sometime using force it won't help the matter but it might turn out even worse
these few days, i've been thinking over 1 matter, really very grateful to jonathan, he talked to me a lot when he's driving me back.
and he told me a lot of things vice verse, me too
paul has been looking for me the past few days, i did not return calls or reply his messages
sorry
i have nothing to say
other than we have to go back on the 18th January for some thingy, don't think so i'm able to make it, but promise to get back to amanda again to confirm if i'm going or not.
today work was kinda of. sigh. shall not talk much about it.
tomorrow even worse, gonna have trainee meeting -.-
having ups & downs now
winnie came to find me today, asking me am i going for the meeting?
then i said,"can i don't go?i'm really very tire and it's ending so late"
she said that i have to go and she must see me tomorrow, then i said to her that never mind i will just forget about that there's gonna have this meeting
and and thanks to Jonah! -.-"
she told winnie that don't worry, i will help you remind her -.-"
okay, everyone win already, i lost -.-
she even said that if i'm not going she's going to call paul
and i told her that oh, i have not been answering his calls and never go back see him and last but not the least, i also never reply his messages.
she's speechless after hearing what i told her =/
guess she's real shocked that i'm actually doing this
anyway, i have my reasons why i'm doing this
even amanda knows why before i told her why
she just know me too well though we are friends like only 2years?
i think?
okay, i'm having ups & downs now
not really in my right mind to think now.
she's gone.