okay, i'm here to blog again before i'm gone again. :xxxxx

HAHA

friday was my last day of work, and it caused everyone of us so so UNHAPPY
well, shall not talk about it man
everyone were rushing like hell. O.O"

that includes me
i guess none of you guys have seen me in this way man. :x

but still i'm lucky that most of it we had rush out le
maybe maybe maybe next week i'm gonna go back there to do some last touch up
i'm crossing my fingers ar, because i might be the only one to go back
it's so so pathetic okay.?

then after work, we were our way to City Hall, and it was so so unlucky okay?
it's being called as "UNLUCKY DAY" for us
because the train stopped at Outram due to something something
for what i remembered. -.-"
so we got off and cabb-ed down to City Hall
and the moment we got into the cab
Emily messaged me, the train resume-d le
wth lor. -.-"

wasted our $$
LOL

watched Transformer
ohmygoodness it was AWESOME
as in the actions were AWESOME
but the storyline still okay okay~~~

ohmygod, bumblebee is is SO cute when he can actually cried.?
HAHA

anyway, i'm gonna catch Transformer the 2nd time, only a few know why i'm going watch the 2nd time ar
shhh~~ it's a secret. :x
LOL
i think i'm abit crazy due to H1N1

here's the story go about H1N1
firstly, after the movie, we were our way back home
i saw Xiaowen , we took the train to Marina Bay and bounce-d back to our station
as we live-d very very near ar
we were keep talking and talking
and the she suddenly tell me, " oh ya, you remember that time you all come to see our performance? got 1 guy confirmed had H1N1 hor."
wth. -.-"
then she still said,"i still talk-ed to him and then talk-ed to you leh."
wa lao, she ar, like to scare people de lor. O.O"

then okay, never mind liao
then yesterday, yiliang call-ed me, tell me that in the Ycamp, got 1 guy kena H1N1
and this guy is actually Mingyi's friend
LOL
then Mingyi said she got talk-ed to him, then Huiling said, oh ya, you both still sleep so close
wa lao eh
where got so easy kena
even kena H1N1 won't die de lor, is just very hard to recover if i'm not wrong.

and mingyi is a girl with full of CURIOSITY
LOL

okay, i'm gonna start work tomorrow, meeting the girls to go work together, oh ya, and eric, but anyway, he is eric sister so consider him as a girl ar. :x
LOL

got to go, will blog again when i'm free
oh ya, JC girls, tomorrow start school le ar, don't forget our outing, most probably will be on saturday le. :D

♥ 11:24 AM

okay, this shall be a short post
but i bet it won't anyway -.-"

i started my work on Monday
after work went to CCK, met up with Tata, lucky Jas & Emily accompanied me
cause this idiot Tata, made me wait-ed for her SO SO LONG~~~~ :x

ate LJS

oh gosh, i'm seriously gonna faint soon. :x
due to over-working, i guess.?
i have to type out damm fast, due to my lappy. ( only Amanda knows what i means )

oh ya, before i forget, i'm joining Yconfi
huiling PS me. -.-
for the past few days, i'm at Komoko warehouse
oh my god, it was AWESOME!

it was so so FUN :D
it was like even much more fun fun fun then last year,
even though it's very very tiring. :x
even tiring then last year. O.O"

oh gosh, this will end on Friday
it will be our last day of working. T_T
i will miss the girls lor
oh gosh

it's so fun working with you girls. :D
there will have more chances in the future

during my working period, i was sms-ing with the Ycamp people, my other friends & my ITE friends
oh ya, before i forget, i'm gonna start work next week on Monday till July 9, at Swissotel
my working shift would be 7am to 3pm
it's gonna be the same everyday till July 9. :D

this means i have more time to go out. :x
as i did not really able to enjoy my holiday at all
except the part where i'm in camp
the rest of the days, i'm working & working & working

oh my god, i'm like workacholic hor.?
anyway, that's what everyone said to me. O.o
HAHA

oh my god, i can't wait for the BBQ!!
guys, be more quick quick quick, i'm seriously can't wait to see you all. :D

and i'm going to watch Transformer tomorrow. :D

and Huiling, you better study before you read my blog
SHOO SHOO SHOO
HAHA

my last day of work tomorrow,
guys we shall have BIG FUN tomorrow. O.O"
i'm like a kid ar.?

