It's quite sometime i update my blog, well, i guess this would be going to be another long post then.
Recently, i watched a DVD, The Secret. The book is a nice book to read, no doubt the DVD is awesome too. DVD would be better compared to the book, because it's all by the real people and they talked about it, book is dead, you can't really feel it.
The Secret, it's al about what do you want your life to be, do you want your life to be what you want or people are telling you how your life should be? Example, your parents told you that you should be this or that in the future, you should get marry with a man that they are approve with and they feel you are able to rely on for life.
Or your friends are telling you that hey you are doing it in the wrong way, should be another way.
These are instructions that are given to you by your family and friends, are you gonna follow what they tell you? Or are you going with your way?
To me, i will go with my way, who cares they think my way is wrong?
You live once only, why would you want to lead a life that people are telling you to do so?
Why would you want to have so many burdens on you?
Just lead a life you want, you will feel how carefree are you, no doubt it's tough to live the way you want, but be positive and think the life you yearn for, eventually you will be able to attain it. It's all about matter of time.

I always lead a life i want, but there are times whereby i hold back, because i have my burdens to carry, no doubt that wherever i am, the burdens are going to follow me, now, it's just a matter how i'm going to see my burdens are, are my burdens gonna help me or going to pull me down?
Now i can say, my burdens are going to remind me every single time, and it's going to help me in order not to make the same mistakes again.
Everyone has it's own past, a past where we doesn't want others to know about it.
But what's wrong with people knowing about it? I see no wrong, it's your past, you can't change it, doesn't mean you are going to live like how your past was.
It's your past no matter what, no matter how much you want to change or erase it, you just can't do so.

I'm going to lead a life that i want how my life to be, i am my writer of my own life, i create my life into a way i want to be, i'm not going to let the burdens to hold me back anymore, the burdens are going to be the reminders not to make the same mistakes again.

Be yourself, be true to yourself, and you will know what you want.

I'm glad that till today, the only regret i had is..
one and only, i'm not gonna let it happen anymore.

♥ 5:29 PM

blogging with my new lappy, okie, now i have 2 lappy -__-""
LOL
today working was rather fun, serious man, what's wrong with amanda?
she's like a crazy woman -.-
oh ya! i saw ANNETTE!!!
it's been 2 years since we saw each other, it's amanda who recognized her 1st, she told me annette is working here too, but i did not have a chance to bump into her, untill, i was about to go into the lift and she came out, and both of us were like,"eh eh!"
did talk a little to catch up, anyway, both of us are working at the same place, we will always have the chance. lol
it'a just so funny when both of us bumped into each other.

okie,i also don't know why recently i keep bump into my friends, thursday, i bumped into xiao wen, she's one funny person, i saw her but i did not call her name out, as her friend is with her, then when both of them alighted the train, she texted me, asked me if i'm in the train etc, so we start texting each other, then i tell her wait for my class finish and we will head back together, so we met up at city hall after my class, the usual practice we always do, and then we head back together, in the train we talked alot, telling each other what are we doing etc, lol
it's damm funny,then after reached our place, i walked her back together, and we slack till 11plus then headed back home.
lol
it's just so awesome that we bumped into each other, because we bumped each other in town instead in our area!
so close yet so far.
haha.
she agreed with me too ;)
anyway, blog till here then, time for my assignment!
-__-"

♥ 7:57 PM

today went to school as usual, afternoon class, it's just so funny, because today the class is jst so boring, cheryl and i were msning, isabelle and i were texting each other, this goes to show how boring the class was today.

yesterday, met up with amanda, and we went to watch robin hood, nice though, but it was too draggy -.-
before we watch the movie, kenneth was with us, cause he's working later, so 3 of us were chit chatting, and kenneth told me something that i was kinda of upset or rather shocked.
well, i can't comment much about this, so just forget it.

really, nothing can breaks my heart more than this, this seriously hits on me that much that even amanda knew how hurtful this is to me, everyone have been telling me to take care take care, guys, i knew you all are very concerning about me, but i really don't know how long i'm going to take before i pick myself up again.
amanda said that this thing is so big that everyone who are close to me knew about it, and keep asking me to take care etc.
especially C.Y, before she fly off, both of us kept talking on the phone, don't think this or that. thanks pal.
then today, linn saw me, i told about this, she knew that this really hurts me alot, really.
i doubt anyone has ever see me in this state before, amanda said that just keep on working, don't think so much, just keep on working and working, yeah, i'm gonna do that, let the work numb me.

