sometimes i find tt im a fuck-up person..y do i tink so...?wheneva i wan2 cry i juz cant cry i dunno y..i juz dunno y i bother alot of stuffs..?am i stupid..?am i askin 4 troubles..?i tink so..i find myself veri STUPID...stupid in alot ways..i dunno how to put into words..y i am so stupid..?do i tink alot..?i tink so..y sld i bother alot of stuffs....?i onli noe tt i hav alot of question marks in my mind..to my frzship & e relationship within tt guy......i dunno wat to sae..though im flyin soon i sld nt bother alot of stuffs but how am i suppose to let go when i care e matter so much..is realli veri hurtin me n let me feel tt im an IDIOT...i wan2 4get alot of things...alot alot of things..which includes u n me...y do i find alot of stuffs veri irritatin..........?i wan2 4get who i am..i wan2 4get who r u......but y i cant do so...?i tried my best to 4get btw u n me..but i cant do so..i am juz contradictin my own words...i dunno y im doin so...sometimes i hate bein myself..someone who i don even noe who's tis person...?ME..?ya..im referrin to myself...i do nt noe myself..i do nt noe who i am..i dunno alot alot of stuffs...r u hidin alots of things behind me..?i tink so...perhaps i sld sae tt im a lonesome person..a lonely person..a person who don cares anything...i realli hate who i am nw...........................................................can i b someone tt i wan2 b....?story ends

e last thing in here i wan2 write is tt if these 2gals ask me, i will sae 'yes' to them. No matter what. Cause i do noe tt i care 4 them frm e bottom of my heart. I hope they do so

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