fool me once, shame on you, shame me twice, shame on me
this sentence has been constantly appearing in my mind
one day, two day, three day.....
continuously, repeating days
causing my head to be so pain and spinning like hell
i'm getting quiet and quieter as days pass
why?
i don't know
i don't know
why does it hurt so so much?
this hurt is even worse than my <3 had given me before
why?
apparently, everything are false
the feeling of trust, i can't find it anymore
not in my body and not in my heart
i'm idiot, i'm dumb, i'm stupid
thanks
perhaps you are right, it's hard
perhaps i'm wrong, it's easy
this is what i thought at first, it is easy
but it turns out not to be
is it really very hard?
ya i think so
sometimes, i would asked myself, is it hard?
or is it really unable to do so?
i did try my best before
but it turns out to be a hurtful memory
so ya.
i guess, i'm just gonna hide myself up.
so ya
thanks once again
for pushing me back to the edge leaving me all alone behind facing the dark again.
nothing can salvage the mess you had create, so ya
just say bye bye if you have the courage to do it