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don't rely on me.
i'm your soul.



A.O.Z.Y does not belong to here
no one can understand me, so don't bother to understand me then.
I'm utterly dead, and won't be revive.
no one is here to save.

Desires

tops & bottoms
HP


hearts talking.



alternative exits.

Amanda
nana :D
my friend
my puppy

my days, not yours.

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thank you.

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Thursday, October 8, 2009

when i'm lost, you will find me
when i'm down, you will cheer me up

i chose not to let you see my blog, because i know that in my blog, i can type everything how i feel.
if i did not block you, i could not type all these put, because i know that after you read it, you will type inside your blog and kinda of replying me

but what's the point?
i went to facebook just now, saw your boyfriend leave a message to you
and i'm reminded of that you have a boyfriend

no matter how much i had done for you, you will not choose to be with me
no matter how much i like you, you will still remain the same
no matter how hard i tried, you will still be together with your boyfriend and able to stay strong and last long

do you know that i really love you for real?
i'm not faking etc
i do not want myself to become like this
because i know that no matter what, you will not be together with me

renetta is back to her girlfriend who cheated her before
this reminded of me whether should i get back to my grilfriend too, who cheated me once
but i know that now i can't get back together with her because i'm loving you

i really love you but i know i have to let you go
i wil try my best to let you go
i hope i can.


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