i'm starin blank nw...suddenly something came into my mind..i dunno y things juz came into my mind in e middle of e nite..in e day, i wont think so much..wheneva it reaches e nite, everything juz flow in...1 by 1 flowin in...mayb at nite is e time when u hav peace n ur mind wld think of everything.......4 me, i like to b in e nite rather den in e day...In e day, i'll hav alot of things to do n chit chat along if i'm with frzs..but after tat u will feel more miserable..coz after everything u will still b left alone..u will onli feel more lonely n ur mind starts to go in many directions...some sae i'm a loner while some sae i'm their Kai Xin Guo...so which 1 is e truth..?I, myself wld think i'm a loner..coz i really prefer to b alone though i noe i will think lots of things n i noe i wan my frzs to b with me..but they cant help me so i will juz giv it a miss...so afterall, i'm still a loner.. I can make my frzs veri happy, coz i don see a need tat they need to b sad with me..isn't it?When my frzs r sad, i need to think alot of ways to cheer them up..but when i'm sad, no matter how hard they tried to cheer me hard, is no point..coz i'm juz a veri stubborn person...=) [ half-way blog, my baby scared me...LOL......i gt a fright =( ] wat does stubborn mean..?is it hard to define 4 everyone?everyone hav their own explanation 4 tis..if u ask me, i'll oso sae diff things..=)
I'm always contradictin my own words...n nw is worse, i totally slappin myself with my own hands...Damm it..wawa n wenwen sae tis to me too...mj sae is ok..Cy,as usual, ask me go n die.. wa lao..she huh like tis oso can.......watsoeva..i don care..if u guys realised, i start e beginnin but i dunno how to end it..so juz giv it a miss..=)

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