i'm really trying very hard to do the best i can do, but it seem so hard?
why? i don't understand
many many things are getting out of control
seriously, it took me 1 year before i realised you are a bitch
am i stupid or dumb?
maybe i'm both
i do not like myself at times, as i'm really dumb in seeing people
thanks to wawa & monsterhl today messaged with me, i do feel better, even though i'm still~~
to her, ( my friend only not gf ar ), you always say i'm dumb, hmm, i guess till now you are the only who always say i'm dumb/stupid/idiot
i know you say like that is because you are afraid i'm * again
that's why you are protecting me whenever i tell you this & that
as in telling me not to ~~~~
i know i know
why human beings are fakers.?
promises are meant to be broken and trust are meant to destroy by people
i always wonder why i have to keep my promises when people always break the promises?
well, i guess this is life isn't it?
there are people tend to break while there are people tend to keep
well, then can i be the person who break promises rather than keeping it?
it hurts so MUCH, if you are keeping to your promise.
well, i have something to write, but i forgot what is the thing.
i wil write if i remember.