i think so. ><"

♥ 8:51 PM

Yo guys, i'm back

anyway, i'm really really very tired after the camp
but this camp is so so ROCKS ON.! :D

frankly speaking, so long there is Y-CAMP, i will always join so long my time allows me
i miss my friends and the beneficiaries already. T_T

i cried damm damm jialat while sending off them back home today.
not only me, others too
then, Lisa, Ming Yi, Hui Ting, Charlene and others came over to hug me
thanks guys

we were crying like mad
even though we barely know the beneficiaries only for 3days
this camp's purpose was to let them to have fun, and our responsibilities was to take care the beneficiaries

is a very meaningful voluntary work okay?
so please guys, if you do have time, do more voluntary work, you will then realise what is the meaning of the word, " Happiness"

i really love my group members
the 1st day, we were so so quiet, our leaders were cracking their brains to make us talk
they managed to do so

1st day
went for high elements
okay, i'm really really very serious, i'm really afraid of height. T_T
i did not manage to climb to the top of the rock climbing
but another high element, walk across the log, i did it.!
and i was blindfolded. T_T
do you know how scary was it?
even though you know there are people will save you when you falls
but it's still scary. T_T

after the high elements, have our dinner, and start our night games
is fun
i guess the people around the neighbourhood were wondering what we were doing. :x
haha
but it's fun, it's really really fun for the night game
after everything, went for de-brief till 11plus
then shower-ed
the queue was freaking LONG. -.-"

after shower-ed, guys & girls slept together in the hall
Nana slept with me due to, okay, somehow i forget the reason
my brain is not working now
Mingyi slept another side of me, i almost slap her, because she was really really sleeping very close to me
i'm the last who slept
around 2am i guess
i was msg-ing
lol

2nd day
woke up at 7plus, wash-ed up
had our breakfast
went to the CC to welcome our beneficiaries
we sang, we cheer-ed, we play-ed games

and and Gladys's buddy is so so so CUTE
her's buddy best friend is my buddy
her's buddy name is Ah Yong, mine buddy is Ah Peng
and Gladys should brush up her hokkien
haha

after the games we had, went for our lunch
then we start-ed our low element with them
DRAGON - BOATING
ohmygoodness, i don't know how to swim
but lucky our boat did not capsize
PHEW~~~
i taught my buddy how to row, etc
after the low element, we went for shower
as my buddy is a guy, thanks to Marvin help-ed me look after him while he is showering
yandao, Mingyi's buddy
both of us, the buddies were taken care by Marvin during the shower time :D

after that, we went for our shower.
then back to SHINES

had our lunch
after that, we have some games among us
after that, have our dinner, learnt a new dance
then supper, then prepare our beneficiaries to sleep
after that, we went for our de-brief
after that, we, the voluntaries, bath-ed again

after that, back to our room
2nd day, we were seperated to sleep
guys in the hall
girls in the classroom

Met up with Nana outside the classroom, as both of us the groups slept in different room
we were chit-chatting till 2am -.-"
everyone were sleeping soundly
both of us were talking about our buddies

after that went back to our own room and zzZz
but i did not zzZz
Mingyi was sleeping beside me again
haha
Huiling's buddy was sleeping another side of mine
i scare scare

then i keep moving to Mingyi's side, very very near
i really mean it
is really very near
Huiling more funny
she move-d downwards while sleeping
i guess-ed no one knows what i said
except those who slept around us

then i haven't zzZz, i was msg-ing
then somehow, i don't know how i fall asleep
i was facing Mingyi, and she was facing me -.-"

