deserve anything

you lied.
and i knew
you thought i have no idea about it
but in fact i knew about it
surprise huh?
i think so.
i will take it that i've never know you as my friend
you are the biggest liar in this world i had ever seen till now
i will pray hard that there is no one can beat you in this
whatever you did, are just acting.

♥ 9:42 PM

okay, i have nothing to comment in anything
i have nothing to say

work as usual, now my fix position ar?
hostess o.o
LOL
favian and sujesh keep saying,"anson, you standard la, hostess"
LOL
today was kinda of busy ar?
at the end of the day, as usual we had our briefing, kumar really lost his temper
anyway, if i were him, i guess i will even be more angrier.
after e briefing, went to find winnie.
talked quite away before i left the office, and she said,"you sure look dead beat."
then i said,"yup yup."
then she said,"oh my, you better rest well and sleep well after you get home later."
then i said,"you too."
and we both said byebye and i left
then i was laughing when i'm walking out, as i suddenly remember why do i tell her,"you too" when she's still at work?
LOL
it's so funny and it's at the wrong time
LOL
oh, changed my service pin already =)
the moment i gave her mine, she said that, wa what happened to this, you fight in the kitchen and it breaks ar?
LOL
and i said,"ya lor, how you know huh?"
LOL
really almost got into a fight
LOL
she was like laughing?
think winnie can tell that i'm not in a good mood, because she kept looking at me but don't dare to ask me what happen.

after everything, i left and headed to the locker's room, i cried, because of what kumar said today, he did not scold me ar, i must say this 1st, what he said really touched me, that's why i cried when the moment i reach the locker's room

the more i work in Global Kitchen, the more feels i have, feels as in not say gonna stay there forever but other stuffs.
anyway, things are meant to keep will just stay in my heart

keep in suspense =)

♥ 8:21 PM

time to me is so precious that i can get it right, not only myself, but to my friends too
so if you think that i don't know, then i will say you don't know me well
i know every second every minute
so don't try to lie to me or try to talk craps
i'm fucking sick of it.

anyway, past few days i don't know what i'm doing as i'm doing the same thing everyday
LOL
but i know today, aisha pinched me out of nowhere and it hurts =/
LOL

anyway, past few days, managed to meet up with L ^^
always with L, there will be laughters!
oh my, L sure know how to make people laugh ^^V
both of us were talking and talking non stop
and laughing non stop, as L did something and i exposed L's secret!
opps!
anyway, we are so close that we don't even need to say out and both of us know what we want to say




- your smile -
- your eye -
really makes people to think all day long o.o"

♥ 7:58 PM

after 1 month of my attachment, i realised that there is so much difference in myself
mirror and L feel that i had changed
not so stubborn and not so hot temper anymore
is good isn't it?
but L and mirror felt that i should stay in my old way

well, i agree that i've changed, for the better?
but seems there are some people feel that i should not change o.o
but anyway, guys, i'm so much happier ever since i started my attachment though there are some little times where there are people will really make you a little angry, but it's part and parcel in the working life, so just accept it and smile and get away from it

i can see myself in this line, whether to stay long or not is another matter
or maybe in this line but not F&B anymore
that might be another way out for myself
after attachment, the 1st thing i'm going to do is ...
you won't be able to find me

♥ 8:31 PM

having shabu shabu and swensen straight 2 days = no money
LOL? o.o
is it ar?
i don't know =/

by the way, work is as usual
doing the same thing everyday, oh ya, there is a new assistant manager, but he's so yi ya papaya
LOL
don't like him, i don't even bother to talk to him when the 1st day he came O.O"

and i'm freaking busy for the past few days, i don't know why
perhaps moving here and there makes me so tire
but soon, no more moving :D :D
WAHAHAHAHA

christmas's around the corner
guys, have you prepare the presents?!
HAHA

got to go

♥ 8:14 PM

i didn't notice that when you smile, you actually leaves a very deep impression in me.
oh my god
LOL
your smile makes my day thanks =]

mirror called me today, i was like damm piss off, not because of mirror but because of work, and somehow, i raised my voice, but anyway, mirror makes me angry too ar
so cannot say that i have no reasons to raise my voice ar =x
LOL
anyway, both of us had a great chat
it's been some time we talked over the phone
i was telling mirror what C.Y told me
in fact, i was on the phone with C.Y yesterday
and i was telling C.Y what did mirror tell me
both of us just can't stop laughing, because 3 of us have the same instinct -.-"
hehehe

anyway, i guess i will pluck the C up and ask this number already huh O.O"
number number number number here i come ~~~~ wait for me.!
LOL

i'm mad, due to over working
but work is fun though there is some unhappy things going on. =/
got to go guys!

♥ 8:44 PM

today went back to school with amanda, need to see him every one month
and guess what? we chatted for 2 hours
oh gosh, we sure know how to chit chat ar?

and he's so so coming to see us already LOL =/
and he saw me he said this,"i can't figure out what's the different with you, but you are different already."
ahem ahem..well i agree with him, i changed already.
and he also said that i lost weight too ^^V
i will take that as compliment
hehehehehehe
and mr koh mixed up vivian and winnie
LOL
amanda and i can't help to stop laughing
anyway, i will blog till here as i'm not concentrating on blogging now

♥ 9:57 PM

having fever and flu plus cough = die liao -.-"
actually i can't wait for monday!
monday!here i come~~~~
wee wee, guess over high already huh?!
but still, i wanna say MONDAY HERE I COME~~~~~~
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i'm sincerely waiting for monday to come
LOL
but i'm still waiting.... 11 hours more to go
what i mean is monday morning not after 12am that time ar
LOL

♥ 8:37 PM

apparently i do not want to talk about my attachment, as days pass, my attachment is kinda bored if i'm gonna blog it everyday, thus i decided to blog bit by bit. since i'm doing the same things everyday
but today i do different stuffs =]
i am the hostress and and i walked a lot
i really mean it,i walked super a lot o.o"
is even tiring compared to be a server =/
LOL
but i did learn a lot, thanks to Janice, taught me a lot of stuffs
compared to school, this is really an eye opener for me O.O
school's hostress plus cashier is so much more easier compare to Pan Pacific
today, is the day where i learnt really a lot till Jonah said that she can start taking MC already
LOL
but she's just kidding anyway ^^V
by the way, should i get this number?
hmm..i'm still thinking about it, anyway. =]

once i get the number, hehehe i will ..hehehehehe
oh gosh, i am damm bloody sure mirror and C.Y gonna kill me man!
damm it, shan't not tell them till i get this number
hehehehehe, by the time i get the number, they can't do anything to me
LOL

♥ 8:11 PM