A.O.Z.Y does not belong to here
no one can understand me, so don't bother to understand me then.
I'm utterly dead, and won't be revive.
no one is here to save.
i realli hate e past..e past had been followin me..no matter when..y is tis happenin..?i cant 4get e past..e past had taught me to b tough n strong..tough is nt to b bully by others..strong is nt to listen wat others sae abt me..tis had taught me to live..tat's y ppl sae abt me, no matter how bad they sae abt me i don care..ppl tht i care abt it..but in fact i realli don care..im nt tryin to contridict myself...of coz i don deny tat when they sae something bad abt me i do feel sad..but when i tink again..they r juz childish kids who love to talk ard..n i myself of coz do sae abt bad things abt ppl..but tink carefully if u din do anything wrong do u tink i will hav words 4 u..?no rite...?of coz myself i noe im bad..but tis doesnt mean tat im totally bad..im bad bcoz how u guys sae n treat me so when im gd to u do u rmb..?no rite..?u guys juz take me 4 granted so y sld i continue treat u all gd..?quote a phrase ' tink abt how u treat ppl b4 u tink she or he is bad'. If u treat e person gd eventually e person will treat u back gd..if u treat e person bad wat u will expect frm e person..?continuin treat u gd..?get ur ass off man..tere r no such things in tis world..i noe tat some ppl believe tat so long u treat everyone equally gd eventually they will treat u gd...HELLO..GUYS WAKE UP...b4 i had totally changed, i believed in tis..i once trusted tis..but wat is e outcome..?being betrayed 1 by 1..as days passed, i realised tat i need to change..y?coz i rather to b e one hurtin everyone den im being hurt. Being hurt is nt fun. Is a pain & veri endurin feelin..i believe those ppl who hurt b4 oso noe tis..so y do u wan2 continue to get hurt..? Is it ur mind gone crazy after being hurt so many times..? But truthfully, I am grateful to those who had hurt me b4, though it feels pain & sad, bcoz of u all, i learnt to b tough & strong. Now no matter how others ppl sae abt me, i can realli sae no use keep sayin abt me. Cause this will juz show others ur stupidity..how stupid of u sayin ppl, how petty u r. I admitted im like tat b4..but ever since gt hurt i rather to b e one hurtin ppl ard. Once u're bitten b4 u will noe e pain. But think about this, if u have never hurt ppl & sae abt ppl, do u tink i will sae abt u..? Always remember this : Do think before what u had done in the past. Reflect yourself b4 u tink e person is hurtin u. Tough & Strong had accompanied me throughout the years i grew up.When i know how to tell rights & wrongs, i had learnt these 2 things. Now if u hurt me, i swear i will return u double. But now no one can hurt me coz i had learnt to let go. Let go is not to hang onto the past. I won't feel hurt aymore, but i will still know whether u're hurtin me. Cause i will take revenge on u. Trust what i'm saying. In order to protect myself, i will learn to take revenge. Trust me, slowly i will move to my plan. I swear. I won't allow anyone to hurt me or people surrounding me. Trust me , Believe me. Revenge is a part of my life. Be careful cause you will be the 1st person to recieve your punishment. Like what my MSN' nick [ A person can escape the law but not the Heaven's law ] But sorry, i can't wait to see your punishment so i will take this onto my hand. I hereby swear, those who had treated me badly, if i don't take revenge, i won't get happiness now & 4 the rest of my life. Guys reading my blog here, if u think im sayin abt u, please think this if u never hurt me & say me u won't feel this way.