It's quite sometime i update my blog, well, i guess this would be going to be another long post then.
Recently, i watched a DVD, The Secret. The book is a nice book to read, no doubt the DVD is awesome too. DVD would be better compared to the book, because it's all by the real people and they talked about it, book is dead, you can't really feel it.
The Secret, it's al about what do you want your life to be, do you want your life to be what you want or people are telling you how your life should be? Example, your parents told you that you should be this or that in the future, you should get marry with a man that they are approve with and they feel you are able to rely on for life.
Or your friends are telling you that hey you are doing it in the wrong way, should be another way.
These are instructions that are given to you by your family and friends, are you gonna follow what they tell you? Or are you going with your way?
To me, i will go with my way, who cares they think my way is wrong?
You live once only, why would you want to lead a life that people are telling you to do so?
Why would you want to have so many burdens on you?
Just lead a life you want, you will feel how carefree are you, no doubt it's tough to live the way you want, but be positive and think the life you yearn for, eventually you will be able to attain it. It's all about matter of time.
I always lead a life i want, but there are times whereby i hold back, because i have my burdens to carry, no doubt that wherever i am, the burdens are going to follow me, now, it's just a matter how i'm going to see my burdens are, are my burdens gonna help me or going to pull me down?
Now i can say, my burdens are going to remind me every single time, and it's going to help me in order not to make the same mistakes again.
Everyone has it's own past, a past where we doesn't want others to know about it.
But what's wrong with people knowing about it? I see no wrong, it's your past, you can't change it, doesn't mean you are going to live like how your past was.
It's your past no matter what, no matter how much you want to change or erase it, you just can't do so.
I'm going to lead a life that i want how my life to be, i am my writer of my own life, i create my life into a way i want to be, i'm not going to let the burdens to hold me back anymore, the burdens are going to be the reminders not to make the same mistakes again.
Be yourself, be true to yourself, and you will know what you want.
I'm glad that till today, the only regret i had is..
one and only, i'm not gonna let it happen anymore.