Let me say a story to everyone,
This story starts on Aug 15 and ended on April 25, total of 8 months & 10 days of simple & pure happiness that everyone yearn for it.
It started at 2004 June hoilday, how a girl slowly fell in love with another girl though she knows that they are impossible in the 1st place, at least this is what the girl thinks 1st.
But as days slowly pass, the girl slowly changed her mind, realised that nothing is impossible on this earth.

2004
JUNE
18 - the girl undergo a really very big changes in her whole life, supposingly till now i think
24- 4 days right after the change she made, she ask the girl out, the girl agreed, this was the 1st time that the 2 girls go out together without any others friends (they really feel very happy at that moment)

JULY
School reopens, which means these 2 girls are not able to meet up as often as they want to, due to the tons of school work
1st week of the saturday, the girl asked her out again for a movie, and she agreed, the girl was so happy about it, because this is their 1st time to watch a movie together without others.
15- the girl told her,"hmm, i think i had fall in love with you, will you allow me to woo you?"
She was shocked, stunned and unable to reply her immediately, when her mind is back to her again, she said,"yes". The girl knew that eventually she will be able to be together with her, but is just a matter of time when it will come true.
20- the girl asked her out, to have lunch together, the girl gave her a box of chocolates (a normal box that consist of different types of chocolates) as the girl knows that she love to eat it alot, even though she will not grow fat no matter how much she ate.
27- the girl asked her out, this time is another way round, she asked, "do you want to go sing k?" Of course she said "YES" because this is her 1st time asking her out, not the usual one who plan the outing.

AUGUST
12- the girl asked her out to watch a movie again, and august, is a big big month for the girl.
17- she asked her out again, surprised her with a bouquet of Rochers chocolates & a sketchbook (drawings of her different smile that the girl saw) as her birthday present, she is over the moon.
20- they went out again, to have dinner and they had deserts at Anderson's, this was when the 1st time that the girl could pay for her, because she is unable to get the bill from the waitress.
28- they went for shopping at Bugis, this was the 1st time that the girl could help her carry the things she bought even though she is not the one who paying, but by carrying her stuffs she felt very happy too.

SEPTEMBER
26- after a long long time of never meet up, due to the exams that both of them are having in the same month, they decided to come out to relax, and they went to east coast park to look at the sea and blow the wind (though the sea is super not CLEAN)

OCTOBER
15- they went to have a stroll at Pasir Ris park, even though there are alot of people
27- the girl waited at her house downstairs to surprise her with chocolates again, she feel that it's very sweet to give her surprise at times

NOVEMBER - DECEMBER
Holiday starts, which means they have more time to be together, even though they do not have much money at that time to go out everyday, but both of them will always make it a point to talk on the phone in the night before they go to bed, even just a second they hang up, before they sleep, they will message to each other to say that "i'm now going to bed, you sleep early too, baby"

2005
JANUARY
School starts but not much big changes between the 2 of them
21- the girl's big day, the girl gave her a present, a very meaningful present that she herself never expect from her, she was very very very HAPPY

FEB - JUNE
Both of them still went out as often as they can, regardless after school or during the weekend, and as usual, the girl will always surprise her out of nowhere, and once she almost got beaten by her, because she thought the person is a stalker but not her, but luckily, nothing happened to the girl, because she dodged very fast =)
(as this story is very long, i tried to cut short already, but it seems no difference)

JULY - DEC
Both of them went out together, but the times is getting more and more, which both of them are very happy about it, especially whenever they go out, the girl will never fail to send her home no matter what time, this was when the 1st time where she finally able to send her home, as the time is very late, and very unsafe for her to go home alone.

2006
JAN - DEC
I'm so sorry that i really have to cut short till like that, because is really really very long.
Throughout this whole year, both of them will celebrate birthday for each other & Valentine's day. The girl will always never fail to surprise her at times, giving her some presents that she feels sweet and happy. From 2004 - 2006, the presents add together can said that is more than 100 presents, okay, maybe not that much, but at least 80 over, as the girl will always make it a point to surprise her twice every each wk (due to privacy, what kind of presents had been given out, won't be saying out in here)
This had really caused a big big hole in the girl's pocket. And this is really mean it, the girl's mum will always ask her,"where do all your money went to?"But the girl is speechless.
Despite the scolding she got from her mum, she still continue to surprise her with gifts or some DIY stuffs, as budget is getting tighter.
But the girl still feel that she is very sweet, because even though the budget is getting tighter, but she will still make it a point to surprise her.

2007
JAN - AUG
School starts again, and this time the girl is getting busier as "O" levels is the Major exams for her in 2007.
Unable to meet her so often like how both of them did in the past, due to the girl's remedial she had everyday for "O" levels.
She felt very very very SAD, as she cannot see her as and when she can, vice verse for the girl too.
But they still make an effort to go out once or twice in 2 weeks if they have the chance, even they only meet out for 1 or 2 hours, but both of them are very content with it already.
Till one day, the girl decided to ask her one question, which is on Aug 15, she asked her out, bring her to have good food, and as usual, give her surprise, a big big one, really mean it as a BIG.
After which, she sent her home without fail, at her block downstairs, both of them were sitting down at there corner staircase, both of them were talking everything, everything under the sun, including why the girl will fell in love with her, and this was when she know, this is a very good and rare chance that she could asked her this question, the girl asked her to hug her, and she gave the hug, and this was when the girl did not let go her hands even though the girl wanted to do so, but she continue hug her and whispered into her ears,"will you be my girlfriend?" She suddenly hug the girl more tight and she said "YES"
The girl knew it, she is very very very happy, at that point of time, no words could describe her happiness that the girl given to her, a girl who only have her in the eyes, unable to see anyone else, all she knows that, the girl is her everything, she wants to give her the best that she could. And that night, they have their 1st kiss, a very memorable 1st kiss.
Unfortunately, the happiness did not last long. During the period they were together, the girl will always surprise her without fail, and another way round, she will also surprise her too, both of them really feel very appreciate what both of them have done for each other.
Talking and messaging on the phone is also a part of their life too, without fail, both of them will message and call at the right time, but both of them did nothing to invade each other's privacy. Because honesty and trust were with them no matter what happens.

2008
But on April 25, the girl knew something, something that really hurt her deeply, a scar forever that stays in the heart. And she knew that nothing could save this relationship, thus she chose to end it.
8 months & 10 days of happiness, just ended it with a sentence,"we need to break up, nothing will change my mind now."
Started with a question, ended with a sentence. The person who started it and it was the same person who chose to end it.

Yes, it's me.
I'm the one who starts and i'm the one who chose to end this, it started with a "yes" ended with a "break up"
Somehow i know that, nothing will not change my mind, you have really hurt me deeply, you know what you have done. Being hurt once is enough.

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