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don't rely on me.
i'm your soul.



A.O.Z.Y does not belong to here
no one can understand me, so don't bother to understand me then.
I'm utterly dead, and won't be revive.
no one is here to save.

Desires

tops & bottoms
HP


hearts talking.



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nana :D
my friend
my puppy

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

y e feelings came back..?it came back suddenly..!!i realli hate 'xian zai' de me..im veri stress to handle all these things..ya i'm young n y sld i handle..?adults think i sld nt handle anything coz im still studyin..concern my own studies can already but isn't u adults r findin troubles 4 me..?im realli cant stand it anymore..im realli veri tired..!!msg to one of my best frzs..although i noe tat she wont reply coz she is busy but at least i noe she's there 4 me..n at e veri least i noe tat someone shares my problems with me..u all only know how to stress me...i am damn fed up with all these kind og matters/problem..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wat to do..??my friends..if u all able to read or 'you xin' read my blog u will ask me..but can i ask anyone of u giv a care to read??no one does it at all..even u need when u noe im in trouble but did u bother to giv me a msg or cal me..?which matter i din solve it 4 u or help u..?[FOR TWO PARTICULAR PERSON TO READ]whenever u sad or gt into trouble did i run away from u..?NO i did not ok..?now im bothered with problems but u all don giv a damn..izzit when u all r in troubles u all come find me..when is my turn u all run away..?im realli cant stand it anymore..y do u all made me feel like tis..?when i wanna say u all interrupt..when u all say did i ever stop u all..?no right..?u all onli noe how to say im a person tat don wanna talk abt this kinds of things..but if u're realli my TRUE FRIEND u will force me untill i giv in..but did u all ever did tat..?ya mayb u will say ur character is nt like tat..do nt like to force ppl..but is ur own friend u don even do tat wat's e pt to b frzs..?ya i may b veri hateful to u all sometimes bcoz i force u all..but think another way i juz wanna let u say out so u wont feel so stress..at least u noe u can pour ur sorrows out to ur own close frzs..forget it la..since u all juz don bother abt me den y still wanna b frzs wif me..?pity me or juz wan me to help u when u in trouble..?ok..i will stop bother abt u all nw n 4eva..juz b hi-bye frzs ok..?


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