i'm very sad to say that this friendship is gone, gone for good?
i really have no idea, i asked amanda yesterday, what if i'm treating you in this way, how will you feel? this shows that i do not treat you as a friend that's why i'm treating you in this manner, won't you feel hurt or sad?
amanda said that she will feel the same way as what i'm feeling now, and she said that you better don't use me as an example or treat me this way.
i said that i won't, i treasure every friendship i have, i will try to maintain it as what it is if i can, trying my best to maintain it no matter what.

i really have no idea why this friendship has turned sour?
i did my best to salvage the friendship we used to have, but no avail.
linn said to me that either i just text a super long message to clarify this matter or just leave it as it is. i said that i will leave it as it is now, i did my part to salvage the friendship we used to have, but why she's not doing anything to show she want the friendship too?
so what does this mean? from the 1st day we knew each other till now, what are we?
not even friends? we ain't a couple and we won't cross over the line, because we know our stand very well, why can't we be friends?
and why are you avoiding me? don't you feel tired when you are trying to avoid me?
can you just be like me, be upfront and be friends? don't think too much, neither i'm chasing you nor i have the intention, so you don't think too much too.
for the past few weeks, i'm trying to do my best, really, i don't want to lose a friend just because of a misunderstanding, any misunderstanding can we just speak up?
i hope the day you come back and look for me as a friend is around the corner and i'm praying that it will faster come.
if the day never comes, is the day my heart that break into pieces and it will never be mend back no matter what.

♥ 8:49 PM

2 different days i met up with the ladies..
The Back Up Plan - watched with Li Ping
The Last Song - watched with Jasmine

met up with liping after i went to see my doctor, met up with her at yishun, watched back up plan with her, it's a comedy show, or rather, it's a very meaningful movie.
it's a comedy though, but there are a lot of meanings in this movie, it's a movie to watch it over again no matter how many times.
after watching the movie, lots of emotions within me, it's an inspiring movie.
really, this movie makes me think a lot...
alot alot alot..endless thoughts
nevertheless, i love this movie to the max.

met up with jasmine, like finally?she's working in raffles hotel now, haha!
and it's like finally we met up together during her holiday, both of us decided not to go town, because town sucks.
LOL
so we went to yishun settled our lunch, and we went to causeway point for our movie, The Last Song, this movie is nice, and it made people tear.
this movie is about cherish the people around you, do not lose anyone before you realised that they are important to you
but come again, people always tend to treasure/cherish more after they lost someone or something. well, i guess this world is just like that, till you lost someone you will then treasure the people around you.
jasmine and i had a lot of thinkings after watching this show..
nevertheless, we catch up alot!
haha!
it's been ages since we met up.
after the movie, we went back to yishun, to slack and do some catch up..
i'm going for my classes soon
blog till here then.

♥ 4:05 PM

yeah i'm losing myself again, i don't know why.
everyone are telling me the same thing for the past few days, guys i know you all are very concern about me, i'm really very appreciated about it.
really, i know you guys are being well, nevertheless, i know that what you guys had said is the truth too, but i'm just stucked in it, i don't know why.

never ever in my life, i'm stucked with this, i thought it would not happen on me, but it turned out not to be, it happened.
neither do i want nor i've expected.
for the past 1 week, the facebook status keep changing, what does it mean?
another confused case?or just another similar case that happened before?
or just need time to calm down to accept this fact?
or just need time to handle this matter well?

i guess neither one of it.
do you think it's fair? well, i don't think so, it's unfair for me, i have the right to know the truth, but you chose not to tell me the truth and hide away from it.
i thought you are different from the others, but it turned out that you are one of them who cannot be true to yourself.
at least i'm certain with myself, i know my stand, it seems like you do not know what's your stand or rather, you don't even know what you want.
this is one to one thingy, why do you want to make it so complicated?
seriously, i really have no idea.
you are making me like a fool or rather i'm making a fool in front of you.

i'm sad is because the way how you handle this matter, is not about the others, you chose not to tell me the truth when you jolly well know that what i want is the truth, not lies.
if you want to go in your own way, fine, i will follow you then.

