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don't rely on me.
i'm your soul.



A.O.Z.Y does not belong to here
no one can understand me, so don't bother to understand me then.
I'm utterly dead, and won't be revive.
no one is here to save.

Desires

tops & bottoms
HP


hearts talking.



alternative exits.

Amanda
nana :D
my friend
my puppy

my days, not yours.

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

messaging with salehan, yesterday he suddenly called me while i'm on my way home with amanda, talked for awhile and we end the conversation.
now, i'm also messaging with him, well, i really can say is that, out of my guys friend, he's the only guy i know i can turn to when i know i'm not myself.
he know what i mean, thanks for lending your ears to me whenever i need.
and i trust you a lot, because you do not tell anybody about my things that i told you.

i seriously HATE people telling my things around,
example, i tell this person about this and that, this person can tell others about my things.
she/he can tell her/his GF/BF, can tell her/his family, tell his/her friends.
i seriously don't understand at all.
can't the people understand, i tell you is because i trust you that's why i tell you.
isn't it fucking easy to understand? to differeniate whether is this can be shared or not?
or is it just too hard to understand?

anyway, i won't tell anyone about my stuffs anymore, except winnie, amanda, salehan, C.Y and mirror. currently, they are the only ones i really can trust.
well, i know a lot people will ask why winnie?
i only know her like 6 months? or maybe even lesser. lol
as you know, we do not always talk to each other in the hotel etc.
well, not much people know why i can trust her,only amanda and C.Y know the reason behind it.

oh ya, a sudden thought, i dyed my hair already :)

saturday going out, next saturday also going out. so which saturday i'm not going out?


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