"ohayo.hmms you fine.?o.o"

10:30:41am replied
"I tink so. Y sae so?"

In between she came in to the room, I'm busy copying notes, she sat alone behind on the sofa. I did not talk to her, not even a word or sentence and never take a look at her. I turned back and she went off without my knowing, i felt guilty.

10:51:00am received
"ooh cause you like weird weird and treating me coldly.izzit true or me tinking too much.?"

10:55:46am replied
"Nt true, no worries, i wont treat u cold cold de, in wat way i'm weird?jux nw i turn back wan2 look for u, but u went back to amber alr"

10:58:41am received
"just weird weird.btw me didnt went back to amber,went th staircase at tr cause felt sho out of place"

This is what I received in the morning from her.

I'm so sorry if you are feeling in this way, I did not expect that you would actually receive this kind of feeling from me, i would not want to hurt you in any ways or what. That's include me, i hope that in the end I'm not the one who hurts you, i would rather you hurt me then i hurt you, because if I'm hurting you, i would feel more hurt X countless times of your hurts.

I really hope that I'm not hurting you in any ways, if i do, i will disappear from your life.
You are the last person that i won't want to see you get hurt. (by me or others)

During NYAA meeting, you're tired, i asked you to lean for awhile to rest.
You leaned on my shoulder, i asked you,"did i really treat you very cold?"
You just nodded.
And did not say much.
And i just kept quiet.

My heart is hurt, because i really did not expect I'm the one who let you have this kind of feeling. And you look hurt.


I really don't know that you would received this kind of feeling.
I'm sincerely SORRY
I didn't mean it in anyway.