yeah i'm losing myself again, i don't know why.
everyone are telling me the same thing for the past few days, guys i know you all are very concern about me, i'm really very appreciated about it.
really, i know you guys are being well, nevertheless, i know that what you guys had said is the truth too, but i'm just stucked in it, i don't know why.
never ever in my life, i'm stucked with this, i thought it would not happen on me, but it turned out not to be, it happened.
neither do i want nor i've expected.
for the past 1 week, the facebook status keep changing, what does it mean?
another confused case?or just another similar case that happened before?
or just need time to calm down to accept this fact?
or just need time to handle this matter well?
i guess neither one of it.
do you think it's fair? well, i don't think so, it's unfair for me, i have the right to know the truth, but you chose not to tell me the truth and hide away from it.
i thought you are different from the others, but it turned out that you are one of them who cannot be true to yourself.
at least i'm certain with myself, i know my stand, it seems like you do not know what's your stand or rather, you don't even know what you want.
this is one to one thingy, why do you want to make it so complicated?
seriously, i really have no idea.
you are making me like a fool or rather i'm making a fool in front of you.
i'm sad is because the way how you handle this matter, is not about the others, you chose not to tell me the truth when you jolly well know that what i want is the truth, not lies.
if you want to go in your own way, fine, i will follow you then.