♥ 10:47 PM

it's so sweet of you to get porridge for me and drove down all the way to my place
knowing that i'm sick now, and craving for porridge and you went all the way to bedok to get that and drove all the way to my place and pass it to me.

really, i felt so sweet or rather blissful.
the sweetness is incomparable to anything else.
knowing that you have to wake up so early for work, yet you still came over just to get me the porridge.

i promised that i will get well soon.
and take great care of myself, in this way, you won't worry about me :)

♥ 1:24 AM

last week, i worked only on monday, tuesday and today..
lol
finally graduated from ITE.
lots of emotions were inside my mind/heart when i was at Dover ITE, awaiting for my certificate, i guess not only me, but to my other classmates too.
2 years, neither short nor long yet it's the best school life time we ever had, despite the quarrels we had, the fights we had, the tears we shed, the joy we shared and the unity we had. We might be the worse class that Mr Paul ever take in, yet we made him proud, he is proud of us. Whatever it is, we did not fail him.
Though there might be a few black sheeps in our class, but that doesn't matter at all, what is important is that, those who are really care about Mr Paul, did not fail him at all.

We took quite alot of pictures during our graduation ceremony ;)
After the graduation ceremony, 7 of us went to Orchard Hotel for our dinner, it's buffet dinner, $48++ per pax, so it's around $55.
The 7 people are, Gerald, Eric, Rizal, Steve, Jacky, Amanda & myself.
At first, we were deciding between Fish & Co or MFM.
Then i said to Gerald that since we wore so nice already, might as well we go to hotel for dinner, since this might be our last gathering dinner as the guys are going in to army soon.

And it's because i was talking to Gerald earlier on about hotel's restaurant etc during our ceremony, i was telling him that winnie told me that Orchard Hotel's buffet is nice and it's so much better than PPS's Global Kitchen, LOL
Even Gerald agreed with me, that Orchard Hotel's the restaurant buffet is so nice and the layout is so beautiful ;)
Not only Orchard Hotel, both of us were talking about other hotels' restaurnats too :)

So while we were on our way to town, i told him why not change it to a hotel for dinner? And it's not expensive and the food must be worth for the price, and both of us agreed in Orchard Hotel, so we asked the others and they agreed with us too :)
So here we go! Orchard Hotel..!
Lucky Gerald called the hotel and made a reservation before we head down, because when we got there, there were quite alot of people already :x

As we were having our dinner, we were talking alot of stuffs, our future and the times when we were in ITE, to us, 2 years was the shortest school life we ever had.
When you were in Primary 1, you always pray that you are in Primary 6. When you were in Seconary 1, you always pray that you are in the last year in your Secondary life. Now, when we were out of ITE, we can't believe it at all, it's just so fast, just a blink and it's 2years.
Well, i guess everyone are coping well with their new life and new road they are taking now.

Whatever it is, i wish everyone have a good future, excel in whatever you are doing and be at the top of the mountain in whatever industry you are in.

Here, i had started my new life, slowly working hard towards my dreams/goals.
And most important, i know what i'm doing now.

♥ 7:30 PM

20 minutes before my class starts, shall make a post before it starts.

- sunday - 9/5/10
went to universal studios with winnie, met up with her around 10.30am at vivo city
and as usual, she's late, due to...blah blah blah, i don't really remember.
after which, we went to the the monorail and here we go!
we head to waterfront station!
it's her first time taking the monorail despite it was opened ever since 3 years ago, if i still remember correctly.
we had a lot of fun on that day, the rides were fun, the shows were nice and awesome!
and she like to tease/annoy me in many many ways! arghh..
always!damm! she said that she like to annoy me whenever we are out together :x
well, but i guess that's the fun of how we are isn't it?
LOL
it's fun though, especially when both of us were freaked out and keep screaming during the rides, damm scary! :x

i had uploaded the photos into my facebook already, and a lot of my friends were asking me, the girl who you went to universal studios together is your girlfriend huh?
i was like, eh no huh!
she's my very very good friend :)
we may look like a couple, but we are not ;)
we had a long day at universal studios! long long day i really mean it.
looking at the pictures can tell how tired i am.
we spent the whole day together from 10.30am till 9plus in the night :/

we had our dinner at vivo city Hong Kong Kim Gary.
she said that she want to have noodles, so we went to that restaurant, i've never been there before though, the food was not bad.
as the queue was so long that we actually took a picture with my handphone and i straight uploaded in my facebook.
LOL
this goes to show how boring we were when we were queuing for our table :/
LOL
after which, i sent her home, we talked a lot of things.
really, a lot, never ever we had such a long conversation before, now we had known better about each other :)