3rd day
woke up at 7plus
wash-ed up
ate breakfast
after that we start with our high elements
okay, i'm very very serious, i'm really really afraid of heights
thanks guys for supporting me :D

our beneficiaries had done a good job too
and we, the voluntaries had blisters on our hands, because we were doing the pulling system
only the YCAMP people know what it means

after that, shower-ed time again
thanks to Shi Yuan & Marvin again.

then so the handicraft thingy
we were doing our gateway
thanks to Vinna taught my buddy
then after the whole handicraft
went for our dinner
then follow-ed by CAMP FIRE

the whole camp fire was FUN & AWESOME
even though is not very very perfect
but when we see the beneficiaries were playing & dancing happily
we were happy too
everyone were dancing
queuing into lines turning round and round

then after the camp fire
went back to the hall have supper
after that, as usual, prepare-d the beneficiaries to sleep
then we,girls, went to our room and take our bathing stuffs to the court
because we need to de-brief again
the last night of de-brief ends at 2am
early hor?
after that, we went to shower
back to our room to put back the stuffs, something happened
won't be blogging about the matter, but overall, it's fine

met Nana outside the classroom
talk-ed awhile, then something happened again
Lisa, Huiling & myself had to do something
so i get Nana back to her room
3 of us did not sleep at all -.-"
we were taking care 1 of the buddies

i was msg-ing again
the whole night Lisa, Huiling, Mingyi and myself kept laughing, only 4 of us know the secret
haha

4th day
woke up 7am
as usual, wash-ed up & ate breakfast
doing something for our buddy
then send them off
ohgosh
everyone were crying like mad
i,myself too

thanks guys who hugg-ed me when i'm crying
we were standing in a big circle and arms over each others and start singing
my buddy was still with me at that point of time
he cried
and i cried even worse
thanks to Lisa, helped me wipe off my tears

after sent my buddy back, i cried even more
Gladys hugg-ed me
her buddy & my buddy are best friends

so we hugg-ed each other to support one another
then back to hall
do clean-up

after clean up, de-brief again
this time round my de-brief took 2hours
under HDB
as SHINES need to lock up
we were talking, giving feedbacks, etc

we said that next week we will meet out & have dinner together
our group are very bond-ed
i really really miss my group members now

after we seperate-d, meet up with Nana at the station
went for our lunch
KFC
oh gosh
i had 2 cups of medium drink
it was awesome
because for the past few days, i was drinking tap water. -.-"
no other drinks at all

so today i drank 2 cups of medium drinks. :D
after that, went home
pack-ed all the stuffs and now i'm here to blog
oh gosh i use-d 2hours to type this post out
i know is super super long
sorry guys

i'm working in another 7hours time
i got to go now
watching television now. :x
haha
not gonna sleep, i guess-ed
need to get over it the emotions of the camp. :x

bye guys

♥ 10:34 PM

today early morning went to the Bishan home
i actually reached Bishan home at 8am
-.-"
when i'm supposed to reach at 8.30am
haha
too early hor.?
went to meet up with Val & Shawn
then followed by the others too

hmmm...i got to know all of them
haha
they remember my name too ar
and you know what?
the whole gang of us, there is only 1 guy
1 and only guy
the rest are girls
haha
i got to know, Gladys, Huiling, Jasmine, Yimin and a few
i don't really know how to spell their name ar, so please pardon me. -.-
then after that, met up with Nana, have our lunch, etc.

tomorrow gonna go for my camp le
till sunday then will be back. =)
hope i will be save and and my partner is save too
because this camp's purpose is to take care the benies, etc.

okay, blog till here then
will update when i'm back from camp
byebye. :D :D :D :D :D :D

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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hmmm...last but not the least
i realised that actually if i'm in this way, i actually feel much more even happier then before
thanks guys, from my bottom of my heart
seriously, you guys had made me a purpose in my life, why i should stay happy and cheerful
and especially you, who made me changed a lot

thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you
thank you

i know for now, other than thank you, i can only say thank you
i will make my words. =)

