FUCK UP mood, due to.
sigh.

i'm really really very down.
but i won't seek die.
i'm not as stupid as in the past.

If you're mad with someone and nobody's there to fix the situation...
You fix it. Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend.. And if u don't fix it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you're in love with somebody, but that person doesn't know...
tell her/him. Maybe today, that person is also in love with you. And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late.

If you still love a person that you think has forgotten you...
tell her/him. Maybe that person has always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today, tomorrow can be too late..

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it...
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends who you appreciate.. .
Tell them. Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them....
Do it. Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today, and then tomorrow can be too late.


Everything is just too late.
What's the point of saying "Sorry" over and over again when you keep repeating the mistake?
sigh.
seriously, i don't think there is a need to say sorry to me, as i find that you are not sincere at all.
so might as well, don't talk to me.
because i do not want to talk to you already.
you are a hypocrite.

my heart breaks.
a broken heart is like a broken mirror
even manage to mend, there will still have cracks on it
so let it be
will it recover, is still a question for myself
i'm utterly hurt by you, i'm utterly disappointed with you
my heart utterly utterly utterly utterly breaks.

to think it would be you who hurt me
i had never think of it
you know how hurts to let me know the truth is you
i need time to digest this reality

whatever you had tried to salvage this situation, i can tell you, is no use.
this hurt will just gonna stay with me forever
there's a saying :" let's share everything, be it good or bad"

well, i guess you would never think you are the one.
because you don't even know who i am saying now
i'm saying in here, because i feel i want to let you know how hurt i am.

seriously, i had never think that will be you who gonna hurt me the most.
i'm really utterly disappointed with you, or rather myself, maybe as your friend, i'm still not good enough for you.

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