♥ 6:44 PM

shall continue from my yesterday's post
i was too tired and sleepy after a long day i had.
morning i was working in Fullerton Hotel, don't know what's wrong with it, it was super busy in the morning, damm busy like hell.
lol
and all of us ate a lot!
really, is a lot.
now i really know the reason why amanda is growing fat as the days pass.
i shall really stop myself from eating at anytime over there. lol
except when i'm hungry then i will eat :)
after work, went to orchard, met up with the batam mates.
it's just so funny,really! it's super super funny especially with ying si is around!
she's super noisy -.-"
lol
i've been saying her, or rather, all of us are saying her!
lol
we really have a lot of fun! though there were only 6 people came, but it's still fun!

oh ya, i was saying that winnie text me last night when i'm out with them, it's damm funny :D
but i wasn't concentrating texting with her, so later i'm gonna text her again. LOL
that's real bad of me huh?
she text me yet i'm not concentrating -_-"
because the other day i was just telling her about her texts etc, and she changed already, and now i'm like...~~
lol
okie, later need to text her liao :)
going for my class soon, guess i'm meeting her after my class, but gonna wait for her to wake up first. lol
but maybe not meeting too.
anyway, it's still not a confirm thingy yet. lol
got to go, time to prepare for my class already.

♥ 9:24 AM

went out with the batam mates!
lol
it's damm funny and damm NOISY la!
arghh~!
and suddenly winnie messaged me
lol
i thought she saw me lor
if not she would not suddenly text me, cause i know she went out with the who who who to watch movie, i don't really remember who she went out with except elaine and another new team member in HCD
and she text me about something!
woo hoo!
damm happy la!
lol
but i wasnt concentrating messaging with her, because i'm really damm tire!
and i actually accidentally press send and send a message that i type halfway
lol
and she did not reply -.-
as expected.
hope she's not angry with me uh

still remember when i pass her the birthday present, it's damm funny, she text me about it, damm!it's damm cute la! lol
got to go now.
bye peeps.

♥ 12:21 AM

okay, new assignment again! damm!
seriously damm like hell!
never mind, i so going to do right after the gathering.

fuck!and i haven't do my test yet! damm!
never mind, the test i will do on saturday early morning
then the powerpoint i will do tomorrow night, it means i do not need to sleep
cause saturday after my class, most probably going out with winnie, then like that how to do my powerpoint?
but anyway, told my group mates already, that i will send out the email tomorrow, and saturday we will discuss again.
got to go now
bye peeps.

♥ 11:54 PM

just got home not long, went to have waffles with winnie.
we wanted to do dinner together, but because of her damned data entry, we are not able to do dinner together.
and i waited for her 1 hour and 30 minutes~
long hor?
i almost fall asleep while i'm waiting for her

and i'm surprised that she did change a little after what i told her the other day :)
a little better than never. lol
anyway, met up with her in marina square, gave the present that belongs to her, her birthday present :)
and here we go for our waffles ^^V
she was telling me about her waffles stories. lol
it's always fun to listen what's she saying :)
guess not many people know what i mean
or rather no one know, only i know :)

she asked me what am i going to do this friday?
i said that i'm going to work, then going for a gathering.
how i wish i'm not going for the gathering, if not i'm able to watch iron man 2 on this coming friday! arghh~!
oh well, guess i'll pass that then -.-
what to do?
damm!
the gathering was set since last week, i die die also have to go
LOL
then she told me about the new excutive in HCD, he's single and very well-mannered
lol
and she said that the way how he is, makes the whole HCD feel that they are very violent etc.
then i said,"thought you are always very violent already?"
LOL
and her eyes stared super big at me O.O
LOL
she said that i want to die huh.lol
and here comes our food, she got tiramisu and i got the chocolate chips etc
the name of mine is damm long!
but anyway, it's her favourite too :)
so i shared mine with her, she can really eat a lot despite her small size -.-"
this time round, she paid for it.
well, because this time round i could not fight with her, due to something.
anyway, it's gonna be only this time :)

after we ate finished, she opened her present.
and asked me that why did i get this for her?
well, i told her that i know what you want, so i got this, and the thing that is on top of it, actually i also don't know whether you will like it, but i'm just using my guts feeling and get that for you.
and she just said,"orhh"
okay, she really like to use "orhh" to annoy me -_-"
after which, we head to the station