♥ 8:41 PM

going for my camp real real soon.
thursday till sunday
monday gonna start work for F1
=)
i bet there will be a lot of fun and laughter

so so tire
got my things ready for the camp. =)

and and tomorrow gonna go for the visitation.
hope the camp everything will goes well.

monday monday monday = FUN TIME
haha
oh ya, haizal is working with us too. =)
oh man, FUN FUN FUN!!
i'm so so waiting for monday. =)

♥ 10:32 PM

what's wrong with the hotmail.?
damm it
end post

♥ 10:50 PM

i had changed my blogskin, added tagboard.
finally do all the things i wanna do for sometime.
do tag me if you guys visit my blog. thank you.
end post.

♥ 12:40 AM

reached home around 1am, and now i'm blogging
i'm so so tire
and i'm gonna wake up at 8am in another 6.5hours?
i think.?

[ saturday ]
woke up at 8am
do this and that
went out at 11am

and and i forgot bring my camera and the present out
oh gosh, how forgetful i am
p.s more & more forgetful.
sigh
haiz

then met up with my friend to have lunch
lol
the food was.
sigh
but still okay okay. :x

then went to Raffles city, walked walked
then after that met up with my classmates
going for the so-called training
anyway, it's cool
the only part is cool is that if we work morning shift, we actually need to call security cab
cut short to say, is a cab. -.-"

then after training, everyone split up
some went to Youth Park 1st
some went to MS

after MS, i met up with my friends again, go to the Youth Park, see XW's band performance
LOL
don't know which part she saw me then she suddenly smile to me, Stella was laughing, cause XW was funny. -.-"

then after her performance, we went behind to look for her
haha
lol
i'm not having fever la -.-"
dots
i'm having sore throat. ~.~

anyway, i'm not okay, and i ate Botak Jones, and now i'm getting worse
damm it
and you ar, i will always remember what you said to me at the Botak Jones ar, and and i can tell you ar, it won't happen
HAHA
too bad
wait long long to see ar. -.-"

- we are ghosts, we are ageless -
- do not do things you will regret for life -
- the pain you gonna go through is for life -
- just risk it if you really love him/her -
- i have never seen such a true love, powerful love -
- you forgive her because you do not angry with her -
- she blown my chance away, before i could do anything -
- so do not follow my footstep -
- i promised the next morning when you wake up, i'll be beside you, never leave you -
- give me one more chance, i will do even better -
- i love you -
- shall we dance? -

frankly speaking, i cried when i'm typing the above statements
not because someone hurts me or what
i cried because it really feel hurt, the hurt will be for life
i know i do have this hurt already

have you ever done something that you regret about it?
i do not have anything that i feel regretted, but why do people want to have it?
though we can't foresee the future, so long you know you have done your best, you won't feel regret
but still there are people choose to live in the regrets

were you given a chance?
before you could use the chance, the person had ruin it

do you know how helpless the person will feel?
do you know the person will be hurt?
do you know the person will do a lot of things to cover up the hurt she/he had it?
do you know the person will still choose to stand by you no matter what?
do you know the person is still willing to be your shadow?
do you know the person will still choose to protect you by all means?
do you know the person will do a lot of things just to see you smile?

many many of things the person will do just because of you only

this is life
people tend to hurt one another without his/her knowing
or even he/she might know

this is a process of life
getting hurt practically everyday by different people or worse still by the same person over and over again

the pain is on-going
the pain is forever
the pain is not gonna fade as time passes
the pain is a reminder

though it is a reminder, but still the person will still get hurt because the person would rather he/she get hurt rather then he/she hurts the others

i guess this is my another long post
i'll blog till here
i'm gonna mia
i'm not gonna update already

i feel so tiring to face the outside world
i feel so
i feel so
i feel so

it is very tire to get hurt over and over again
it's just like pouring salt over the wound
it's so much painful

dreads the worst
but
it had come true already.

