tis few days bz wif stuffs...sch goin to starts, cut new hair style...everything r goin to b new..but hp no..haha...but goin to change soon again..mayb may or june..hehe...=) i always change hp rite..?no choice..i juz lov to change..but tis time wld b different coz i will keep my old wan..wont b like last time sell den i get e new one again..=) suddenly miss someone..hmm...someone who i wan to see everyday...someone who i don love but i care frm e bottom of my heart..=)sometimes God like to play a prank on us..isnt it..?tis sentence everyone r sayin everyday..but actually it is e truth..but wat to do..?u cant go against e God but u can choose e way how u goin to move on..isnt it?i don wan destiny to control my life..i wan2 control my own fate my destiny..e way i wan2 choose, e way how i wan2 do...wat to do when u r in a mind tat u cant decide a decision?wat to do when u cannot do anything?did ayone tht of this..?mayb im a kind of person tends to think super far ahead..like 2yrs later wat sld i do..?10yrs later wat had i achieved in my life..im tis kind of person..i cannot tink day by day..if like tis ppl everyday tink day by day they wont achieve wat they wan. Day by day, hav enough $$ to spend, eat n shoppin can alr. I cannot..if day by day i alr die long long time liao..i wan enough $$ when i noe tat it will back-up me when im tight or watsoeva..but think too much nt gd..i juz wan to earn lots of $$$. Coz $$$$$ = power. tis is true, if no $$ ppl out tere wont even care u. they will juz leave u alone, die or alive. if u hav $$, they will like how honey attract bees. Stick to u, bootlickin u. I wan2 see how ugly tis world, how ppl bend their head over 4 $$$$$$$$$$. Money means everything. Of coz money cant buy something too.Like family ties, frzship n BGR, GGR, BBR. But those fakers who love $$$$$ alot i wan2 see how u r goin to bend over ur head 4 $$, no pride n shameless on u. how i wish i will witness all tis..but too bad..i wont manage to see it. coz it will onli dirty my eyes.
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