then i asked her,"so now you also use orhh to your colleagues huh?"
she said,"no, i only use it on you, to annoy you"
then i'm like orhh ok lor -_-"
and she keep laughing already
and the best part is, she asked me a question, and she answered by herself, and so i laughed at her! LOL
and before she board the train,i told her to message me when she reach home, and again, she said,"orhh" to annoy me -_-"
then she went in, and i go off.
indeed, she messaged me when she got home :)
as expected, she will reach home within 30 minutes.
damm! this shows how near she stays at! compared to mine :/

now she's in msn, but she's doing her damned report!
damm it!
so i told her that hope you will get it done soon and have an early rest
damm! she's going to the office early in the morning, earlier than the usual time she usually go in
and yet, she's still doing her damned report now!
she should be sleeping now already, if it's her usual time
but because of the damned report, she's not sleeping now but working now! damm!
hope she will get it done soon and rest early.
bye peeps, gonna rest now :)

♥ 10:56 PM

damm!new module so boring~~!
linn, saufy, cheryl and myself felt the same way! BORING
LOL
Prof is so boring. lol
is not the class boring, it's the way how he speaks make it super boring -.-
but anyway, all of us still like HRM. it's cool!
and the best part is i have to study LAW~!!!
LOL
LAW~!!
duh! i need to memorise some of the law -_-"
damm!
never mind! HRM is my favourite module, whatever it is, i will still study!!!!

yesterday, i went to ITE look for jonathan, he give me a lift to my school, as he's having his classes right oppsite NLB
lol
in the car, we were talking a lot of things, about the new class, this person that person who we know etc.
alot of things we were talking in the car
then he said that let's go for a drink then we go for our classes, i said okay lor
we went to SMU, Ice Cold B's
drank a little and ate the hotdog!
okay, the hotdog is damm NICE
able to compare with A&W ^^V
we talked a lot again
and he suddenly asked me,"so how's your love life?"
i was like, "jonathan you are very kpo hor?"
lol
so i told him about me and winnie has been going out ever since i left PPS
and he said that there is a high possibly that she likes me
hmm..actually i would not want to think much or far, so long both of us are happy with our current status, it's alright
whether does she like me or i like her, it doesn't matter, so long both of us are happy with what we are now, it's more than enough.
then he said that you live so far yet she wants you to accompany her to Tampines Ikea, it's damm bloody far for you lor
if she doesn't mean anything, why would she ask you to accompany when she knows you stay so far away?
then i'm like ya lor.. lol
but there is one thing i really don't like about her, and i did tell her indirectly when i met up with her on saturday
but i guess she won't change just because of what i said.
anyway, i got to sleep for awhile now
just ate my medicine, need to get some rest
then going to wake up like 3plus, do my online test -_-"
1st lesson of the module, i got test already :/
after that, going to meet winnie, maybe pick her up from the office and have dinner together
tomorrow back to work again ^^V
can't wait to go for work now!!

♥ 10:37 AM

tomorrow going back to work again :D
woo hoo!
hope everything goes well!
LOL
what can go wrong leh?
i also have no idea.
then tuesday back to class again
new module
HRM
Human Resource Management
LOL

i suddenly remember the conversation between me and winnie when we were on our way back to the station from Ikea, she asked me why not i do double major?
i was telling her that, yeah, i'm trying to do so, and i'm looking for different university whether is there any course that do double major, and of course, it must be my interest too.
and she said that even i'm not doing double major, there are schools that do one major and sub major.
yup, i also know.
LOL
she's really very concern about my studies or rather my future. :)
she asked me what course i'm taking, i told her about the university that i looked at, it's international hotel management and tourism management.

she gave me some of her suggestions.
good though
shall keep it in mind.

got to go.
working tomorrow

♥ 11:31 PM

just got home not long
went out with winnie, damm it!
wanted to watch Ip man 2, but the seats are not good :/
then finally got good seats, the time is like 11pm?!?!
bloody hell!
what's wrong people! can't you guys watch other shows?
LOL
okay, i'm one of them too :/

so i was msn-ing with her, i told her that before 11pm, either all sold out or the seats are not good, after 11pm, the seats are good and the tickets are still available
then she said that she do not want to watch that late
so i told her if she doesn't want to watch that late, we will pass it today
then i asked her, how?
she just SIGH super big to me
LOL
then i said that no need to sigh so big, if not you want me to acompany you to Ikea?
as she wanted to get something from there
then she said that, hehe if you want to
i told her i don't care la, you decide whether you want me to accompany you or not
then she said that i'm weird, why she's the one to decide for me, so i said that, just now i asked you a question, you asked me to decide, so now i ask you to decide for me if you want me to accompany you.

