reached home around 1am, and now i'm blogging
i'm so so tire
and i'm gonna wake up at 8am in another 6.5hours?
i think.?
[ saturday ]
woke up at 8am
do this and that
went out at 11am
and and i forgot bring my camera and the present out
oh gosh, how forgetful i am
p.s more & more forgetful.
sigh
haiz
then met up with my friend to have lunch
lol
the food was.
sigh
but still okay okay. :x
then went to Raffles city, walked walked
then after that met up with my classmates
going for the so-called training
anyway, it's cool
the only part is cool is that if we work morning shift, we actually need to call security cab
cut short to say, is a cab. -.-"
then after training, everyone split up
some went to Youth Park 1st
some went to MS
after MS, i met up with my friends again, go to the Youth Park, see XW's band performance
LOL
don't know which part she saw me then she suddenly smile to me, Stella was laughing, cause XW was funny. -.-"
then after her performance, we went behind to look for her
haha
lol
i'm not having fever la -.-"
dots
i'm having sore throat. ~.~
anyway, i'm not okay, and i ate Botak Jones, and now i'm getting worse
damm it
and you ar, i will always remember what you said to me at the Botak Jones ar, and and i can tell you ar, it won't happen
HAHA
too bad
wait long long to see ar. -.-"
- we are ghosts, we are ageless -
- do not do things you will regret for life -
- the pain you gonna go through is for life -
- just risk it if you really love him/her -
- i have never seen such a true love, powerful love -
- you forgive her because you do not angry with her -
- she blown my chance away, before i could do anything -
- so do not follow my footstep -
- i promised the next morning when you wake up, i'll be beside you, never leave you -
- give me one more chance, i will do even better -
- i love you -
- shall we dance? -
frankly speaking, i cried when i'm typing the above statements
not because someone hurts me or what
i cried because it really feel hurt, the hurt will be for life
i know i do have this hurt already
have you ever done something that you regret about it?
i do not have anything that i feel regretted, but why do people want to have it?
though we can't foresee the future, so long you know you have done your best, you won't feel regret
but still there are people choose to live in the regrets
were you given a chance?
before you could use the chance, the person had ruin it
do you know how helpless the person will feel?
do you know the person will be hurt?
do you know the person will do a lot of things to cover up the hurt she/he had it?
do you know the person will still choose to stand by you no matter what?
do you know the person is still willing to be your shadow?
do you know the person will still choose to protect you by all means?
do you know the person will do a lot of things just to see you smile?
many many of things the person will do just because of you only
this is life
people tend to hurt one another without his/her knowing
or even he/she might know
this is a process of life
getting hurt practically everyday by different people or worse still by the same person over and over again
the pain is on-going
the pain is forever
the pain is not gonna fade as time passes
the pain is a reminder
though it is a reminder, but still the person will still get hurt because the person would rather he/she get hurt rather then he/she hurts the others
i guess this is my another long post
i'll blog till here
i'm gonna mia
i'm not gonna update already
i feel so tiring to face the outside world
i feel so
i feel so
i feel so
it is very tire to get hurt over and over again
it's just like pouring salt over the wound
it's so much painful
dreads the worst
but
it had come true already.
bye guys.
sign off. 2.39am
A.O.Z.Y