<3 is an illusion

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don't rely on me.

A.O.Z.Y does not belong to here
no one can understand me, so don't bother to understand me then.
I'm utterly dead, and won't be revive.
no one is here to save.

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Amanda
nana :D
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my puppy

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

it took me so long man
but i chose to smile in the end
because i don't feel anything now
no matter what you said or what you did

smile because you once cherished it
cry because you once had it

well, i'm so happy with myself because i actually did it
it took such a long time before i realised it
but i did it
if i'm able to do it, you guys will be able to do it too.

i smile now because i know
i smile because i don't feel it already
i smile because i know i have...

well, now i will smile because i got myself back to the very 1st time i was

anyway, i'm so relieved now
i've never felt this way before till today.

thank you for the things you had done. ( even though you did not do much, i think? LOL )

♥ 11:01 PM