so she said that, ok, you shall go to Ikea then
LOL
so i went to Ikea with her, met up with her at city hall station, as usual, she's in the office.
damm!
i was telling her to quit her job, she just don't listen
LOL
so i waited for her around 20 minutes as usual, she's late -.-
after we met up, took the train to Tampines, and took the shuttle bus to Ikea
talked a lot while we took the train and shuttle bus
in the train, she was telling me a lot of stuffs what was going on for the past 2 weeks, likewise, me too, i was telling her what was going on for me for the past 2 weeks too
she was asking me about Marina Bay Sands too, she knew i was doing the sitmulation event
and she went to the zoo with jean & elaine when i'm doing the sitmulation :( damm!

and she still dare to tell me that she went with them last saturday!
the day i was in MBS, and it was the day she did ask me if i wanna go zoo
never mind, i already ask her to go zoo with me
then she asked me back, when do you want to go zoo again?
i said that it's you lor, not me, which saturday you are not going back to office?
and it's not again for me, it's again for you, because i did not go to zoo the other day!
LOL

so zoo trip is in the process. lol
after we reached Ikea, the first thing is we went to settle our dinner, lol
ate the meatballs and chicken wings ;)
we went to buy together, i was holding onto my wallet, then she said that i help you take your wallet first, because i'm holding onto the tray, she kept my wallet in her bag, and i knew that she would not want me to pay, indeed, she didn't want, but too bad, i still have my ways to pay for the food.
thanks to the family who wanted to sit at our place, i told her to go out and tell them, otherwise we won't have a place to sit. then i asked her for my wallet, instead giving mine, she took her's out and pass me the cash, then i just put my hand inside her bag and took my wallet out.
and i told her about FHA, told her this and that and she kept saying damm!
because i was telling her those are her favourite foods!
LOL

we ate finished and start doing the shopping.
haha!
it's damm funny, both of us were like shopping for our home -.-
looking for curtains and the quilt cover
in the end, in Ikea, we bought only the quilt cover, curtains did not really catch our eyes!
lol
okay, sounds like we are really living together -.-
no la!
is just that she asked me this and that, i said this and that
LOL
cause i've been to her place before, so i can give opinions too
then we went to Giant, i told her that i want to eat ice cream, and i was just telling shieh fang this morning, lol.
but the curtains she bought i like it too, and both of us like the same colour of the curtain, but too bad, she can't buy it, because her room needs 2 piece, but the one we saw only left 1 piece, then i suddenly tell her, my room only need 1 piece. lol
she's like arghh!
and said that, never mind la you buy the last one lor. LOL
anyway, we had a great day today.
got home late though
but it's alright
next week we are going out again
wednesday, and maybe on her birthday too, she just told me today, since we can't catch it this week, next week lor, then i said that, next week your birthday leh, then she said that, why leh?
birthday cannot watch movie meh? LOL
okok, listen to her better ar, if not she will turn violent to me
LOL
bye peeps, going to bed now
damm tired.

♥ 12:40 AM

going to blog before i go out
meeting winnie for movie
like finally we are meeting up again

damm funny yesterday night when both of us were messaging
if i'm not wrong, she fell asleep while we were messaging
then this morning msn
damm!
i said that she's one funny person, she said that she's not, she's fun loving person
LOL
yeah yeah yeah
agreed with her, she's fun loving person ar. lol

then yesterday night, i was messaging with salehan, fifi and amanda.
what the hell.
i messaged with so many people at 1 shot -.-

wanna watch Iron man 2, she said that either next week thursday or friday, with elaine too, unfortunately, both days i can't make it, cause i have plans already.
her birthday is around the corner ;)
going to get her present soon.
and will pass her next week, i guess
definitely will pass to her before her birthday anyway.

can't concentrate in blogging now, msn with my dearest friend! so long never msn with him already, both of us are just too busy la.

♥ 3:42 PM