bye guys.
sign off. 2.39am
A.O.Z.Y

♥ 1:36 AM

if by fulfilling the promises that you had made before, what makes you think that you can salvage the whole situation.?
what's the point of fulfilling the promises after i had chose this way?
this is life, there is no turn back already.
you once said that i chose this way because you did not say what you mean.
not only because of this, i chose this way
life is to move on, not to look back
before i chose this way, you said to me that no looking back
you are the one who taught me that in life, there is no turn back, but now you are the one who are doing things to make me turn back and look at you.

what's the point?
what's the point of doing things where i had said long long time ago?
when you could have actually done it earlier, but you chose not to.

my dear, what i can say to you now is that, though you may not be the one who hurt me the most, but still, you had stabbed me inside deep down in my heart.

to me, i won't turn back and look into my past
i may not be a 100% perfect person, but the least i know what i had done was, whatever i had promised you, i had done already and deep down you know how much i had gone through before i could fulfill it.
the process was tough, you know it well in your heart

do you know how hurt i am?
how pain i feel?

after all these, i chose to leave
yet you chose to hold on to the past, fulfilling the promises you once made for me
i'm not blind, i saw everything
but what do you want me to do?
you know that once i'm gone, i'm gone for good

if promises had done at that time, things would be different
but you chose to fulfill after i said my pieces out, why?
what's the point of saying sorry, when you keep repeating the same mistake?
i have been saying this sentence since long long time ago
but you still don't get it

what i can say now is that, no matter what you have done, is pointless
no point salvage a relationship after knowing that you can't commit into
don't you find that now, we are more like strangers already?
i don't dare to say i can 100% commit, but you saw my commitment in it
whatever i said i will do for you, i did
what about you?
and you are the one who don't trusted me 1st
i gave you all my trust, but you betrayed my trust

i had assured you my everything, but you?
my dear, focus on your studies now, don't do things that you had foresee the outcome.
no point
i won't be stepping back again
i'll move on
and i'm moving on now
i'm not holding to the past and in fact i had gotten over it already
so just stop everything whatever you are doing now

just move on
don't look back
you will find a better one.
i will give my blessings to you
for me, i will have my partner to love and care for me and share mine ups & down together

so you'll just move on.....do not look into the past.

♥ 2:05 AM

okay, it's time to think about the past again after listening the song
The Climb
a song that will makes people wondering~~~~
when i first heard this song, was actually before i went to watch the movie
i heard it from one of my friends, i find the lyrics very meaningful
subsequently, i love this song, no one knows
hmm....except one of my friends, who taught me this song
LOL

anyway, figure yourself for the answer why i like this song
i won't mention here, because it's a ~~~~~~~~ open secret ( to those who know )


[ Thursday ]
supposedly i should go school, but too sick to go
the see doctor, more ~~~
ate the medicine after seeing, then i started to get itchy -.-"
allergic to whatever whatever medicine
damm it
so unlucky

then doctor tell me not to eat the medicine le, so i only left with cough syrup. tsktsktsk ='(

then went to meet up with M.H, she accompanied me go see my dentist
haha
we were both talking craps, haha
secondary school stuffs ar.

then when reached the dental clinic, we were talking about drama show
lol
then after the dental, we head-ed back home. =)

actually i wanted to blog something, something really really very important to me, but i'm really really very serious, i forgot what is the something
shit
i will try to think what is it
will blog when i remember about it

anyway, seriously, i'm really really be super busy during my june holiday. tsktsktsk
got another friend to work le.
woo hoo~~~

nana, henry, eric and gerald chose AYG
so now only me, amanda, emily, chen hong working
still left 4 more slots
shall go school and ask others

♥ 11:53 PM

The Climb - Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreamin
But theres a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
lost with no direction
My faith is shakin

But I, I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my head held high

Theres always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an up-hill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
AndI, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,


There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

Yeah-yeah

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side
It's the climb

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith
Baby

It's all about
It's all about the climb
Keep your faith
Keep your faith

Whoa, O Whoa.

