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sometimes, you just need to do something to show your actions/appreciations.
but there are times, whereby people choose not to do anything, to show that you are grateful for it etc.
but why are there people don't appreciate for it or thankful for it?
and taking everything for granted?
people always hang this sentence on the mouth,"don't take things for granted, be grateful for everything"
is there anyone really able to do it?
sometimes i felt lost, not lost as in i lost my way what i'm doing or whatever.
i felt lost seeing human beings for what are they.
life is like a vicious cycle?
is it?
it depends on how people define it.
the other day, there is a guest ask me," do you like the place you are working now?"
instead answering him, i asked him back a question," how do you define like?"
i told him that i like what i'm doing now, but not the place.
and i'm so glad i met him just before the day he's going off.
nice meeting you, Bruce. :)
everyone know i'm leaving the place soon, and everyone were telling me this same sentence everyday whenever they see me,"anson i know you are going to miss us right?"
i don't deny i really made a lot of friends during my internship, we had ups and downs together, we had an outing whenever we could make it, we had funs during work.
but frankly speaking, who won't feel sad when you know you have to leave the place?
well, i can say i'm not sad at all. Instead feeling a little of saddness, how i wish i could even finish my internship right now, i really mean it. NOW.
when i know my last day is reaching, i felt relieved, not because i know i had successfully fufilled the attachment i'm supposed to, but because i know i'm leaving the place already.
to make me continue stay on to a place, it's hard,if i were to in PPS, it won't be in F&B department anymore. but if i don't want to stay in any departments in PPS, is also only 1 reason. because of. ( for me to know and for you to find out )
i really hope to continue whatever we are now.
can i? or rather, can we?
it's a question mark.
it's not all about love only.
okay, have to head to my bed now, it's time to get some sleep.
hope you are sleeping well too.
good night to everyone. :)