♥ 11:13 PM

i'm so so sick
Oh my god
i'm tire
and and hungry :x
i wanna sleep
but but cannot sleep
or rather, cannot sleep well throughout the night
have to rely on the medicine then can sleep. :x
it's bad to rely, okay?

today, went for the flag day
met up with jingyi, sue and her guy
after that, we went to ~~~~ CLEMENTI ITE
HAHA
a place where we know that we will get the donation for sure
HAHA
it's the truth
i got a lot of donations from there
jingyi went to her class and asked for donation
HAHA
bad sam, helped her donated never help me to donate. tsktsktsk
the after that, went down to CWP, meet up with Amanda do project, wanted to go town meet up with Nana, but i'm too sick to go, so we cancel it. psps -.-"

while doing the project, Amanda and jingyi were keep laughing at me, due to my voice
not my fault okay?
my voice changed not i want de lor. -.-"
anyway, both of them said that my voice was so so DIFFERENT
but what to do?
sick patient is like that okay?
sick patient wins

just hope i will get well soon
1st time i sick till my voice changed
at night also cannot sleep well
haiz
sigh

got to go
blog till here then
tomorrow school

♥ 9:04 PM

ok i'm back to blog after MIA OF 2 days?
i think so

[ Monday ]
i do not have school, but i have a mock interview
overall, the mock interview was okay, and i got to have 2nd mock interview with Paul again

after the interview, both of us had a talk, almost half an hour, i'm the longest person who talked to him
well, i guess he know what i'm thinking, and i know what to do
seriously, though a lot of my classmates do not like him, some even find him very ~~~ bla bla
but to me, he is a good lecturer, though he nag nag and talk super slow and long, but he is still a good sir
during the half an hour talk, we talked a lot
a lot of things, i do not know that he actually know about this
but he keep to himself, not telling people about this

i seriously have no idea why there are people who do not keep things to themselves
not only i'm saying about celeste, but practically to everyone, why people do not keep things to themselves?
things should not meant to be say out, so please for god's sake people. just keep your mouth shut.

seriously, i mean it, Paul really thinks the same as what i'm thinking

[ Tuesday ]
went out for the whole day
oh gosh so so TIRE
message with my wife the whole morning, haha
then just now was messaging with her too
LOL
she said that i made her weird, but i think is that she made me weird 1st before i let her feel so. :x

HAHA
well, we are kinda of being attached together, reasons were unknown.
she don't know i also don't know
lol

well, i got to go le, shall blog to here then
i'm so sick
and tire
going to sleep now
tomorrow is another long day for me. =)

♥ 9:18 PM

working today was so so super tire
i don't know why
not only i feel tire, M.H also feel tire
maybe due to no no PEOPLE
that's why we feel this way

anyway, my whole day was slacking, slacking and slacking. :x

and i brought a lot of things back home.
dots
M.H did not bring much hor. :x

on the way back home, in the train, we took a number of photos, but but
i won't upload in here 1st
cause cause M.H banned me to upload
HAHA
i will upload in facebook then. =p

tomorrow gonna have a mock interview with Paul, well, i don't think he will take a long long time hor
i pray hard man

♥ 11:35 PM

i'm so so tire.
today is such a bad day for me man
hmm ermm.... M.H too ar. :x
the place where both of us were working at
OH MY GOD
is in a SUPER BIG MESS
and i helped M.H to pack everything. :x
M.H know nothing at all.
DOTS. =p

anyway, whole day was still okay, though screwed up at some parts.
we had KFC as our lunch
after that i brought her to the delivery deparment, saw May at there
her hair longer le wor
Y.L wasn't there
May still asked me," you got contact Y.L?'
then i said that we both still contacting each other.

then after that both of us went back to work again
Lydia and Juan came to find me, HAHA
they drank a lot lor. -.-"

it's a nice drink anyway.
then off they go
then after work, M.H & i slowly walked to station, half way walking, i saw Lydia and Juan, they were sitting down
and i asked them why they were sitting down?
the reason they gave me was super LAME okay?
because their legs were tire.
DOTS
then 4 of us walked to station together

had laughter, etc
then we took the train to Marina Bay
Lydia and Juan alight at Raffles Place
while M.H and i train-ed to Marina Bay and bounce back
got sits. ^^V
our legs are tire okay? :x

we were talking and talking and talking, none stop lor
M.H was listening to my MP3
many many english songs, just updated inside yesterday, i think?

both of us were listening and talking
talk a lot a lot of things. ^^V

a lot okay, i seriously mean it
haha
and she knows what i mean
we were talking craps, i think.? :xxxxxxx

then she alight 1st
then followed by me
after my dinner and shower, and i'm here to blog., =)
oh ya, M.H helped me printed my MPC project out
Lucky... PHEW~~~~
my printer went CRAZY
i seriously mean it.
GONE CRAZY

so M.H waited for me to send the files and helped me printed it out
and now M.H is sleeping, oh my god
i'm very bad hor, M.H waited for me just to send to the files and help me printed it out then go sleep. :x

i'm such a bad person
well, i know that. :x
everyone say i'm bad. :x
DIAO...... -.-"

going off le, gonna work tomorrow again
will be printing the stuffs i need again
oh gosh
when will i stop printing printing?
LOL
paper and printer is my BANE.
DOTS -.-"""""""""""""""""""""""

byebye

♥ 12:07 AM

Okay, i'm back to blogging again.
actually i do not want to blog, but since i'm free now
if not tomorrow i will be super busy
HAHA
tomorrow i'm gonna work at Suntec with M.H
haha
i'm her " BOSS " tomorrow, my boss told me to guide her the way
anyway, tomorrow is an easy job. :D

today had a super short day
went to school till 12pm
Amanda and i went to Batok Mac and do the project
i cut she paste
we were laughing all the way, because she said," this is my 1st time in my life i used so many glue." -.-
then i told her," this is my 1st time that i keep cutting paper without stopping at all." :x
HAHA

we were in the Mac, keep cutting and pasting.
people were looking at us.
Pai seh hor

do till 2.40pm, we went to watch movie
Hannah Montana
oh my god
NICE SHOW
throughout the movie, Amanda and i were talking
we were saying this and that
seriously, this movie is very meaningful

and songs are NICE
after watching this show, it will make you think a lot
because i myself had think a lot a lot.

then after the movie, we went to Lot 1
bought my shirt, well, Amanda got hers too
and this idiot AMANDA P N G forced me buy another colour, because she got the colour that i want
and she keep nagging, in the end, i got the pink colour while she got the white colour
mine and hers is totally the same shirt, only different colour
oh, i got 2 shirts for myself
as for her, she got a shirt and 2 *, shh~~ it's a secret, i think she will feel pai seh if i announce what she had bought the 2 *
then after that, we went home
i went for my jog as usual
4 days never jog, i feel so so WEIRD

anyway, blog till here then.
if tomorrow free, will update again. =)

♥ 8:40 PM

i'm back to blogging again, before i'm gonna MIA.
lol. :x

okay, 1st, i'm gonna write about what i'm gonna do in June holiday.
13 June: Training in Fairmont, then gonna meet Lydia they all.
17 June to 21 June: Going for my camp. NYAA
22 June to 26 June: Going back to school for idelite. :x then followed by night shift work.
27 June to 8 July: Everyday work. :x
9 July: GO BACK SCHOOL.!

So i do not have holiday at all.
aww man.....!
what a busy life i am having now. :x
DOTS.....

okay shall back to my normal blogging le.

[ Wednesday ]
ended school around 2plus, wanna do project, but something went wrong again so cannot do
Amanda went back home, while Nana, Steve, Henry and me went to Bugis to have our lunch.
the worse baked rice i ever have.
shall not talk about it, wil just spoilt my mood.

then we went to Holland V, have our ICE-CREAM
i did not eat as i just ate on Monday
Steve and Nana ate only
then off Steve go, he need to tighten his braces ( oh gosh, it's gonna be my turn soon, haiz )

then we walked walked & see see, then we slowly walked back to station.
HENRY ALMOST KILLED ME. :x
shall not talk much about this, when i thought of this, i don't know should i laugh or what.
DOTS..
practically, everyone know what happened on that day.

and everyone headed back home after that.

[ Thursday ]
ended school around 2.30pm
anyway, is just another long and boring day.
i slept in class, Phuay Wei was in front of me, and my sir can't see me
haha
slept so soundly, when i woke up, Amanda still said that i'm the 1st one who fall asleep while sir was talking. -.-"
sorry la, i'm tired la, super super tired lor.

then after that, had our lunch, till 1plus, backed to class, talk cock then finished school
DOTS

Amanda, Nana, Sam & Tata came to my house, sam and tata ate and sleep
while nana, amanda and me were doing our project
we can really die due to projects lor
SIAN
but it's gonna over soon
=)

then after that, sam, tata & amanda went home
brought nana to have dinner
then after that she went back

my eyes pain
shit
type till here then
tomorrow gonna continue do projects.
Hope tomorrow will be able to finish everything. :D

♥ 9:14 PM

i'm now blogging again
seriously i do not have the mood to blog at all, but i still.........
so i won't blog much about today, i will just leave the lyrics here, this song is really very meaningful, if you were given a chance again, how will you make use of the chance?
once it passed, you can never catch it back.

[ After A Kiss ]
Here we are on different sides of the fence
These angry words just don’t make any sense
It doesn’t really matter, whose right or wrong
I’d rather hold you than argue all night long

I’m gonna walk out that door
And walk right back in
Straight to your arms, start all over again
‘Cause you and I know our love’s bigger than this
Let’s talk about it, after a kiss

Funny how it seems we hurt the ones we love
Tell me now that you agree we’ve said enough
Baby, we were laughing an hour ago
Can we back up and make up and let it go

I’m gonna walk out that door
And walk right back in
Straight to your arms, start all over again
‘Cause you and I know our love’s bigger than this
Let’s talk about it, after a kiss

It doesn’t take much to turn this around
If we both know our hearts are in it
Baby, your touch has never let me down
So wait right here just a minute

I’m gonna walk out that door
And walk right back in
Straight to your arms, start all over again
‘Cause you and I know our love’s bigger than this
Let’s talk about it, after a kiss



things were meant to be, then let it be
frankly speaking, i want to cry out loud, but my tears had dried up
7 years ago, i already forget how to smile and how to cry.

seriously, i'm just.

♥ 11:53 PM

Okay, shall start off with yesterday. =)
Went for the wedding dinner, met up with Jas, Junwei & June
Then slowly walked to Grand Park City Hall Hotel.
Okay, we were kinda of dumb ar while walking to the hotel, i still remember i just walked past on Saturday. But when comes to yesterday, i actually forgot how to walk. -.-"

But lucky JunWei knows how to walk to there.
LOL
Okay, when we reached there, OH MY GOD, we were kinda of early ar. --.-"
but it's 7.30pm le lor
so by right is late already ar.
then we were at the cocktail reception drinking and talking, you know de ar, we were secondary school friends ma, so we got so so many things to talk especially we were like 2-3years never see each other lor. :x

we took pictures.=)
kinda of a lot during the cocktail reception

then we sit in, we sat so so near the screen, see the whole process of the wedding we saw it so so early, and it's so sweet.

anyway, she's very sweet with her husband
i think it's been a long time that i did not see her already. =)
and she's getting more and more prettier
we had said that 1 day we will arrange another outing for us only
haha

overall, the wedding is sweet and okay. =)

today
boring day. -.-
do project till 3pm
damm tiring, keep facing the laptop
then halfway, went to Holland V.
Need to see some project information, and and we went to eat Cold Rock. =)

After school, went to Westmall
Do project again -.-
we went to the Popular buy this and that, then go to the library
okay, our legs were so so so NUMB. -.-
then wanted to print out the menus, but the printing shop doesn't have our fonts so i brought it back to print it out. =)

tomorrow will update more then. :D

♥ 9:00 PM